After reading Diaz comments i sat down and tried to think of 10 things i have always wanted to do... i dont have ten yet but i will list what i have so far:
1) Go Skydiving
2) Go to every continent but Antarctica
3) Slow dance in the rain with the girl...
4) See one of my Favorite bands live
only have 4 sor...
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1) Go Skydiving
2) Go to every continent but Antarctica
3) Slow dance in the rain with the girl...
4) See one of my Favorite bands live
only have 4 sor...
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Ello All,
Not feeling quite as depressed or as much of loser as last time... I don't know why get like that. I just see people around me having fun or being happy and then start feeling like crap because I can seem to be happy or have fun with friends when they invite me out... I just always seem to be out of place...
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Not feeling quite as depressed or as much of loser as last time... I don't know why get like that. I just see people around me having fun or being happy and then start feeling like crap because I can seem to be happy or have fun with friends when they invite me out... I just always seem to be out of place...
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diaz:
OK here is my suggestion,
Sit when you have time and make a list of ten things you have wanted to do but haven't gotten around to doing.
Then, do them.
One by one.
You need to spend more time focusing on yourself and less time on how much fun people around you are having.
Time to start having your own fun.
Sit when you have time and make a list of ten things you have wanted to do but haven't gotten around to doing.
Then, do them.
One by one.
You need to spend more time focusing on yourself and less time on how much fun people around you are having.
Time to start having your own fun.
Wish i knew why i feel like a loser all the time even though i have good people in my life... Doubting myself seems to be the only thing i am good at these days... Fell like i am always going to be alone no matter how many good people i am blessed to have in my life...
diaz:
Maybe you should do more stuff for yourself that you have wanted to do but haven't gotten around to.
That will help with your confidence.
That will help with your confidence.
Ello All,
Another up and down week in the shadows for me... Was without a car for a few days, which blows since I hate having to asking people for ride, but on the bright side I got rides from a girl that i am really starting to like. Took 3 days for them to tell me that my car would start because the security...
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Another up and down week in the shadows for me... Was without a car for a few days, which blows since I hate having to asking people for ride, but on the bright side I got rides from a girl that i am really starting to like. Took 3 days for them to tell me that my car would start because the security...
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deunan:
I know, work sucks right now. I hate it, I'm so stressed out.
Good luck with this "girl."
I wonder who it could be? 
Good luck with this "girl."
I wonder who it could be? Ello all,
last week has been a lil hectic... had a falling out with a friend, moving on from it buts its hard to avoid someone you care about and work with.
Went to Omaha's Henry Doorly Zoo yesterday with my roommates, had a blast. i hadnt been to the zoo since i was like in the 8th grade lol. Looking forward to doing more...
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last week has been a lil hectic... had a falling out with a friend, moving on from it buts its hard to avoid someone you care about and work with.
Went to Omaha's Henry Doorly Zoo yesterday with my roommates, had a blast. i hadnt been to the zoo since i was like in the 8th grade lol. Looking forward to doing more...
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Ello All
Well May has come and gone and with it my some of my recent lows... June is here now. I am moved in with my roommates for about week now. They are all cool people and i am glad i got to have them for roommates. I am still single though is a new girl in my life I have been thinking a...
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Well May has come and gone and with it my some of my recent lows... June is here now. I am moved in with my roommates for about week now. They are all cool people and i am glad i got to have them for roommates. I am still single though is a new girl in my life I have been thinking a...
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voodou:
sigh, i think office life everywhere sucks, but at least a new city will be great. 
and at least you guys have warm weather now its getting real cold here
and at least you guys have warm weather now
its getting real cold here
voodou:
wow that sounds pretty awesome. i would also stay for benefits and people like that, everyone here is middle aged and popping out babies left right and centre. sigh, i think its the water, im staying clear. i wish there was just more party people around here.
Ello All,
Past couple weeks or so has been up and down... Got moved into a new place with some friends from work which is great. They are very cool people and i enjoy getting to hangout with them. This is probably one of few good things of the past week...
