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So I've been severely music deprived lately. How do I know this? because nearly every song I hear almost brings me to tears <sigh>
I've decided that I reallyl ike my dark red room. I feel like a tiny parasite burrowing in a bloody, warm heart. Is it wrong that I find this comforting? Oh well, I don't really care whatever
When I was a child...
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tarnish:
its funny, i used to be far better at expressing myself with words, i used them as a sheild really. I was always so afraid of people judging me based solely on looks and size, then i found the psw group, and in the beginning it was smaller, there were far fewer models, and it felt like a safe place for me to finally show off the beauty that i could see in myself, and wanted others to see as well. Its a little different now, there are a lot more models, and it seems like some of the guys think we're all competing for their devotion. But it's still a wonderful environment. I hope that you will share with us your beauty one day. When you're ready. smile
atomh8:
hmmmm.....interesting. I've never asked anyone out on a real date either. I always just assumed people like us are too good for regular dating. smile

BTW, it is jaded, but its the truth. I knew it would happen, but I did it anyways, so its my own fault.

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So, I'm not sure what to say. My life has been pretty normal. I finished painting my new bedroom and I'll be moving into it this weekend. Right now I'm going through all my crap trying to weed out what I don't need...I have way too much crap.

I have a desperate urge to get out and do something, I'm just not sure what. I...
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atomh8:
I know, I really need to get my priorities straight. I've your into the erotica, you should join the erotica group. Its got some unbelievebly hot stories, and u could submit urs too. smile

BTW, naughtiness is my friend. wink
shicawgo:
Hey what's going on? How're you doing? smile
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Well I caught the sick bug that has been flying around work. That's why I haven't been on here the last couple of days. Sorry if anybody missed me. I'm starting to feel better now though, just in time for the weekend! Last weekend was trash because I was sick so I have to have double fun this weekend. Any suggestions? wink
I got all of...
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sushimonster:
Hope you're feeling better?
shicawgo:
Hi back atcha honey! It's nice to hear from u smile

Your answers struck a cord with me. On the real. If you ever feel like talkin find me.

I woke up way earlier than normal the other day and went to run errands. The daylight made me sad and nervous. I don't know why...Point being i thinkI feel you on the whole sunshine makes you sad thing.

kiss
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I'm bored...someone really should come talk to me. If I start talking to myself it's a quick decent into madness! skull
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_pauly_:
i bet wink tongue biggrin
soldatka:
well i made it through the weekend without falling off the wagon...how are you doing? smile
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Ah...the stress that is my life. I have 3 days to move all of my documentation from one trailer to another that's like a third of the space I have now. I'm a shiny, happy person I swear! whatever

So my friend Shannon and I are going to try to make it to The Cherry Pit in Denver this saturday. They, supposedly, have a wicked goth...
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atomh8:
smile Cool. smile
sushimonster:
From your journal- "I have 3 days to move all of my documentation from one trailer to another that's like a third of the space I have now."Please explain?

Thanks for the comments on my board, it makes me feel fuzzy inside. My posting on sports was actually more about family with sports being the link to them and to the past. I doubt i'll be posting anything about relationships so you can feel safe there smile
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I'm going out tonight and getting wasted and I'm going out tomorrow night and getting really wasted. I should be a fucking peach come Sunday.

I still have no idea exactly where I will be getting wasted tonight but I don't care as long as it is somewhere!

As soon as I get the location nailed down next on my agenda is to find someone...
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sushimonster:
How did your plan go? Where's those new pictures?
soldatka:
Happy new year to you! Xmas was ok, pretty quiet up north visiting my parents. New Year was a BLAST though, partied like crazy! How was yours?
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Merry Christmas everbody! (said in silly accent)

I know it's been awhile since I last posted and I really don't care. I'm sure I'll be able to give more of my time to this site soon. It's been work, work and more work for me...wee! My company got more work so I'll be employed for quite awhile. Having money is great but some days I'm...
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sushimonster:
When i read your journal I get that tingly feeling, but it ain't in my toes. wink

I hope you're in a better mood,and that you had a nice xmas - if you celebrate that sort of thing. Maybe if you get free time over these holidays you get a to chance to analyse your work situtation and get things in perspective so's you can deal with whatever you choose in the new year.
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bad, bad weekend (or mostly Saturday night)...I had a run in with someone I haven't seen in 5 years, count them 5 fucking years! He's not even supposed to be in this state. He is one of the reasons I left my lovely hometown of Las Vegas in the first place.

Well our first hello after 5 years was him sucker punching me in the...
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soldatka:
fuck that's horrible. hope you are in one piece after all that. big hug, avoiding your injured parts!
_pauly_:
he's a dick, hope your alright.

and i hope you have a happy xmas and that santas good to you wink

take care kiss biggrin
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So...I think I'm being hit on by a girl in my office. I've never done the coy, flirty thing whith a girl like I do guys. If it was a guy I'd say he was into me. Is it any different with a girl? Most of my experience with girls is just for sex and I've never done it at work. <sigh> This should be...
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pebbles:
Well have a good weekend.

Not sure about the girl hitting on you. Hell just go for it is she continues! smile
sushimonster:
Sounds like fun I'm sure the anticipation & uncertainty make the work day go by quicker.

Get Some ARRR!!!
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So, there's another office Christmas party tonight. I doubt it's going to get even nearly as rowdy as the other one. I guess I'll just wait and see.

I've been in a really down mood lately and I'm not sure why. Fortuunately I have my own little laugh factory at work in the form of my friend Jeff. He's a little insane and I love...
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atomh8:
Your way more exciting than I am. Strippers are always exciting!

Two christmas parties for work? All I get is a lunch.

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So nobody did much of anything yesterday, and talk was all over the work place...surprise, surprise. Ah well, what are you going to do?

I haven't been sleeping well lately and therefore feel like crap. I'm wondering how many people I will snap at today and how long I'll get away with it. ARRR!!!

On the up side, I have yet another outing to a strip...
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atomh8:
I dare u! biggrin
atomh8:
sweet! take lots of pics so I can see! smile
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So I went to an ofice party last night. I stayed sober all night long and watched everyone slowly slide into the bottle. I am literally amazed nobody puked on someone. puke

Something in me is just not up for getting hammered in front of people I'm supposed to be professional with the next day. I don't like the thought of not being able to live...
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atomh8:
You've already made my week! kiss

My work parties are basically just a free lunch, so thats good. I'm fairly certain I can resist the temptation to hit on my co-workers, even though one of them is really hot!
love

If your not into coffee, Starbucks has pretty decent hot chocolate....and the coupons make good stocking stuffers. wink biggrin
pebbles:
hello.....
LOL about the boss falling on his face, I am sure I might talk about that the next day. I do completely agree with wanting to keep a professional appearance with people you work with. smile