carnalascetic

So my life of late has been a sort of monotonous grind. There are no surprises, only disappointments. Anger has been my disposition of choice. Due to recent decisions I will be experiencing an upheaval. I can only hope it works out for the best. It has to.
Beyond that it's all good.

arrrrr, I be finding this funny, arrr

Oppps! Now that it's almost over, hope you had a Merry Christmas!

Oh man. Thank God I don't have hair because I'd be pulling it out right now. Add to the stress of hunting down gifts for loved ones and how busy F4L is during the holidays- I have been inundated with Christmas music since the day after Thanksgiving. I hear about ten different versions of The Little Drummer Boy every shift. Please, sir! No more Bruce...
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More changes to SG. Hmmmm.

Stuff is things and things are OK.

Ok...a little more time and I'll be ready to reveal what has been devouring a lot of my time when on the computer.

The Vikings were confused last night against New England. Blah. At least the rest of our November schedule is fairly easy. I should hope we're Eight and Three by the end of the month.

I finding xhtml, css, and php to be fairly inducive to various psychotic states. I'm finding it rewarding too. I'll let you know when I'm done with my little project. Hah..."little." Pssshshhh.

Hope you're all good.

I was reading my PC Repair Manual about 1 am this morning. I realized "Whoa, I feel sick. I'm going to blow chunks!" I emptied my stomach and tried to go to sleep. No sleep for me. Every half an hour or so I'd have to get up and chunder. About the fifth time or so (when I was just dry-heaving) I was pretty much...
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I re-arranged my room again. I'm like a rat that pushes it's nesting material around constantly to get it just perfect. I am now not squished against the computer desk. Soon I might have to be spending a little more time here doing actual work. More on that a little later...

I'm sticking it out at F4L for a little while. I think I mentioned...
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Title this one Why am I awake this late again part 45798

Geez...so what's new?

On the computer front- The "new" Dell is now a dual-boot system. I'd rather not use Windows at all but it's good to "have around" for programs/games (like Oblivion) that don't function well on a linux box.
I also just found out my dvd burner will burn dual-layer dvds about...
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Windows finally boots again on the new computer. I noticed a few things missing in the firefox browser (like my bookmarks). I haven't messed around with it enough yet to see the full extent of the damage I caused. I have to say that I feel semi-accomplished having fixed it. I do feel like a grade A moron though because of how I fucked it...
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Promising stuff in the future...but it is so far off. Right now I'm mired in stupidity, finger-pointing and the mundane. It's good to have goals to look forward to, but it's hard to get pumped up when there are multiple aspects of my current situation that are just plain crappy. This is where I normally withdraw into myself and block out everyone else. Oh wait....
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