I've lived to bury my desires,
And see my dreams corrode with rust;
Now all that's left are fruitless fires
That burn my empty heart to dust.
- Aleksandr Sergeyevich Pushkin
Ah, words that warm down to the very soul. I just saw a huge spider run across the wall and dart behind my bed. Great. I'm going to sleep well tonight, hah. Maybe it...
Read More
And see my dreams corrode with rust;
Now all that's left are fruitless fires
That burn my empty heart to dust.
- Aleksandr Sergeyevich Pushkin
Ah, words that warm down to the very soul. I just saw a huge spider run across the wall and dart behind my bed. Great. I'm going to sleep well tonight, hah. Maybe it...
Read More
It would be nice if I could find a happy balance between the days when I'm fearless and ready to knock down any obstacle in my way and the days where I feel utterly helpless and drowning in self-pity. That or at least figure out the triggers that set off those mind states.
There's a tattoo I've wanted to get for quite some time- actually...
Read More
There's a tattoo I've wanted to get for quite some time- actually...
Read More
xxnecroxx:
Theres a good shop in Lompoc...they do good work, but they are ASSHOLES and I refuse to go back...but they do good work it's called Lost Kings
I'd stray away from Santa Maria...although theres a shop called Raw Violets.....and i love them, they are a lesbian couple and super sweet....( you can ask em about me
) she's just soft handed ( wich isnt a good trait in a tattoo artist..) But touch ups are free....and once you get two coats of ink in, it'll stay. the ink in the tattoos I got from their was faded at first, but then I went back and she re outlined em and whatnot....and they look good.
I hate Walmart...i hate going there....You ALWAYS spend so much money.
I'd stray away from Santa Maria...although theres a shop called Raw Violets.....and i love them, they are a lesbian couple and super sweet....( you can ask em about me
) she's just soft handed ( wich isnt a good trait in a tattoo artist..) But touch ups are free....and once you get two coats of ink in, it'll stay. the ink in the tattoos I got from their was faded at first, but then I went back and she re outlined em and whatnot....and they look good.
I hate Walmart...i hate going there....You ALWAYS spend so much money.
I didn't blow my last chance to talk to that checker after all. Teach me to listen to people who don't know what they're talking about. Anywho, I talked to her today. It sounded like when they went out last night it was pretty stale. Lot's of drinking (although I was promised that that would be kept to a minimum-hah). I am soooooo glad I...
Read More
Read More
xxnecroxx:
You need to teach me about youre diet please.
Sean kind of explained it to me....
But i'd rather you tell me Haha
xoxoxoxoxoxoxox
Sean kind of explained it to me....
But i'd rather you tell me Haha
xoxoxoxoxoxoxox
noctem:
Tomorrow at 10 AM, HIM tickets go on sale for June 11th at the House of Blues LA. $35. Am I gonna se you there?
Today is supposed to be 94 and partly sunny. I have my normal Wednesday off. My plans for today include: calling vainr and buying a three hole punch. Pretty exciting, huh?
I've got to empty my brain out a little bit on the monitor- please bear with me
.
Tonight some of the girls/women from work are going out to party because one of the...
Read More
I've got to empty my brain out a little bit on the monitor- please bear with me
.
Tonight some of the girls/women from work are going out to party because one of the...
Read More
vainr:
?
Yesterday was the beginning of my lake season. I got sunburned in a few spots where I missed with the sunblock. It's ok though. We also went out on a boat full of guys. It was a mission to show a couple of them what it's all about- lake ettiquette. I mainly wanted to get the bronze complexion in effect. I think we were successful....
Read More
Read More
vainr:
any sunday lol
Once again I have a day off. I checked the weather and it's supposed to be sunny and warm. Eighty-One to Eighty-Five degrees as the high (depending on which weather report you believe). I am going to BURN tomorrow...well today actually looking at the clock. Melanoma be dammed, this boy (okay, thirty year old man) is getting some sun.
I've been putting off the call...
Read More
I've been putting off the call...
Read More
12:50 in the morning. I'm listening to good cheesy Demons & Wizards Touched By The Crimson King (an ode to the Dark Tower trilogy- as if I haven't mentioned this album a thousand times before). I have collected and am in the act of returning my cds (which have been spread out to every room of the house) to their rightful place (so far I'm...
Read More
Read More
VIEW 3 of 3 COMMENTS
yeknomyknuf:
Ithought my job in retail was bad. Tool opiate is a damn good cd. Hope you find it
noctem:
Things are alright man, except my computer's fucked right now 
Been busy, what about you?
Hey, did you hear Ville got arrested in Finland?
Been busy, what about you?
Hey, did you hear Ville got arrested in Finland?
One of the tattoos I've wanted to get for a while is Roland from the Dark Tower series by Stephen King. I haven't found a good picture yet. There is a graphic novel for the Dark Tower due out in '07. I'm sure there will be some good "drawrings" to pull/copy/steal from. I don't know if I can wait until '07 though. I'm already working...
Read More
Read More
Oh man...it's good to be home. I've been ready to fucking break someone's ass for the last two hours of my shift...
...now though, I am home. Meat is ready to go on the grill too. Bliss.
...now though, I am home. Meat is ready to go on the grill too. Bliss.
VIEW 6 of 6 COMMENTS
rodan:
Happy Birthday!
yeknomyknuf:
Happy Birthday dude! Oh my, you're on myspace too 
I came across a myspace profile today that caught my attention. Ok. That's putting it mildly. My reaction was more along the lines of "Where the fuck has she been my entire life?!" Being the bitter, cynical and social recluse that I am (hah hah) it can take quite a bit to make me stop everything and just be like "I need to get to...
Read More
Read More
xxnecroxx:
Well, Did she write back?
I think it's more fun to talk to someone when it's not just a
"Hey i was browsing through profles and saw ya, talk to me"
I think people become more intrigued when you really speak youre mind.
I think it's more fun to talk to someone when it's not just a
"Hey i was browsing through profles and saw ya, talk to me
"
I think people become more intrigued when you really speak youre mind.
doll_:
you are amazing....
did she respond?
did she respond?
Got my brakes done. The mechanic got into my car, stepped on the brake pedal and immediately hopped out. "A front brake job ain't going to fix that. You got a hydraulic problem." Yes. He was missing teeth.
I knew I had bad brakes; I had no clue how bad though.
My front rotors and rear cylinders were toast. He showed me them too so...
Read More
I knew I had bad brakes; I had no clue how bad though.
My front rotors and rear cylinders were toast. He showed me them too so...
Read More
xxnecroxx:
Haha youre roomate rocks
I think youre new phone is manly...dont worry about it haha
I'm gonna come visit in the winter time, you and sean have to take me out.
To where....i dont know...
but the winters along time away
I think youre new phone is manly...dont worry about it
haha
I'm gonna come visit in the winter time, you and sean have to take me out.
To where....i dont know...
but the winters along time away