calgoth

well- after having driven way too much yesterday i went to the burgondy room to finish off the day. showed up at 11:30 and low & behold, no one from SG was there except adam. still had fun but didn't talk to many people.... i'm too shy when i'm around people i don't know. lol.

i should have crashed at my friends house in the...
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sitting around bored at work waiting for something to fix...i have an hour before my next client and i don't have anything to work. :: yawns ::
i need more sleep, tempted to sleep on desk, but if the boss gets back to the office and i'm asleep, there will be hell to pay.

the weekend goes by way too quickly sometimes. its so odd, not having worked for a few months to go back to a regular work week. i hate having to be awake and somewhere by 8 am. 9, preferbly 10 would be better.

well....i'm just sitting around again, bored hell. i have a nice apple martini that i need to drink fast so it gets me messed up and wares off so i can work tomorrow.
i found a groovy top hat at this boheimien store for 20 bucks, yey

i'm bored and alone tonight.....i think its a good night to drink, yet no one is here, so i probably shouldn't


i've been thinking of her again all day.... this sucks

long day, i'm tired as hell and am going to be passing out way early tonight. Too bloody cold.
anyways, i'm reading the new anne rice book and i've already plowed through over half the book in a day, i'm in love. this book reminds me why i have aotl of her books in first edition hardcover.

dwelling on the past sucks, but i always...
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today was a good day, skipped school, slept, had some good sex, played computer games ( Battlefield 1942 rocks )

the sad thing is, at the end of the day, i'm just tired and feeling warn inside still.

oh well

I'm feeling alot better after a very relaxing weekend, except my throat hurts like hell. just about to go to sleep so i can actually be concience when i go to school tomorrow......i'll leave a better post tomorrow.

burgondy room was great. i wish i could have stayed longer, but i actually got to know people this time as opposed to be plastered, so it was groovy. work is boring,i want to state this

i should really stop reading my ex-fiancee's livejournal. everytime i do, i get way too depressed. i'm just sitting here, bored at work trying not to think about her....
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i'm sooooo bored. yet i'm tired too, so i don't feel like doing anything really. grrr

the weekend was good- halloween LAN party was fun, lots of gaming. good company and such.......just laid around the house the rest the weekend. i'm tired right now, but have the strange compulsion to stay online

well, last night hanging with bean, jujubee and derby was alot of fun. today, being my first day back to work, rocked. i was finally doing what i love again, working on problems and fixing them. i still wish i had something to do right now besides sit here in front of my computer, but at least i have SG to keep me company