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The time to leave is getting closer. Have actually been having a good time here. It's different when you don't have to work all the time. Finding out more and more good things about where I'm going.

I have a gift, a gift I rarely get to show.

My fly out date has been pushed back a week meaning I leave on the 31st now. Not really a big deal, gives me more time to take care of shit. Plus, the past few weeks have been pretty good here. Most everyone is getting ready to leave here so there is a lighter happier atmosphere.

I had a dream about you. You saw me but wanted nothing to do with me after everything you said. I talked to you today and you held me at a distance just the same. I need to cut these ties.

Saw the girl who I met last weekend who I felt I had a connection with but said she didn't know what to do....
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July is over! It was a much better month than June. This will be my last month in Turkey and by the end of the month I will once again, be in the states. With that good will come with the bad of leaving my friends here. People are leaving here before I do, so this month will be a conflict of emotion. Happy to...
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I've watched this probably 10 times in the past 30 minutes.

"Beginning scene of the new HBO series The Newsroom explaining why America's Not the Greatest Country Any Longer... But It Can Be."

Well, the weekend is over and I really only had saturday night and sunday afternoon/evening to enjoy. Saturday night was well... interesting looking back on it now. Probably drank too much but it had it's high points and then a low one but oh well.

Sunday went to the mall here and saw Dark Knight Rises. It was my first time going to the mall...
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I love connecting with someone only to have them not want anything to do with me. I'm such a fucking loser. No one wants anything to do with me. I can put a smile on some ones face but I there is nothing more that I can do. There is nothing more that I am someone, to anyone.

I am nothing.

From io9.com

The Secrets of Geek Mating Rituals

Annalee Newitz

There's a hoary old truism that says geeks never date, and get laid even less than that. But at least two generations have grown up knowing that is a lie. After all, Mark Zuckerberg's courtship and marriage made headlines, while gamer geek Felicia Day is an internet pinup (in armor of course). We live in...
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One month to go and then I'm out of here! Can't wait to leave this place. What was once a pretty good working crew has become a crew of idiots and energy vampires. I don't hang out with anyone I work with anymore because I can't really stand any of them. I'm pretty sure most of them don't like me and that's ok with me....
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Just a little over a month to go. Starting to do all the paper work and running around that is needed in the Air Force before a move.

The Dark Knight Rises doesn't come out here until the 27th which is lame but I should be going to see it soon after it comes out.

A co worker and good friend of mine leaves this...
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