blackjustice

I hate the winter months, I get so depressed. Come on spring

I woke up this morning and realize that someone who I thought I liked, I really don't like her like I thought. She's cool, just not what I want. I glad I thought about all this shit before getting involve with her thought, otherwise this would have been a bad sitution in the horizon. Found out I hAVE 1,300 HOURS FROM MY SCHOOL Toward my...
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No saturday school for two weeks, yes

Dammit, It 5:20 in the morning. I hate getting up so early to go to saturday school. Thank goodness ther's only one more year of this shit

I am taking another day off, hopefully I don't get in trouble for it. I have the time to use so I should be okay

I am taking the day off. I need a fucking break

Had to file a motor accident report. Guy was in the far lane and turned into my lane to get to the other street and I hit him. If he'd waited two second, we wouldn't had this problem. Oh well. people need to learn to slow down. I can't wait to get out of this state.

Today was a good day

Today was my mother's birthday. It was pretty good. No fighting, no one getting beat up, nothing. just my mother, sister, little cousin and myself enjoying a dinner together. It was nice to see my mother smile. I haven't seen that in years. I'll glad my father gone. None of this would be possible if he were still around.

Today, I decided that I would volunteer at a domestic violence center in my city. Hopefully I get accepted. This I feel, will be the best way for me to heal, and to help others who need to find a way out.

I am a paranoid. I gotta get that shit under control

Sometimes I wonder whether any one I care about actually gives a fuck about me. I losing my fucking mind. I need to release all this built-up anger inside my heart. I need to find peace of mind