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so i lost a month of my life there...and that really sucks. but it was better than the alternative.

and yeah, i'm gonna be kinda cryptic on this subject. some things don't need to be shared with the world.

i'm working on catching up on messages, blog posts, and friend requests...also trying to get back in the swing of things...
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drunky_the_bear:
Hope everything is all good now smile
coltoncasanova:
its fun though right?
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sorry to disappear.

just spent a week in jail.

i'll post a more proper update and answer all my messages later.

an extra big apology to BrokenHallejuah. sorry, love. frown
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kevbrook66:
Sorry I am a little lost.
Is in jail for a week a euphemism for being with people you don't like or were you really banged up?
ceemax:
Wow I hope everything is okay
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i've had the phantom of the paradise soundtrack stuck in my head all week...

no matter how many time i hear it, i'm amazed at how varied it is...

seriously considering uploading all the tracks to my video section here...just so's ya'll can hear it too.

wink
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c2drobb:
Listens to good music, likes pro-wrestling and has a fun job! That's my kind of gal!
triskadekaphobia:
Dooooooo Yeeeeeeet!
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so after reading another blog, i decided to see how much of my hard drive was taken up with pictures from sg...

i was shocked. eeek

19.3 gb (101,668 files) of official suicidegirls
21.2 gb (94,448 files) of hopefuls, past & present
17.6 gb (1,575 files) of suicidegirls and hopefuls engaging in hardcore sex acts

that's...more than i was...
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darkriver:
My old comp was at the SG saturation point, had to add an external hd (2 terabytes) and then a new comp!
carnal_malefice:
EPIC!!! I'm in awe tongue
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so...i gave the new job a try today...took my first appointment!

i am officially a "sexy maid." (part-time only!)

i gotta say...i loved it! the customer was very sweet and friendly, and we had a nice time. did some laundry, some ironing...nothing stressful. then he gave me a pretty sizable tip to dance while i dusted his entertainment center...

and i...
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toddfromnc:
Hahaha This job seems a lot cooler & maybe kind of fun, as long as people are good to you. Oh and your uniform is pretty nice as well!
arejay:
you are just gorgeous!
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heh...just got offered a job working for a "sexy maid" service. costumes, lingerie, bikini and full nude.

i'm seriously considering it...it'd be nice to wear something other than a hazmat suit to work!

biggrin

i told the lady though...i own no bikinis or bras! might haveta do some shopping...
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freezing_here:
post a picture with your "work uniform" on when you get one smile
cla5h:
Are you no longer doing the hazmat work? It sounds either very interesting or horrifying, and I can't decide which or both. I have to ask, which pays better?
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my friend keeps offering to teach me how to take better pictures, and i think i'm going to take him up on it. he's never done "professional" work (meaning he's never sold it), but he takes fantastic shots. he's been doing pictures for models' portfolios and such for years (and he did all of my sister's pictures, and there were...
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jcourtney:
Go for it darlin.
brokenhalleujah:
just becasue you mentioned it, I'll tell you... you have a lovely ass
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it's kind of sad...

i knew my sister had been a member here, and with some minor detective work, i found her page. and i found...someone who i never really knew. someone with a deep understanding of who she was, and who she wanted to be. confident, brazen and intellectual. i wish i had known that person.

why do people keep the best...
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jman76:
You guys are cute.
raining1:
That IS sad...but perhaps it's possible to make something of it now?

I find that SO many people hide themselves, in part because of fear of rejection but also because of society's often arbitrary "rules."
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holy shit...i totally forgot what day it was!

so i'm officially 35. blackeyed

so now my to-do list for my birthday:

get my friend to watch my son for a few hours tonight (they'll play with gi joes and have fun smile ).
find a suitable hook-up and get fucked well.
watch wrestlemania.

here's hoping...
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xarian:
Hope you had a very nice day smile
stimpy14:
Happy belated birthday!
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some days i really hate my job...

yeah, i know...we all have that feeling sometimes. but this is my blog, so i'm going to pretend i'm the only one, okay?

wink

so anyway...i figured today would be easy. suicide scrub. the houses are always empty after those...either the people move out, or they at least stay away until the site has...
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psycho_magnet:
Yeah that sounds hard enough without the added emotional distress of a lost loved one watching you do it. I would be wigged out that she was gonna snap. Somedays just suck, they can't all be winners I suppose.
toddfromnc:
Holy shit! You have a terrible job, I don't know how you do it. I would be so depressed if I was around that, I couldn't do it.
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so yeah...finally signed up for sg.

been looking at the site on other people's accounts for almost six years...always swore i'd never join myself.

my sister would be laughing her ass off.

blackeyed
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nfxfsx:
Joining SG is the best thing one can do! smile
prov_guy:
Welcome... Saw your pic in IBTC and wanted to check your profile... Can't believe you're 35.