beastmachine

I saw you with my heart and now all I have are shadows of what we could be. I will carry on until I see the sun.

Today I become somewhat a zen master, denying the very thing I want.

I guess sometimes I feel worthless and then other times I feel like i'm less...

After 5 night shifts I finally have a day and a half off. I have to do laundry and clean the living area I call home. Beer and wings tonight though!

Starting Friday night I work 5, 12 hours night shifts, so yeah totally super cool

Downloading the updates for PS3. About to get my kill on.

What an interesting past few days. I feel really good about a lot of things lately. Kind of feel like saying fuck it and going with what I'd want to do and not really worry about the consequences.

Gym time was brutal. 3 sets of strip sets to finish off back day on the rowing machine. Shoulders and shrugs followed that. Fucking spent but fuck...
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Long but actually good day of doing nothing but chatting with someone while I was at work.

I did nothing that I wanted to do today. Wanted to clean and make chili instead I slept in, went to the gym, hung out with a good friend, smoked a fine cigar, drank a beer and finished the night with Ghostbusters... Yeah I think it was still a good day.

Oh fuck yeah, slept for 12 hours. Haven't done that in a long while. Now its up and grab some food quick and hit the gym.

Is mildly ammused