i'm back home now. i'm sad to be so far away from switters but feel closer to him than ever at the same time. just 12 more weeks till he's here for good. i can't wait. we're planning a big road trip from tulsa to portland hitting some of the major parks like bryce canyon, yosemite, giant sequoia. it will be so great. he might...
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armadillofuzz:
repeat, awwwwww. 
bridgetwnpeddler:
awwww.. you are so cute together. Isn't interesting how you feel about the working out now? Such a difference from last year when you were having such a hard time motivating to go and start... but the habit dies quickly... gotta maintain!
total blliss 
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catdad:
You're so cute when you're blissful. 
armadillofuzz:
well, it's good not to have just half bliss.
i think i'm going to be holding at 8 miles for a while. it's sooo hard. and it hurts my knees a bit.
today i bought a cute little skirt on sale that i'm going to wear on the plane to see switters in a mere 17 DAYS!!!!!! sigh, i can't wait to see him. i miss him so much and we're going to have...
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today i bought a cute little skirt on sale that i'm going to wear on the plane to see switters in a mere 17 DAYS!!!!!! sigh, i can't wait to see him. i miss him so much and we're going to have...
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nineteen:
again i reiterate - HARDCORE.
for good? awwww... sounds like something seriously perfect. are you going to be staying in portland?
for good? awwww... sounds like something seriously perfect. are you going to be staying in portland?
soph:
i just finished my first half marathon on sunday, and it was AMAZING! training was hard, but at race time it was seriously a breeze. good luck, safe training, and keep up your great attitude! 
so i sent a picture to my mom of me wearing some new frames i got, and she replied with how bad i look, and how much weight have i lost, and how my dad and my sister think the same thing. wtf? i look really good! i was chubby before, everyone in the older generation in my family is overweight. i look really good...
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rens:
You look great!
Families can be harsh and unthoughtful at times, don't dwell on what they said. I just lost a bunch of weight, and my mom is always bringing me down; I try not to let it get to me.
Families can be harsh and unthoughtful at times, don't dwell on what they said. I just lost a bunch of weight, and my mom is always bringing me down; I try not to let it get to me.
wheat:
I dig the look.
switters countdown: 25 days!
today i ran 8 miles. my ankle is a bit sore and i think i need new shoes. only 4 more miles and i can whip the half marathon!
today i ran 8 miles. my ankle is a bit sore and i think i need new shoes. only 4 more miles and i can whip the half marathon!
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catdad:
Congrats. I wish I had the motivation to work out regularly.
fatdavid8:
Damn, girl! Do I have to send you a photo of my knee surgery scar? Quit that they're runnin'.
Congrats on the 8 miles, though. The longest race I ever won was 8 miles, and when I finished I was finished.
A half-marathon's a bit more than I'd care to race.
Congrats on the 8 miles, though. The longest race I ever won was 8 miles, and when I finished I was finished.
A half-marathon's a bit more than I'd care to race.
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bettiepagelover:
I'm happy for the both of you. Honestly!
Honestly!
hardcoregirl:
Great for you! He has really kind and pretty eyes.
beatrice:
swiiters returns
i ran 7 miles today!
in 38 days i get to see switters again!!
i got a haircut that didn't entirely suck!
i've lost 15 pounds!!!
i found some sexy lingerie on sale yesterday!
in 38 days i get to see switters again!!
i got a haircut that didn't entirely suck!
i've lost 15 pounds!!!
i found some sexy lingerie on sale yesterday!
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bettiepagelover:
Hey that's okay. I'm closer, we can hang out and I'll take good care of him until you come to visit. So are you two dating? Long distance?
nineteen:
what did i tell you about being hardcore? that's so totally you!!
couldn't sleep last night. this is becoming a recurrent problem. perhaps i should seek medication?
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twilight1:
Ambien makes me hallucinate, in addition to the side effects IceManCometh described above . I also wake up naseauous, and sometimes a little disoriented.
I'd recommend trying a sample of anything before actually getting a percription to it, just to see how your body reacts. In addition, sleeping pills can turn into a really nasty habit along with some really undesirable side-effects. If possible I'd stray from those... Also stay away from over-the-counter sleep aids. They have antihistamines that keep you groggy all day.
Maybe a lifestyle change of some sort is in store?
To be honest, when I'm desperate, smoking pot works best for me. And by no means am I a habitual pot-smoker. I've got far too much shit to do to waste my time with that... but when it comes to insomnia, its the only thing that, personally, really does the trick. And this is after 7 years of being pumped full of pills. But hey, thats just my method.
I feel for ya...Good luck...
I'd recommend trying a sample of anything before actually getting a percription to it, just to see how your body reacts. In addition, sleeping pills can turn into a really nasty habit along with some really undesirable side-effects. If possible I'd stray from those... Also stay away from over-the-counter sleep aids. They have antihistamines that keep you groggy all day.
Maybe a lifestyle change of some sort is in store?
To be honest, when I'm desperate, smoking pot works best for me. And by no means am I a habitual pot-smoker. I've got far too much shit to do to waste my time with that... but when it comes to insomnia, its the only thing that, personally, really does the trick. And this is after 7 years of being pumped full of pills. But hey, thats just my method.
I feel for ya...Good luck...
solomantra:
Yeah, Ambien does give you amnesia. It does make you do goofy, lovey-dorky things if you stay awake on it. I once stayed awake on it half the night w/a my ex-gf and we wound up hugging and cuddling for hours while listening to Brian Eno.
Yeah, Ambien does give you amnesia. It does make you do goofy, lovey-dorky things if you stay awake on it. I once stayed awake on it half the night w/a my ex-gf and we wound up hugging and cuddling for hours while listening to Brian Eno.
6.5 miles today. i ned to figure out how not to naseous around mile 4. now for a shower and some eggs.
i went out this weekend to buy some new clothes as most of mine don't fit anymore. everything out there is such crap though. i didn't find anything worth spending my money on.
everything is still pretty topsy-turvy. i'm in love. it could...
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i went out this weekend to buy some new clothes as most of mine don't fit anymore. everything out there is such crap though. i didn't find anything worth spending my money on.
everything is still pretty topsy-turvy. i'm in love. it could...
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nineteen:
wow - lame triple post... 
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nineteen:
wow - lame triple post...
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so my world is spinning just a little bit, not sure which way is up. so many questions, fears, just not sure how to absorb it all. i know it's bad, but it just doesn't feel real. perhaps i'm a bit numb, perhaps i feel relieved i finally know everything, perhaps i saw it coming and knew it all along. i'll be ok, the future...
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oa55:
life has a way of shooting your plans in the butt sometimes, you just have to bounce back however hard it may be
twilight1:
Thats good stuff...I ran for about 30 second a few weeks ago and thought I was going to die...
things have gotten a little crappier since my last entry, though nothing i want to go into too much detail about. it's boy trouble of course, specifically switters trouble. i think it will pass though. i hope at least.
i was only able to run 4 of the 6 attemptedmiles yesterday. the banana i had for breakfast was bouncing around in my stomach making me...
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i was only able to run 4 of the 6 attemptedmiles yesterday. the banana i had for breakfast was bouncing around in my stomach making me...
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