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Four days off! I have no real plans because I live a real exciting life here. Reading, watching a few movies with friends and then wing night on Wednesday will probably be the course of action though.

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Great fucking day of sleeping most of the day. Had to get up and run a few errands then the gym. Some crazy cat lady has me in a good mood. I want to read the rest of the night but I also want to play Skyrim, decisions, decisions.

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I love days off because it means not working but some days I just don't want to do shit.

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Two more nightshifts with someone who absolutely fails at their job. This should be great! At least I have a lot of busy work to keep me occupied.

Making gains in the gym again. Leg day is paying off and abs are starting to show a little more. Feeling pretty good about it all. Slowly putting weight on too. At least something can go right...
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Just another shitty Friday night. I'll be fucking glad to finally be out of this place. Just over 6 months to go and then I'll be in Washington. Hopefully things will be better in Tacoma than they are here but that shouldn't be too hard.

Today is the gym, probably take a nap and then the first of 4, 12 hours nightshifts.

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Today will be a productive day as opposed to yesterday that started with great expectations and ended with me sleeping most of it away. It's 0630 and I'm already 2 loads of laundry in. Trash taken out and soon my little kitchen area will be cleaned.

Would someone scratch my back? Like really scratch it, it itches like a motherfucker.

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Fuck the bullshit... time to crank the music and do all the shit I have been putting off for some time now.

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Is it sad that I want some sort of attention or affection to feel like I'm worth something? Tell me that you want. Tell me that you want to fuck me. Tell me that you love me.

3 days off! I don't know what I'm going to do with myself! Probably clean my damn room finally and then some Skyrim I suppose.... or maybe just some Skyrim.

Shitty new years. Wonder what everyones new years resolutions are

Walking through hell so that I may one day be with heaven.

I want to walk up to you can bend down to kiss you. I kiss you deep and strong. You put your arms up on my shoulders. I kiss you longer. Then as I am still kissing you, I reach up and grab both of your wrists and pull your arms down and put them behind your back. I hold both your wrists with my...
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