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its been a long time since ive seen that.
yes indeedy. a long... dang... time.
ive been gaining weight. my butt, my belly, my boobs. just gaining gaining gaining. it doesnt stop. fattening up doesnt agree with me. im all tense and bitter.
yep. time to hit me the gym. im putting out an application for my own personal...
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its been a long time since ive seen that.
yes indeedy. a long... dang... time.
ive been gaining weight. my butt, my belly, my boobs. just gaining gaining gaining. it doesnt stop. fattening up doesnt agree with me. im all tense and bitter.
yep. time to hit me the gym. im putting out an application for my own personal...
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eight minute abs... seven minutes... six? who would buy seven minute abs when six minute abs are sitting right... there?!
not me, my friend. no, not me.
my sister is getting married in october. ive never been in a wedding, and im slated to be the maid of honor. im excited, but at the same time, terrified. my sister is excruciatingly normal looking, and im...
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not me, my friend. no, not me.
my sister is getting married in october. ive never been in a wedding, and im slated to be the maid of honor. im excited, but at the same time, terrified. my sister is excruciatingly normal looking, and im...
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deadxbabiesxinc:
awww yeah lol...shes beautiful 
....but honestly i think you're on a completely higher level of beautiful...your ink....OH MY GOD!...you and a couple of others have inspired me to get more ink done...first is gonna be my sleeve 
not sure what of...anyway i love this site lol....i'm finally at the "D" names lol...going alphabetical 
....but honestly i think you're on a completely higher level of beautiful...your ink....OH MY GOD!...you and a couple of others have inspired me to get more ink done...first is gonna be my sleeve not sure what of...anyway i love this site lol....i'm finally at the "D" names lol...going alphabetical 
noone:
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[Edited on Dec 22, 2005 12:50PM]
stayin' alive.
what do you do in a moment like this?
strut.
perfected my dance moves in the makeup store today.
they were not impressed. but i was. dancin', that is.
catnaps never tasted better.
fucker.
what do you do in a moment like this?
strut.
perfected my dance moves in the makeup store today.
they were not impressed. but i was. dancin', that is.
catnaps never tasted better.
fucker.
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hopelessc:
hey you never did call me back so just checking in on here.
selket:
i miss you, beautiful.... xoxo.
stayin' alive.
what do you do in a moment like this?
strut.
perfected my dance moves in the makeup store today.
they were not impressed. but i was. dancin', that is.
catnaps never tasted better.
fucker.
what do you do in a moment like this?
strut.
perfected my dance moves in the makeup store today.
they were not impressed. but i was. dancin', that is.
catnaps never tasted better.
fucker.
arch_stanton:
Tee hee! 
i didnt know how to start this. i dont even know the number of times ive began these with those words... its coming up on two hours of my staring down tthis cursor (losing. loooooosing!) and as time ticks on and my mind drifts off, its harder and harder to rein it in to do me any good here.
the blank page is my enemy,...
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the blank page is my enemy,...
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gloriajean:
poop on the hospital.
the last time i was in the emergency room was when i was 11.
<333
poop on the hospital.
the last time i was in the emergency room was when i was 11.
<333
suicidesmitty:
i will steal all the vowels from your keyboard.
i dedicate this entry to those of you who still check my journal, looking for an update. this is to all of those who take a moment out of their day to see if im still alive, and to drop me a line when i pour out my heart for the day. this entry is for you, without whom this journal would simply be a...
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barny:
i love being a girl too! pruning.... inspecting myself and trying to improve where i care too!
and dude if i could afford it i would have every cfolour tooO! In barry M stuff, the multicoloured pencils AND shadows!
and dude if i could afford it i would have every cfolour tooO! In barry M stuff, the multicoloured pencils AND shadows!
aproximation:
Well said.
Im glad its hot if it disables the angst.
Envious looks play across my face.
But I am tired from meds and caffeine withdrawl.
I will hide in the computer. Perhaps love is in there, or maybe I can hide from it there.
Im glad its hot if it disables the angst.
Envious looks play across my face.
But I am tired from meds and caffeine withdrawl.
I will hide in the computer. Perhaps love is in there, or maybe I can hide from it there.
i cannot remember how i got so alone.
one by one, the days pass and blur together, the trainwreck that is my life mirroring my tragic surroundings...
and i am so fucking happy.
i have no clean clothes because id sooner dream than do my laundry; i have no clean dishes, but its fine; i dont tend to eat. thinner. my bruises are slimming. smile....
