haha
my tub always end up stained with color
everytime i do hair
i miss my black sink
although the white does help let you know
when all the color has washed out
Omg, so I just signed on today and I have to say I'm very diaspointed in all the new hopeful sets
I'm still rooting for Haydin though, I know they'll make her pink any day and if not I'm seriously going to protest! This girl is amazing! If you haven't check it out yet here's the link Haydin-hopeful and leave her some love,... Read More
WOOooo.... I'm feeling MUCH better today. I obviously had to much going on in my life and I just needed a break from it. My laptop is officially dead, and that was stressing me out but now I see it's ok it broke, it was mean to be. Now I can take a well needed break and I can get a new one for my... Read More
Yep. When my panic attacks run amuck on me, I become a hypochondriac. I can find 10 things that are some aliment that will kill me. I used to think I was having heart problems. Now I'm beyond that into all types of gland and organ disorders....ohhhh LOL. My wife would agree %100. When I couldn't find drugs I'd pace and wash my hands a lot, couldn't lay down but standing freaked me out too. It kinda made me feel like I was crazy. So, I'd take a loooooong hot shower and try to sleep. After hours It occasionally worked for me. They have gotten worse and DO need to have a xanax around incase it happens. It really fucking sucks. I've always been a weirdo and will admit I was crazy but I guess now it's just official. I remember in a movie called Human Traffic there was a scene of an after-party where they were rollin all night and the main character had inner-monologue going on, asking if they have traded years of sanity for moments of pleasure. All I did for YEARS was DJ and eat beans. I DJd for work so this was an every night party that didn't stop for like 6 years. I wonder. TATTOO APPRENTICE ARE WE.... sweet, me too. I've been at it for a bit and charge some people if I don't know them but don't have my own station in the shop I "work" in. It's cool. The owner of the shop can build the shit out of machines and he's taught me that which was cool. Good luck with your apprenticeship. Mine will officially be over in June-ish. Peace out
It's 1:11AM and I can't sleep, I can't do anything. I've been having terrible anxiety and painic attacks for days and I don't know what to do. I've never had it this bad and I feel so helpless. I think I've overwhelmed myself to the point of making myself physically ill My throat constantly feels tight and my... Read More
Sorry to hear that. I have wicked insomnia most of the time but I don't get anxiety. Are you bi-polar at all? Try some herbal tea like chamomile. It should at least work a little to calm down the flashes and stuff.
So the multi with BillieJo and RebelSoul is called off... BillieJo thought there was too much drama involved, whatever. I thought my offer was pretty huge but I guess not. I offered to do hair, make up, photography and photoshoping Most hopefuls would go head over heals for a offer like that, I just have a feeling this site isn't what they were expecting which... Read More
Arg, I'm in such dilemma and I could really use my SG freinds help.
Here is my issue:
Ok, I've been planning to do a multi with BillieJo and RebelSoul which sounds like a hot idea right? Well there has been alot going on with BillieJo right now, she's pretty much being bashed for spamming in the SG420 group and in the SGHopefuls group she... Read More
Do what you gotta do. If you can't work with another hopeful without either hurting her feelings or hurting your chances of going pink, then just don't.