well, life has been busy. i feel like i barely sleep anymore cause i'm always driving out to see alexandra or going to see my g/f. my ex is acting cooler, but it feels very weird, being around her and not being with her. I've come to tears a few times watching her with our baby. aside from that, i'm trying to get by. i...
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i've been ignoring the site and my online friends so much lately...i'm sorry. life just seems to draw me in way too much. i'm so bloody tired right now. i'll post more tomorrow if i get the chance
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toxicboy:
Hey man, it was cool seeing you at Perv, I hope you had a good time 
morbidcherry:
G'bye sweetie! 
i'm sitting bored at work again. i'm doing my best not to stress out about the baby and everything, but its not working. i can't sleep till late at night (Final fantasy 11 contributes to that) and i keep waking up late for work. i need to get a handle on my life, but everytime i start to, i have another breakdown. and being stuck...
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corsetqueen:
glad to hear from you that you're alive and (reasonably) well. have been thinking about you and hoping that things were working out okay with the baby. try not to stress too much on that account since all the best plans in the world can go awry in seconds when it comes to kids and co-parenting. for the next 18 years, the best you can do is be there with your love, time, attention and support (not just financial) and hope for the best.
depression sucks ass, doesn't it? like a self-propelling mechanism of sabotage towards any attempt to break away from depression. i'm tired of it, myself. let's get some big sticks and beat our depression into the ground together, shall we?
hugs, honey!!!!
depression sucks ass, doesn't it? like a self-propelling mechanism of sabotage towards any attempt to break away from depression. i'm tired of it, myself. let's get some big sticks and beat our depression into the ground together, shall we?
hugs, honey!!!!
aelectric:
hey There...just sending some good wishes.
went with my family on sunday to go see Steph and the baby. still tenser than all hell, but at least she seemed to respond well to everyone else. meaning she only hates me. 
anyways, school starts again tomorrow, meaning less money but more free time
anyways, school starts again tomorrow, meaning less money but more free time
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toxicboy:
Hey dude, it was cool seeing you at the show, did you like?
epiphany:
Hang in there .....
sorry i haven't posted for a few days but you'll understand why in a moment.
On Tuesday at 1am Alexandra Ramirez was born ( not my last name, but my ex's ). My ex, Stephanie, didn't even know she was pregnant
and gave birth in her bathtub at home. She called me at 4 on wednesday to tell me and i drove out. suffice to...
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On Tuesday at 1am Alexandra Ramirez was born ( not my last name, but my ex's ). My ex, Stephanie, didn't even know she was pregnant
and gave birth in her bathtub at home. She called me at 4 on wednesday to tell me and i drove out. suffice to... Read More
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apex_tiki:
congratulations. i just saw your post in SGLA. and yea, congratulations once again. sorry to hear that she feels that way about you.
faelynia:
i am glad to have met you this past eve!!!!
perhaps my faerie ass will be see y'r goth self at the next thang!!!!
perhaps my faerie ass will be see y'r goth self at the next thang!!!!
Final Fantasy 11 has consumed my online world- way too addictive. other than that, i've just been kicking back with friends all week enjoying time off. sorry i've been ignoring everyone
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aelectric:
Missed you at the Burgundy Room last night !!
_sarah_:
Hey there... we met a long time ago (through SG), but I was way too pissy that night to develop a friendship. (My boy and I were having serious issues, and I didn't feel like talking to anyone). I'm sorry I blew you off.
Anyway, feel free to leave a message in my journal or something.
Anyway, feel free to leave a message in my journal or something.
it was a very happy new year, my friends. i've been running around non-stop for the last few days. finally starting to calm down a bit
toxicboy:
yes, calm....calm...there's pleanty of more days to do what cha need
aelectric:
what up !! any burgundy room in your future? i hope i can go this week, but we may be crunchy at work...
sat down and finally played final fantasy 11 online, its alot easier to play with the new gamepad i bought for the PC. i'm in love with it already
i have to drive out to OC today to go take care of some clients, oh joy
anyways, sitting at work bored as usual. ttyl
i have to drive out to OC today to go take care of some clients, oh joy
anyways, sitting at work bored as usual. ttyl
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epiphany:
Happy new year! I hope you didn't have to work today!
ebin:
Happy New Year buddy!!!!!!!!
x-mas was fun.......good times with family. i just spent the last week driving around alot. now i'm running the office by myself for the next week untill my boss gets back from vacation. i'm actually less stressed since he isn't here right now, weird
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aelectric:
I know all about the boss/stress syndrome...I'm happiest when my boss is off doin his own thing for days at a time...
My boss called me four hours before I was gonna get up for my flight back to LA to come back to work to tell me I could have the rest of the week off...No Work No Money
So I'm in Austin for the night
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My boss called me four hours before I was gonna get up for my flight back to LA to come back to work to tell me I could have the rest of the week off...No Work
No Money
So I'm in Austin for the night
[Edited on Dec 30, 2003 12:56AM]
starbaby:
Thanx dude I appreciate it. And yeah, I do feel very...very...VERY lucky. Your time will come my friend. This I know to be true.
another boring day, but life is good. too many bloody customers to call and i can't seem to get this pop-up spyware out of a computer, i'm about ready to go postal 
anyways, blah
anyways, blah
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ebin:
Happy Holiday!
toxicboy:
err, well...Happy Holidays anyway man
(Toxicboy ducks out the way as CalGoth goes postal!!)
Yargh!
(Toxicboy ducks out the way as CalGoth goes postal!!)
Yargh!
the screw off exchange was fun- much love to everyone there. i got dirty girl soap, yey. my weekend was kick ass. though i hated the bartender at hop louie. he didn't mix drinks worth a shit and complained about the tip i left him.
anyways, hi to all my new friends and it was great hanging out with everyone
anyways, hi to all my new friends and it was great hanging out with everyone
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jj_r0x0rz:
yea! you were fun to hang with hehehehe! Glad i met you!
ebin:
The bartender was not punk!!
It was fun hangin'!
Dirty Girl Soap? Oh yes! I remember!!!
Cleanliness is next to godliness...
It was fun hangin'!
Dirty Girl Soap? Oh yes! I remember!!!
Cleanliness is next to godliness...
sitting in the office bored again.....showed up 2 hours late, esh. well, LOTR: ROTK kicked serious ass on tuesday at midnight. too bad a had a cisco networking final at 8am that morning. still aced it, but i was beat.
busy, busy busy
PS- i wish i had one more favorite SG spot for Marie
busy, busy busy
PS- i wish i had one more favorite SG spot for Marie
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toxicboy:
Hey dude, it was cool meeting you at the shindig last night. How you liking the soap products you know what they say, a clean Calgoth is a Happy Calgoth
you know what they say, a clean Calgoth is a Happy Calgoth
jj_r0x0rz:
Thanx! haha i do that a lot... it's a natural reaction....it's what happens when you have been raised a school girl your whole life...
Take your time and be real easy with yourself