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I would update with all the shit you guys missed out on while I was away but there is something more pressing at the moment.

My brother has been kidnapped and no one knows where he is.

So... even though I don't believe in god... if you do, please pray for him or at least keep him in your thoughts.

Thanks.null
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pebbles:
wow i am so sorry to hear about that....

he is in my prayers frown
fridgemagnet:
1) I am very sorry. And there is nothing else I can say to help.

2) You are not only pretty, you're like, "Holy shit did you see that girl? Do you think she has a boyfriend? Do you think I have a chance? God damn it!" pretty.
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Wow. I haven't been on here in forever.

You guys miss me?

Wanna know what's been going on?


ASK!
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rosscoe:
i'll be sure to watch that sometime then smile the trailer looked good
rosscoe:
i guess i'd better get round to watching it then huh?
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Wow. So I've been extremely busy. I don't really want to go into all the details...

I decided not to go through with becoming a Suicide Girl.

I finished my first year of College and I'm getting ready to start summer classes on Monday.

And, my heart has pretty much been broken into about a million pieces.

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infraled:
Im sorry to hear that but its better to find out now that it isnt going to work than to find out way later , it sucks but you know it will work out and you''ll find someone that FULLY appreciates you. Sorry to repeat the breakup cliches but it is true.
thebutcher:
hey there hot sexy mama...

*purrrrrr*

Butch <3
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I'm sick. I'm tired. School is getting hard. The semester is up in a month and I think I'm going to fail my Social Problems class so I have to jump on the ball and try an get an A on my final. Ugh.


I hate college.
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poisonboy:
You can never have enough education, though.

Social Prob. class, huh?

Sounds interesting...

Good luck on the final.

Just wait 'till you get to Grad school (think undergrad is hard? SHiiiiit! You ain't seen NUTHIN' yet)! wink
nikonphoto80:
Im so sorry I havent been abele to talk to you lately for some reason I got kicked off of sg I emailed them 6 or 7 times they never told me why so im just going to say it must have been a mistake I dont even care any more im just so glad im back on sg I missed you so much, tell me what has been going on with you. kiss
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So, I'm having second thoughts about becoming a suicide girl. I don't know if I'm comfortable being naked now that I'm actually thinking about it. It seemed like a good idea at the time... but I can't find anyone to take pictures for me that are more expensive than what SG will pay me is something gets published on the site.


Eh. I don't know...
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bobdylan5:
Ah c'mon...I got naked on the Internet! For free! smile
poisonboy:
You're goregous enough that ya don't need to broadcast your naked self on the Internet.

I'm just repeating myself here, but do what you like.

Your face and those eyes are enough for me.

Good luck making the decision and finding photographer, etc.

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So, totally applied to be a Suicide Girl. Apparently, I've made it past the first step. Now... I need someone to take pictures. I guess I probably should've thought about that before I applied... but I'm sure there are people in Gainesville that will not mind taking nude pictures of me for my first Photo Set.


So... what should I center my first photo set...
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bobdylan5:
Something with lots and lots of candles...and your loveliness. wink
poisonboy:
I won't throw out ideas, cuz, well... I like associating more with the none Suicide Girls on this site because generally they are less prententious and elitist (not that I'll stop associating with you when become an Suicide Girl, you know what I mean...).

You don't hafta take anything off to be alluring (you've got that down regardless, clothed and everything) but if you wanna be a Suicide Girl more power to ya...

I just like talking with someone who's versed in poetry and appreciates good literature...
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I'm so fucking excited. I'm going to visit my best friend Erika for the weekend in Tallahassee... lol. She goes to my rival school, FSU. But, I love her and I'm willing to spend the weekend there with her since she comes her way too often.


Oh man. I'm fucking ecstatic! I'll def. have more pictures like whoa!
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poisonboy:
... ee Cummings, huh?

I knew this loser back in college (who was from Dallas) who worshipped Cummings' ass. Used to read it to chicks to try and get laid (and, not suprisingly, it worked).

I was always more of an Eliot, Poe, Shelley, Byron guy myself... but they're a lot darker and more serious I think than Cummings is.

But have fun in Tallahassee! smile

whoa!
poisonboy:
Yes, yes.

I totally agree!
The form in Poe and Shelley and the like does become monotonous!
Cummings was horribly innovative in the way, say, in which Ginsberg was.
One of the reasons I admire Burroughs (William S., not Edgar Rice) is due to the fact that he single-handedly reshaped our concept of the modern novel with Naked Lunch and they tried to put him jail (in Massachusets) claiming it was obscene and pornographic! They coulda had him in jail too, 'cept that Ginsberg and Norman Mailer (the fuckin' man!) showed up in his defense and represented!

But, yes, Cummings' form is exceptional.
It will take the man two pages to say a paragraph that, with contemporary poetry, would be a solid Faulkner-like paragraph of tedium.
So, yes, I agree that Cummings was viciously innovative and precise. I just have bad association with him that stems from my experiances with a particularly unstable woman.


Have you ever read the poetry book Scrimmage of Appetite by Jon Davis?

I studied under this guy (Davis) when I did my undergrad in New Mexico and he is amazing!
Check him out if you get a chance!

And keep in touch!
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I totally woke up with pink eye this morning.


It is unbelievable how fucking sexy it is.
nikonphoto80:
Mmmmmm I love me some pink eye. kiss

thanks for adding me aas one of you new friends i hope we become good friends on sg. biggrin

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So this is my very first day on SG... and I haven't really gotten the swing of it yet. But, I'm working on it. But, ahem. A little bit about myself?

I'm 18.
I love art, poetry, music that rips to the core of me.
I love boys.
I love girls.
I love touching and heat and sweat and laughter in the night. I love...
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bobdylan5:
Hey Hey Hey...I believe you are on my friends' list. kiss
nikonphoto80:
Well lets see if you can change my mind since youre so good at it lol
Nice to know you, a very thought provoking journal.
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