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what do i need? possibly some drugs, maybe therapy. i'm not too keen on either one of those things. what's my alternative? a self-help book? what is that smell in my apartment?
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catdad:
I would start with self-help books. Then if desired, therapy. Last resort would be the drugs. And if love-life is the source of your problems, take a break for a while. If it's lame friends, take a break from them. If others are letting you down, find happiness without them. Focus on what makes you happy by yourself.
alpo:
But I've got to do something with all these guns. Let's go target shooting! You can bring pictures of you-know-who to riddle with bullets! That'll be therapeutic. tongue
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i'm just so angry!!! at myself, at him!!! how much of this is true and how much of it is hormone-induced? i can't tell. all i know is i'm pissed and he's not making it any better. mad mad mad mad mad mad mad mad mad mad mad mad mad mad mad mad mad mad mad mad mad mad mad mad mad mad mad mad mad mad mad mad mad mad mad mad mad mad mad mad mad mad mad mad mad mad mad mad mad mad mad mad mad mad mad mad mad mad mad mad mad mad mad mad mad mad mad mad mad mad mad mad mad mad mad mad mad mad mad mad mad mad mad mad mad
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thunderbunny:
Hey-- I just noticed your fave shows. Dangermouse? How freaking cool is that!?! Oh, how I miss that show. That, and Globetrekker is rather marvy, too.

You may just be the coolest woman alive.


And if someone is not treating you accordingly, then a pox on his house.


marloski:
hope your feeling better! frown
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i slept horribly last night but am feeling moderately better right now. i still have a dr.'s appointment tomorrow, but i probably won't be calling in sick to work anytime this week.
i had my performance review at work today and it was all good AND i got a nice little raise. i was actually kind of suprised she had nothing negative to say, there...
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loslope:
Is that shocking? EX: you won't be calling in sick... smile
Hope that you feel better, sleepy head. Have a great week.
bridgetwnpeddler:
congrats on the raise!! Woo Hoo!

yeah it was a bit yikes in my journal but it is settling down... PS.. H and I have been hanging out and it is suprisingly good. Really good.
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so, i wasn't blue enough to post any underwear pictures. sorry it you were hoping for some. i'm not really all that depressed or anything, i just occassionally get very unhappy with the people in my life.

i might possible be getting sick.
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catdad:
You aren't the only one. At times, I get disappointed with people I draw/allow into my life. But I don't let their shortcomings as people or friends get me down for long. That's their problem.
loslope:
I was not feeling the best yesterday as well. Today is better, no shakes, no perspiration, etc; If you are feeling better emotionally though, now is the perfect time to post those wink

Hope that your week gets better, and especially that your weekend is WAY better smile
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well, the weekend started out good enough but then slid downhill pretty fast. now i'm all sad about crummy friends and crummier boys.
why do i have such a problem sweeping out the refuse in my life? what am i clinging to? this shitty feeling i get whenever they bother to talk to me?
if things continue to deteriorate, i'll post some scantily clad pictures...
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galahad:
Beatrice you are a cool chick. I'll check back later, smile smile smile
loslope:
"Housework" can be hard. Scantilly is nice, but do it because you are feeling naughty, not because you're feeling blue wink (actually, blue was a term used for 'bad things', back in the day. You are most likely aware of this...ahhh, sorry. whatever )
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went out with my friend h last night and for the first time i had guys i didn't know buy me drinks. it was fun. our bar tab still went over $70 though. the people i met were, for the most part, rather interesting as well. i didn't get to bed til 3, and i'm still up at 10 to catch this american life, and...
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fatdavid8:
RE: "all my organs are magical."

Yeah, I said that to a woman once, and then she didn't want to come back to my place for a demonstration.


hahahahahahahahaahahaha! tongue
loslope:
NPR is one of my absolute fav's. Good for you, going out and having the drinks offered up. That is always a welcome compliment, no? smile
Have a great week! biggrin
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man oh man. so many people died in the past 3 days; it's been crazy busy at work. i'm so glad my week's over.
i did have big plans this weekend: my friend e was going to come visit, i was going to go snowboarding with the girls, now nothing. e cancelled at the last minute as she's prone to do, and nobody wants to...
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loslope:
The dreams that linger are the worst. The conscious mind tells you, once you are awake, that it was not real, but it hangs out and drives you crazy all day.
Think hard about the dream, whether to decide on it or over it.
There are my two cents. I hope that this weekend has been better. smile
bridgetwnpeddler:
not sarcasm at all.. I love the kithcen, that linoleum (sp?) and the fireplace that passes through from living to dining room and love the yard.. I hate the bathroom but hey cannot have everything right? smile
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onemanmoshpit:
WOW.
bridgetwnpeddler:
I am mostly still in the i don't care zone... meeting her mom was her idea so who knows where her head is.

but she said something really kind to me the other night that I won't soon forget.

She has in the last month really started to do a lot of things for herself that I always thought she needed to do (looking for a place to live away from mom, being more forthcoming in her interactions with me, going to see a counselor) and she said to me that no matter what happens.. it was me who motivated her to want to be a better person.

maybe you had to be there. but it was sincere and beautiful. How can I not at least be friends with her?
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broadwaybee:
Hey Purdy -

Your samples will go out this week. Lemme know when you get 'em.

kiss kiss
foolycooly:
Not completely uninteresting, its a good camera smile

Best of luck with the man, By the looks of him, and you, he'd be regretting it for a long time if he didnt.
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i don't have much of an update.
work was long and brutal this week and there's talk of someone getting fired.
i've been hanging out with my friend t who's about to get divorced. we went out for breakfast this morning and he had a nose bleed. i can honestly say i've never experienced one. i know he was totally embarassed so i made sure...
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summer:
hehehe, banjo biggrin
thankyou for you nice compliment, you're really pretty! I have some glasses just like yours aswell!

I love what you wrote under "fantasy", that sounds like my idea of heaven kiss
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bredoteau:
Well, now I'm jealous. Next time it plays around here, I'm definitely going back. I hear people say "you've gotta see X on the big screen" all the time. I really felt that way with Amlie.

Tell me what you think of City of God when it comes up in your queue.
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hey look, i'm art.
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bredoteau:
That's fascinating. Seriously. That must take a stomach!

If you ever get the chance (assuming you haven't), do see Amlie on the big screen. Wonderful.
lizbruning:
Thanks for your comment. I liked the photos. Do you know the photographer? I like his work. p.s. What exactly is an eye bank technician?
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so, my vacation is over. home was boring except for the initial excitement over my nephew being born. i saw my old friends briefly before rushing off to the hospital the first day i was home and then never again. i did get a memorable good night kiss on my last night there. now i'm totally irritated by a certain someone who's not answering or...
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obd:
well, I'm sorry to hear your new year has not started as you wished. My year did not start exactly as I would have liked, either. Oh well. The team will be better next year. Hopefully this will pass for you as well. Happy New Year.
bridgetwnpeddler:
no you are right I want to be there it is the sweet spot.

sorry your holiday's were not all you hoped...