brody_mors

It's been 3 days where I'm doing good...
Feel stable now, but we'll wait and see...

Well, this month has been filled with real highs and real lows. I feel I'm balanced again. Just moved out of my parents place...again. Feels great. I have to get used to living in a basement again, cold as all fuck. We'll see how things go.
Just came back from Toronto. The art gallery of ontario was worth the trip in of itself because for...
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I am a terrible person. I was trying to help myself with having a friend around with worse problems than I do and now he's enabling those problems because of me unintentionally. I don't have many friends, to lose this one really hurts. Going through a divorce is one thing, losing the person who was there for you when you needed him, hurts much worse....
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Now, if you cross even just one jagerbomb with a month of just drinking beer, you will find that your stomach gets to the point of over toxicity at an increasing rate. I bet it's the redbull. Must be the redbull. If only you gave me wings and if only I could resist myself from eating them. Ravenous beyond remorse
Anyway, I feel like shit,...
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Recovery isn't easy. It feels more like past regression, but you're living through it. I'm basically where I left off 6 years ago, just a kid. As I slowly wake up, everything comes back in fragments. During this process, you see what it was that you had lost on the way. the things you compromised, the friends you never saw, even SG. When I do...
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So here's my story up to now. Was a member 6 years ago (I forgot my username) and left because I met someone with low enough esteem that she needed to have me leave. Out of jealousy of sexy suicide girls? Who knows. It's natural to have compromises during a relationship and I figured this was one of them. Truth is I love this place,...
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