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I am sad and lonely and have the stomach flu..looking for jobs and watching bad TV. Forcing myself to stay home. Missing a certain someone who doesn't like me the same way - how boring of me.
xoxo
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redvillain:
if you happen to check your comments, happy holidays
ericdravyn:


HOPE YOU HAVE/HAD A MERRY MERRY MERRY XMAS!



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Wow I haven't been here in a while. Working a lot. Hope everyone is well. Life has been insane for me lately. Hopefully it will slow down a bit...B
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artrob:
don't go postal!!
flubbernubber:
hope things have simmered down
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Working working working working, driving, driving, have a cough and cold for over a week now. ugh. Well not getting sleep and going out alone at 1am and staying out and or awake till 4am is probably a bit overboard (at least I know the bartenders-all very sweet)... If I am home I can't get to sleep, so I go out or stay up...
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rolandtr808:
Happy Holidays!!!!
cikpup:
noticed in one of your pictures it said the turkeys nest. is that the bar on bedford ave. and like north 12st.
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More pics
http://lynnebrown.multiply.com/photos/album/13
shots of brooklyn dance space and shots of show at bowery ballroom..

http://lynnebrown.multiply.com/photos/album/6
Old xgames shots at a party

http://lynnebrown.multiply.com/photos/album/1
birthday party on a boat around manhattan, my friend works on the boat...if your bored.. some of the pics of the water are...
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artrob:
what are you up to Blady??!!!

I'm on the verge of something really good...

blady:
Working working working working, driving, driving, have a cough and cold for over a week now. ugh. Well not getting sleep and going out alone at 1am and staying out and or awake till 4am is probably a bit overboard (at least I know the bartenders-all very sweet)... If I am home I can't get to sleep, so I go out or stay up reading and working and or watching TV until 4am anyhow...doing this everyday cannot be helping in the health or looks department, at least I am taking vitamins?..not answering my phone because I am too tired.
..hmmm spending too much time trying to figure my life out and it's very stressful.

Well aren't I just loads of fun! Maybe I am just sick and tired. promise to cheer the fuck up soon.
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Venting - cheaper than therapy - helps me know when I am being petty as well.

I am feeling pissed off and bummed today because in the last two days I keep thinking of someone this summer who I was super super super great too IN MANY WAYS if you know what I mean..- you wouldn't believe it... (a complete total nerdo who didn't deserve...
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artrob:
your fine...everybody needs to vent sometimes.

I'm psyched to meet a new artist friend and have a place to work again. he's really cool. i'll keep you posted... wink
redvillain:

"I am sorry I hope this isn't offensive but someone just sent me this and I may be delerious but it just made me laugh. So instead of emailing it out I thought you could check it out if you felt like it....
hah.
Check out the guy in the back on the computer...
http://video.google.com/videoplay?docid=-6739710473912337648"

1. no prob on the comment

2. regarding the video... oh dear, yes

biggrin
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Okay bored and home working. So now I think I will head out in brooklyn (it's cold and rainy) to see some music and have some drinks. My friends are MIA today, so I am going solo. I think I might have found a photographer...maybe. hm.
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weact:
yeah good news..now out of my window rain..i'm so sad and empty..uff i want a cup of the...
blady:
Venting - cheaper than therapy - helps me know when I am being petty as well.

I am feeling pissed off and bummed today because in the last two days I keep thinking of someone this summer who I was super super super great too IN MANY WAYS if you know what I mean..- you wouldn't believe it... (a complete total nerdo who didn't deserve it, or me. I am so stupid) and who in turn ended up being really shitty and mean to me. I am lame enough to still be of angry about it.

Mostly I just mad/sad and feeling sorry for myself because I can't spend my favorite favorite favorite holiday - Halloween - in upstate NY at this great party with all my friends in the woods. I can't really go or shouldn't go because this person will be there with their new "friend"...- what stings even more is the place where they are going is somewhere he wouldn't take me this summer...so it makes me feel even worse. I think because his reasoning before was that he felt uncomfortable having me there with him in public - since people are gossips or something..?I guess? EW. He was being vague at the time. So I went there but not with him (I had a lot of other friends there) - he acted weird and ignored me (after I was staying with him 4 days a week at his place for three months, which he asked me to do) anyhow he acted so weird that weekend that we broke up even though I didn't want to I told him that we had to, it was too weird and he was being a freak, so then it was really sad for me the rest of the summer.

So this week he emailed to inform me that he invited his new "friend" (whom he met and shoved in my face at the beach right after we stopped hanging out) to be there this weekend (for the halloween party) with him ..just to let me know)...glad that she must finally be up to the standard of whom he can be in public with...ugh.

So yeah I am not going. I guess I might freak out and or just feel like sick and shitty and like puking.ahhhh. okay. Is it wrong that I want them to have a horrible time? I am so fucking lame.

Okay
1. How old am I? I sound like a little kid.
2. Probably way too much information, sorry


[Edited on Oct 24, 2005 5:28PM]
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Today the sun came out. yay. But just for a bit, I am overcaffeineated and stressed..but 70 degrees in NY in the middle of October is craaaazy. Maybe go see some bands tonight solo...hm. I have no money. F'n tired and have to contact my friend for pics. Hope everyone is well.
B tongue
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weact:
thx u too tongue

mmh i sould learn english frown
my english is very bad and my italian too asd asd biggrin

good night!
janananicole:
yea in ohio its 70 here too...but that's not normal for us!
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1. I am stressed because I don't have fabulous sexy pictures like the other ladies..hmmm. I will have to work on that.
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2. It's ugly and cold in Brooklyn today. yay.
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artrob:
it's wet and wet here today...and yesterday, and the day before, and...eeek



the show was pretty entertaining. wish i could have seen it better, but definately sexy and...kind of theatrical.


blady:
The sun came out today. Now I have to work on finding a photographer in Brooklyn and some creative ideas...something different. hm.