beastmachine

Big trip coming up! Big as in, I'm getting the fuck out of this armpit of the world for almost 30 days. I can't wait! So many things I want to do in the states. I can't wait to eat real food and fast food. Actual shopping will be nice.

I think though, once I get back I'm going to start meditating again and maybe...
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I am nothing to no one.

Anything to do in Reno?! Going to be there for a few weeks in March

You're all so sexy, be my valentine!

Back in the positive

As much as I try to keep my head up, this place just crushes me. I fucking hate this place.

Have changed my outlook on things. Taking a step towards a more positive mindset and life. It's been going pretty well too.

Sometimes things change.

Days off... super boring... hate this place

Said goodbye to someone really special. Not in a "It's been good spending the day with you, we need to do this again soon" way or "I'll see you when you get back, take care of yourself" way but in a "I love you but I can't handle not being with you" way.

Now playing

I haven't written in quite some time and with all things the skill has gotten a little rusty. This is something short and simple. I'd like to keep going with it but I think that it may take away from the feeling of it.


Doomed from the start
Yet I gave you my heart
Watched it weaken day by day
Finally bled all its love...
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So, as I'm standing there in the shower I came up with what I think is one of the greatest questions dealing with The Matrix. We humans were harvested in little pods at birth and then put into larger pods filled with goo to live out our lives as batteries. Never having seen anything at all because even Morpheus says in reply to why Neo's...
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