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My account should be up pretty soon....

Don't know if I'll renew or not, or even when I'd be able to renew as an unemployed community college student...
rabidbuttons:
hug
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Ohhhhhhh man.

THE NEW TRANSFORMERS ARE OUT AND THEY'RE BAD-ASS (although expensive)!!!!!!!!!

I'm still in summer classes and I've been busy as fuck for the last few weeks, but they end next week. After that, I'll be heading to Chicago for Pitchfork a week or two later. From now till the end of that period is just crammed with shit for...
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spacegirl:
Happy birthday! biggrin
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All my friends left the country for the week...

...which means I'm sitting here alone, in the intense heat, watching Waterworld. Incredible

Seaman is a real dick in this movie...
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Warm weather means the start of centipede season. I just saw the first one crawl up my wall.

I used to consider them a metaphor for my frail psychological state. I've been feeling a bit better, so I had kind of hoped they wouldn't show up. Ohh well...

Anyone know what pesticides I should use for the job?
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theshinobi:
Your shirt makes you look like wallpaper.

On topic: I use Black Flag for EVERYTHING.
ashcanrantings:
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Hrmm....

Not much to say these days. Everything seems to be ontrackish.
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I am extremely anxious and paranoid right now.

I don't know why. Everything is kind of freaking me out. It's like two giant hands are crushing me.



lizardam:
did ya smoke or something?
lizardam:
oh - sorry - hope you feel better
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I think I might still be in the same spot I was in a year ago.

I think I might still be a failure.

I still hate myself. I still hate who I am. I still think I'm ugly, untalented, and that I can never fit into society at large.
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huzzah:
Holy shit. I didn't realize that was that long. Sorry. O.o
sodapopinski3031:
I'm sorry to hear youre feeling that way. I read some of your blogs, sounds like you are much too hard on yourself.

the best advice I could give you
and I'm sure you've heard it before
is to just relax and take things as they come. Youre only 18. when i was 18 I had not accomplished anything of note. some might argue I still havent. but I say theyre full of shit. I was depressed one time, it lasted for a few months, I remember feeling quite similar to the way you feel. Now that my head is working right, I can see that my looking glass was distorted. Youre a good looking guy. And youre too young to have established yourself as a failure. Shana is onto something just think about how cool batman is.
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I wish I worked for VH1. Seeing their latest reality show promos, I'm pretty sure I'd do a kick-ass job.

I imagine the formula is, while passing a joint back and forth:

"Hey, what the hell ever happened to Hulk Hogan/Flava Flav/Tom Sizemore/Andrew Dice Clay?"

"Fuck if I know."

"Dude, we could totally make that into a show if we...
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ashcanrantings:
I'll never tell *sticks out tongue and dances around*
cosmia:
So true..
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Someone showed me this parable:

The American Dream

An American businessman was standing at the pier of a small coastal Mexican village when a small boat with just one fisherman docked. Inside the small boat were several large yellowfin tuna. The American complimented the Mexican on the quality of his fish.

"How long it took you to catch them?" The American asked.

"Only a little...
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What a dull Friday. No one did anything, there wasn't much news, and there's not alot going on in my groups. And of course, nothing on TV...

Bleh.
spacegirl:
Hey now, Some of from us SGDetroit went to the Bodies exhibit at the Detroit Science Center Friday evening. There was even a left over ticket that no one wanted. wink
spacegirl:
Dinner was also and option even if you didn't want to see the exhibit. tongue