Thursday Jul 10, 2008

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I'm feeling much better now. wink

Thanks to everyone for their comments, i just needed to look at things a bit better. Which i've done and i feel so much better about myself and my life. I just need to do things that i want to do and if people have a problem with it, it's not my fault. I think the biggest...
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booth83:

Well then tongue blush

timmy2464au:

love the heros pic, save the cheerleader, save the world!

Monday Jun 30, 2008

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I've had a fucking relapse and am back in that horrible pit. I can't drag myself out of it and i feel like i did 2 months ago. My best friend yelled at me the on Saturday night because i stopped trying again. i'm taking everything personally and the wonderful joys of paranoia are raising its ugly head....again. I'm too...
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booth83:

Im sorry your feeling bad, but try to smile today

coralseas:

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Hun, I'm sorry to hear that.
Do you have any activity that no matter what, will at least lift your mood if you do it?
I find that if I am feeling really crappy, I go shopping. And I keep all of the receipts so that I can return any regrettable purchases once the mood lifts. It's just the activity of shopping which is somehow soothing. I'm just using that as an example...but anything that might make you feel better frown

Wednesday Jun 25, 2008

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With George Carlin passing away a few days ago i've been watching as much as i can to remind me of awesome he was which lead me to watching more Bill Hicks who is always a reminder to not take life to seriously.

It's depressing when you think that there really are no comics left like this anymore, no more comics intent on...
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mokole:

ya, i've been a little depressed lately after Georges passing. i've looked forward to all his specials over the last 15 plus years, and have all his hbo and cds now. been cycling thru them. just aren't any truly intelligent comics that have anything to say anymore.

Tuesday Jun 24, 2008

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okay, so eventually i want to be a writer, yes?

So for the last three years I've attempted to write a book, short story...paragraph even. But i can think of nothing. No characters, no settings and no storyline. Not even some witty repertoire to convince myself that i may have a future in this direction.

I've tried writers block website and books...
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coralseas:

So you can write if you are given a storyline to fill in?

Maybe that's the trick to get you writing smile

coralseas:

No, you didn't freak me out at all!

Thankyou, everyone's support has been sooo good kiss

PS YOU'RE brilliant! biggrin

Wednesday Jun 18, 2008

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I know i get obsessed with things like movies, tv shows or bands. Its awesome, its just what i do and i think people have just learnt to go along with it.

I freakin love Supernatural. I love the actors, the stories, the characters and everything about it. It's written, filmed and performed awesomely. I just love it. One of my fav things to...
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mythicus:

well, thanks for reminding be about supernatural. i do really like the show, but i always seem to miss it. i have to make sure i start recording it. there are only a handful of shows that i actuall watch regulayr, and i think i'm going to add that to the list.

cheesy:

I've had a thing for Jensen Ackles since I first saw him in Dark Angel. love

I'm addicted to Supernatural myself. I want that car.

Have you seen the outtakes? I love those two boys!

Thursday Jun 12, 2008

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Okay, okay...

The most annoyingly annoying assignment is over!!!!! It was one of those ones that no matter how hard you work at it and fluff it out without sounding retarded, was never long enough. Like some magical computer fairy would come in the middle of the night and shorten it without my consent. Bastards...

I don't know how good it will be, i...
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booth83:

Well it sounds like it's going pretty good. When will you be finished?

Thursday May 29, 2008

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Its amazing how when i look at people who are so caught up in their own relationships, i can't believe how they make excuses for themselves. Then i get all embarrassed as that's exactly what i used to do. smile I just wish everyone could see their potential and sometimes, being alone is better than settling for second best.
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priest_:

(pokes you with his boomstick)

soobie:

We all make excuses. In a more extreme way, I think no one is ever evil in their own eyes. People do what they believe they need to do.

I agree with you on the second best bit. As long as we remember that what we see as best isn't necessarily what someone else sees as best. smile

Thursday May 29, 2008

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Its been over a year since someone has seen me naked. I'm so freaking randy that its almost uncontrollable. Even a little male attention would be lovely.

Anytime soon....hopefully..
booth83:

Naked or not I will gladly show you attention..............but I would really like to see you naked.

silentwhisper:

I would, its been over a year for me as well. ANd I mean NOTHING in that period of time.

Here's hoping thisno sexin curse goes the hell away soon- xo

Friday May 16, 2008

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I had the most random night last night.

A friend of mine can read jewellery and i asked if she could read me. The only piece of jewellery i have that i hardly ever take out is my tounge stud. So she tried that and it was like she had reached into my brain and was pulling out things one by one. She was talking...
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booth83:

I dont know what happend but it wasent your fault. and that is freaky as hell what you say she can do.

Sunday Apr 27, 2008

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Okay.

No more, it has to end now.

I will not let this beat me. I will not let this be how i live out my life. I know i have so much life and soul in me to do whatever i want to do. There's a few things i need to start doing to live just how i need to.

1. Just let...
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sydgirl:

More details about the SGAU National hookup, can be found
here..... please read it!
biggrin

sydgirl:

Sunday Apr 27, 2008

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So far this week, i've fought my fucked up self isolation feelings and lost. I've realised i may have serious feelings for a good friend of mine, or it could just be a crush, or i'm just desperate for some male attention. Who knows?

I just want to feel normal again soon. I don't want to take my meds, i really...
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coralseas:

Hey, I've wondered where you have been, I'm so sorry that you're feeling this bad frown

Are you seeing a counsellor or someone about this?

Come out with us sometime if you want, I'd love to get to know you better...when you're feeling up to it smile

Clumsy as it sounds, I really feel for you with what you're going through frown

booth83:

Dont ruin the friendship, but you might have to take a chance to see how he feels.