One of the big down sides would be this girl I have feelings for...
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Past couple weeks or so has been up and down... Got moved into a new place with some friends from work which is great. They are very cool people and i enjoy getting to hangout with them. This is probably one of few good things of the past week...
One of the big down sides would be this girl I have feelings for...
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deunan:
I hate when things like that happen. Guys only tend to be interested in me when I'm in a relationship. When I'm single, it's like I stink or something, no one will touch me.
One thing the good guys sometimes get wrong is that they seem too nice, like a doormat. Maybe you seem too willing to do what they want.
I'm jealous of you and your tattoos! I want more!
One thing the good guys sometimes get wrong is that they seem too nice, like a doormat. Maybe you seem too willing to do what they want.
I'm jealous of you and your tattoos! I want more!
voodou:
heehee why thank you!
Ello All,
Well kind of mixed bag this week...
Might be moving in with some friends from work, got to see the place last night. I think it rocks, its even in the old neighborhood i grew up in. And the three people i would being in with are good people. Getting out of folks house again is one of my top priorities.
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Well kind of mixed bag this week...
Might be moving in with some friends from work, got to see the place last night. I think it rocks, its even in the old neighborhood i grew up in. And the three people i would being in with are good people. Getting out of folks house again is one of my top priorities.
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diaz:
He he
deunan:
Oh good, I'm no longer a fiend! 
Ello All,
Had a much better week this past week. Got down with international training and started Mentoring some of my fellow co-workers with their training, getting to help my friends at work is one the benefits i like with my job. Got two from confirmed airline tickets from my work to anywhere in the world. my first trip will be to Munich for Oktoberfest,...
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Had a much better week this past week. Got down with international training and started Mentoring some of my fellow co-workers with their training, getting to help my friends at work is one the benefits i like with my job. Got two from confirmed airline tickets from my work to anywhere in the world. my first trip will be to Munich for Oktoberfest,...
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brynnmawr:
Only if you will be my tour guide of your beautiful county
deunan:
I'm glad you're enjoying the site! I'm not enjoying the international calls, though. 
Too much work! Oktoberfest will be so fun, I can't wait! I wonder if we'll get any more people to go?
Too much work! Oktoberfest will be so fun, I can't wait! I wonder if we'll get any more people to go?Ello All,
I had a shitty weekend... I don't know why i keep trying to be friends with girls who i know dont give a shit back. There is this girl care i cared a lot about at work, she use to talk to about the problems she was having with the guys and her life and she came to see as a big brother....
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I had a shitty weekend... I don't know why i keep trying to be friends with girls who i know dont give a shit back. There is this girl care i cared a lot about at work, she use to talk to about the problems she was having with the guys and her life and she came to see as a big brother....
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visara:
Sorry to read you had a shitty weekend.
weston:
Sorry to hear Hope things turn around for ya!
Hope things turn around for ya!Ello All,
Had a better day today then expected....
First talked to my ex adn we decided that we are to close of friends to just breakup and never see or speak to each other, so even though it will be a lil wierd we decided to remain friends and hangout when we can. Second the place i work out merged with another company and...
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Had a better day today then expected....
First talked to my ex adn we decided that we are to close of friends to just breakup and never see or speak to each other, so even though it will be a lil wierd we decided to remain friends and hangout when we can. Second the place i work out merged with another company and...
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Ello All,
Well just broke with my gf of about 8 months...
lil background on me... i was never the popular kid in school, didn't have many friends, never left my parents basement much except for work or school. Didn't really start living and experiencing life until i was about 24 years old.
So I decided i was going to try moving out of my...
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Well just broke with my gf of about 8 months...
lil background on me... i was never the popular kid in school, didn't have many friends, never left my parents basement much except for work or school. Didn't really start living and experiencing life until i was about 24 years old.
So I decided i was going to try moving out of my...
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im so excited to go! its gonna be awesome! whooo!
and im all for the skydiving and every continent, but i would do Antarctica, even just for the northern lights.