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two more days and I am gone from the site...

llona:
why?
boynamedsue:
money. Terrible dirty money.

feel free to e-mail me, anyone. My e-mail box has become an old silver mining town.

brien_dawson@hotmail.com
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The second King of fools meeting allowed us to make huge progress. The EP will come with a cd...We are making an EP/small chapbook...Well the CD single to the world of poetics. we each get five pages/double sided and mine are all but finished...now it's lay out time.

I get lonely in the morning. I get lonely in the evening. I get funny when naked...
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Working on the second King of fools collection. This time it's has two other poets. Also, "The Waiting Room" , My second chapbook is in final editing. Anyone want to be part of my focus group?

Life is life is life is a rose.

I feel that men get the shaft sometimes. I think the PC crowd forgets that we too have been damaged by...
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miss_piss:
focusing

uniting
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Drove 15 hours last night. To San Diego and back. Tired. Dirty. I enjoy having a beard.

It is me and L. day today. She is tking me to see "The hulk".

I am working on something big. I am telling no one but the three people who might read my journal. It's called "City Typewriter". I enjoy four line stanza's. I enjoy the ideas...
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boynamedsue:
Oh Kymm, I am truely sorry the poem hurt you. It took me five years to write and means alot to me, though. I completely believe in a woman's right to choose. But...

The blame...it was a pathetic man healing...I might try to tweak the last stanza's because I meant to show this...it goes...consfusion...denial...anger....blame...

I hope you understand what I mean...I am stoned. We should talk about this.
llona:
Hey, I really appreciated your post in the "art or porn" thread. I'm a bit jaded with a lot of the ways feminism is sidestepped or ridiculed on this site and then invoked (well, not directly) in the name of "empowered porn".
It made my heart rise to see you address it head on and not in a scaredy-pants way.

xo
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ok, I will now update everyday to become one of kymm's friends again.

Me and L. are fighting alot. Over anything and everything. Last night, I was excited to be able to sleep with her again ( just sleep ) and when I came to bed she told me I needed to get up to go get another blanket so we wouldn't fight over hers....
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miss_piss:
i'm sorry doll

writing good
reading good (check out the wind up bird chronicle)

i'll cut your hair
frigga:
you are back on my friends list. love!
sorry about your girl frown
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This is me treading lightly. I know Kymm, how to walk on ice.

It's funny how the first person that people think of to say is Hemingway. It shows a lack of imagination. Why Can't I want to be Steinbeck?

Growing up, I hid the fact that I wrote poetry. I still have numerous friends who have no idea of what I really do. I...
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miss_piss:
kiss

had pho yet?
miss_piss:
kiss
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Matt, I would love to go up there. I too am looking for work and that leaves weekends open.

I am back home. It's loud.
I am working at three lines a day...three painful lines a day. Somedays, with enough Charles, There are five. I think I am just in editing mode. I have taken to cutting my poems to pieces, even grading them on...
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lighthammer:
Ah, to bad. I live all the way in Florida. It would have been so nice to have smashed your teeth through the back of your skull.

Well, hopefully one day youll just wake up, realize what a horrible, no talent person you are, and do the honorable thing by swallowing the barrel of a shotgun and blowing the back of your head off.

Keep smoking those cigaretes buddy. Lung cancer is to good for you.
frigga:
you insulted my friend on the internet which is text based and therefore one can not sense irony, sarcasm or who the comment is directed to: i will now resort to threats of physical violence because i'm a big tough guy and all women need avenging!
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I work at a movie theater. I have saw X-men 2 , two days early. I am moving to discovery Bay, again. I have some money I keep for rainy days in an old shoe. Matt, I am getting pissed. I broke up a fight the other day and felt like an uncle tom. I use Curel on my elbows, I by the cheapest cigarettes...
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gobuildinhell:
brien. you wanna come up to arcata to job/place hunt on the weekends?
gobuildinhell:
ITS ABOUT TIME FOR AN UPDATE ASSHOLE!!!!
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coming to the bay this week. This last week was terrible. One suicide attempt. One dose of betrayal. Much need for vengence. My shoulders puff out and need the friction of a brick wall. Hopefully, Everything will be handled soon. I will be entering therapy. Kymm(frigga) once said she worried I would burn out, maybe I did. Put the second collection together yesterday. It is...
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melvin_:
*hugs*
gobuildinhell:
eat shit, die, post something new every once in a while, and get pissed fucker.
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Back from four days in Pismo. The poems flowed like wine in rome when people still knew the amazing quility of a good orgy.

I am home and I am not home. I keep forgetting to remember.

I imss the bigga frigga, go build in hell and the one. I love being Unkle brien more than you know.

I still have no friends. But the...
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gobuildinhell:
I miss you Brien. Any chance you might want to come up here again sometime soon? maybe stay the night?
miss_piss:
its been a while
where are you
when you aren't home?
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I painted the best painting of my life yesterday. I wish I had a digital camera to send the pictures to my friends with artistic ability.

i leave tomorrow for pismo beach. I need to find a job, I need a new place to leave, I need to remember the last line of the poem I was going to write last night and never did....something...
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gobuildinhell:
Kymm and Matt = gobuildinhell and Frigga for yall that aint be knowin. WHEN THE FUCK ARE YOU COMING BACK UP HERE????
melvin_:
aahhhhh scary little house! and jesus he scary to!


mmmmmmmm blood!

i'm good thanx! hav to go watch vamp film now!