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i do feel really stuck. i feel like all my friends are so far away and honestly they don't even know about this now. things have changed so much within the last month.
i feel like i've had such a wake up call....all the things i felt in the pit of my stomach before were not right, have continued to be confirmed.
people don't change...
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lovelygamer:
I wondered how you were doing. I knew you were head over heels and had moved away. You need to take care of yourself, even if it's not good for him. It would be different if he treated you well. If he's not, then he doesn't deserve it.
badangela:
I agree with Oxy and LovelyGamer. You need to look after your self emotionally and financially, even if it is not good for the other person.
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can someone please explain why boys are so confusing?
and why does this shit always happen to me?
i really wish i had someone to talk to but i feel like i'm never alone long enough to have a convo about it with anything.
2 guys - basically my best friends
sounds like it should be great but it's hard as hell.
ugh.
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oxy:
if it feels right then do it. Its not giving up if your doing whats best for you.
And dont worry about making mistakes. The secret truth is that everyone else is also making those mistakes, they are just not talking about it smile
jasonmac11b:
Sounds like a rough situation. I've been in that before, but with women of course! I'm living in a hotel for about a month and bored as hell so if you want to talk just message me. I might not have all the answers, but I can listen. Good luck
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i met a boy that i love more
than i ever did you before
so stand beside the river i cried
and lay yourself down
look how you want me now
that i don't need you

this guy - is kinda unreal. i literally have nowhere to brag about him so i am going to brag here.
he's smart, #1, which i find extremely attractive....
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jonas_thorazine:
Ah, I see. Sorry, offline so long I lost track of people's trajectories.

I had some nice, similar feelings recently about a girl who wasn't me now-ex-fiancee.
jonas_thorazine:
I've also had three beers and read your post too fast blush
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zebrah:
new blog i miss u
littlejohn22:
yes... miss you
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semiretiredpunk:
Looks good. smile
heatdude:
You look great. So your there for good now?
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wow i take forever to respond on here don't i? i prob need to not continue with my membership on sg any longer. i'm pretty sure it's up in June.
anyhow I'm in Canada, put in for my extension, should get at least 6 months - in the meantime the boy is playing poker, to see if he can go back to playing professionally for...
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cunninglinquist:
playing poker professionally is tough, did it for a while
heatdude:
As Ted Nugent would say Baby please dont go..
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how is everyone?
I'm in canada, happy. finally.
but i have to leave by 9/10, if i don't find some sort of extension or job offer etc.
it's a bit stressful.
it's never perfect right? customs/immigration are fucktards.
how are all of you?
<3 xoxo
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cudnovati:
yep, i have to deal with immigration offices quite regularly... its never a smooth process.
enjoy your time up there, i hope youll get what you need to stay.
heatdude:
So did you leave your job in Cali? Sounds like your on an adventure, enjoy your journey beautiful I wish you the best. Keep us updated.
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how was everyone's 4th? mine was chilled. hung with the fam, the kids, etc. was nice.
wish i was with the man, miss him like crazy. i really just want to move there already being apart is lame.
work is crazy - business is in trouble and i wonder how long it's going to last. i feel like everyone is jumping ship, and i have...
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skinslut:
there is lots of work in calgary its all about what you wish to do hear and if you want to deal with the crapy drivers lol good luck if you do move smilesmile
time2kill:
I love your photos and would love to be added as a friend.
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so it's my bday today - sucks that i can't be in calg :/
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brightredscream:
Are you sure that you want to go through with that with all the BS?
brightredscream:
I'm doing alright sugar, I miss you too ♥