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one by one, the days pass and blur together, the trainwreck that is my life mirroring my tragic surroundings...
and i am so fucking happy.
i have no clean clothes because id sooner dream than do my laundry; i have no clean dishes, but its fine; i dont tend to eat. thinner. my bruises are slimming. smile....
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missrebane:
be not afraid of me, or what I stand for.
Be afraid of your misconceptions
Your preconceptions about what it is that you think I should be.
for it is they who form the weakest argument against me.
It it not to be right but to be certailn that counts.
x b
Be afraid of your misconceptions
Your preconceptions about what it is that you think I should be.
for it is they who form the weakest argument against me.
It it not to be right but to be certailn that counts.
x b
missrebane:
be not afraid of me, or what I stand for.
Be afraid of your misconceptions
Your preconceptions about what it is that you think I should be.
for it is they who form the weakest argument against me.
It it not to be right but to be certailn that counts.
x b
Be afraid of your misconceptions
Your preconceptions about what it is that you think I should be.
for it is they who form the weakest argument against me.
It it not to be right but to be certailn that counts.
x b
its curious. gone for so long, but it seems like time stopped
and everything remains the same.
when im alone, i walk stoop shouldered, small quick steps with my halted breath holding my heart in my ears, trying to listen over its ragged beat for footsteps, echoes, whispers...
everyone is following me.
paranoid. downright fucking crazy. voodoo. a read and wonder if its me youre...
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and everything remains the same.
when im alone, i walk stoop shouldered, small quick steps with my halted breath holding my heart in my ears, trying to listen over its ragged beat for footsteps, echoes, whispers...
everyone is following me.
paranoid. downright fucking crazy. voodoo. a read and wonder if its me youre...
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xenomorph65:
benni, if only i was in your town....
xenomorph65:
maybe we were wrong
my roommate left me... my internet is gone... my doctor put me on some fucked up sugar-free diet...
BUT I LOVE THIS WEBSITE! BOOBIES! WHOOOOOOOOOOOO!
that is all. carry on.
*gone in search of new internet*
i love you.
BUT I LOVE THIS WEBSITE! BOOBIES! WHOOOOOOOOOOOO!
that is all. carry on.
*gone in search of new internet*
i love you.
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tegan:
los angeles likes you remember?
sakquan:
can i just say how damn cool i think it is that my most favorite SG responded so well to my little testimonial, your the best
i awoke this morning with sad eyes, blinking the tears out between my lashes, blurring my clock into focus.
three o'olock. three pm. three o'clock. three o'clock. three o'colock.
another day. i am terrified to live another day. i curled around myself, balled like a fetus, desperately trying to clutch all of myself to me and disappear...
not an easy feat, i assure you...
and...
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three o'olock. three pm. three o'clock. three o'clock. three o'colock.
another day. i am terrified to live another day. i curled around myself, balled like a fetus, desperately trying to clutch all of myself to me and disappear...
not an easy feat, i assure you...
and...
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monomer:
You have put ********* into words. Thank you for making me *feel*. I had forgotten how that was. Keep breathing, functioning.
adele:
I've felt exactly this way before and I couldn't have put into any better words than you did. I'm enjoying reading your entries, I like how you write =)
the night dragged on forever... forever... forever... forever...
teragram. teragram. teragram.
opening line and backwards name from a story i read when i was in fifth grade. the things we carry with us,..
"you know... im a big fan."
i paused, hovering over him, my bare breasts inches from his face.
"oh?"
"yeah. i saw you in S.A. the other day... but i was afraid...
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teragram. teragram. teragram.
opening line and backwards name from a story i read when i was in fifth grade. the things we carry with us,..
"you know... im a big fan."
i paused, hovering over him, my bare breasts inches from his face.
"oh?"
"yeah. i saw you in S.A. the other day... but i was afraid...
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domo_kun:
As others have said, you are incredibly cute. And lonliness sucks. Especially when you feel alone in a group of people. I've been feeling that way all day today and most of yesterday. Take care. I have a feeling that you won't be alone for long (and I don't mean that in the crazy stalker sense where I would be the one keeping you company, although I wouldn't mind keeping you company if you wanted me to).
As others have said, there are people here who care about you. We're availiable if you ever need someone to talk to.
As others have said, there are people here who care about you. We're availiable if you ever need someone to talk to.
minnjohn:
Thank you
Loving us all with your pee-pee!?!
It really is Christmas!!
Talking of which I hope you have a lovely one, life transplant or no.