Tuesday Dec 18, 2007

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Is it possible to attract weirdos? it just seems to me the only people I seem to have 'dates' with are ever so slightly ....erm....MAD!? but not in the cute oddball way. Its more the kind of 'mad' as in im actually afraid when they goto the cutlery draw!

oh well I guess I should focus on the positives...her dog was interested in...
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lil_em:

Oh my god, he really is the cutest thing isn't he?! I'm beside myself with anticipation at finally meeting him today, I can't bloody wait! It will definitely be a kiss-fest!

Im afraid my Nanny isn't so easy and I am worried sick about it to be honest. She's not that well, in fact she's in hospital again today having another blood transfusion. She worries about everything and being her favourite, she'll be worried sick about me being pregnant, let alone having to do it all on my own!! Still, there's nothing I can do about it but tell her when I feel the time is right. My mum reckons she should tell her, but I'm not having any of that. It's my baby, and my news and mother should just butt out! mad

Wow, I wish I had a nice TV - my laptop and TV will become my best friends as time goes on and my current telly is crap. I'm gonna be stuck in the house most of the time in the coming months so I might as well get used to it. A really good TV is on my wishlist.

You're right; dates are for losers. I have now realised that I have put far too much of myself into 'meeting someone' as if living my life on my own and enjoying it with or without a partner is not important. Obviously, given my circumstances now, and the fact that he's left me alone since I told him has given me loads of time to think. I now realise that what is important is to be happy with yourself first and foremost and not just sit and wish there was someone else about. Being a single person doesn't mean you're invalid in comparison to being in a couple and from what I hear, most couples are fucking miserable in their current relationships anyway!

Fucking hell, I'm getting more bitter and twisted by the hour!! blush

xx

dose:

mmm, yes i understand that more than you know.
Batshit crazy. almost every single last one of my exes or any guy who tries to get a sneak at my snatch.

no good. puke

Sunday Dec 16, 2007

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Randomly I saw an advert for Ugly Betty on tv...now ive never watched it but it instantly lost me, Betty is not ugly! as you can imagine, being quite simple (im so nice to myself) it confused me no end! now that ive got that out of my system I can regain some composure.

Yes Sunday is a slow day for me...
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lil_em:

You should watch the show, it's ace!

xx

Thursday Dec 13, 2007

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I was thinking about home and talking to my old school friend on msn, so he sent me some pictures of my home town and I decided to share them with everyone (although it must be said I dont know who has taken these pictures as I think he took them from the towns site)

So yep here is Broadstairs, where I have not been...
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lil_em:

Well the new haircut will certainly make her think you're ready to move on, that's for sure! Good for you darlin'.

And you're right, they will just get some butcher to it if you don't get it done yourself, so you were wise to get a good job done prior I think.

I thought your hair was pretty lovely too! Hehe Yeah, Afghanistan ain't somewhere you'd really wanna go eh. My little brother joined the army at 16 and he's due to go out to Afghanistan and Iraq starting in June, basically the minute he turns 18, it makes me feel sick just thinking about it. From what you've said though this is something you've wanted to do for a long time, and at your age, I would imagine you'll be one of the oldest new recruits. I think it's an exciting time for you, and you have no idea what kinds of adventures you're going to experience. You have a lot to look forward to and that's really cool biggrin

I have thought of a few names already actually, some of them are Irish as it goes. I'm not a conventional person though so they're all a bit 'out there'. My friends and family are laughing a lot and not taking any of them seriously. I think it's a really tough decision what to call a real person and I alone will be responsible so I'm taking it very seriously indeed! Anyway, I have a long way to go yet eh, my baby isn't due till the 12th August 2008!

xx

lil_em:

Hey my sis is due her baby any day and if it's a boy it'll be called Sonny!! Hehe

I like to be different - my child will also be different, and free and independent and will feel secure enough to be confident in itself. My worst nightmare would be to have a clone of the rest of society. 99.9% of the population are complete scumbag cunts!

xx

Thursday Dec 13, 2007

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lil_em:

Looks nice!! biggrin

x

lil_em:

Well I'm just glad that I know now what a waste of space he is and that way I can get on with my life with my baby.

You'll soon get used to the wig hon, I remember having mine shaved off when I was a rebellious teenager, it is bloody cold! Hehe What made you decide to do it right now anyway?

x

Tuesday Dec 11, 2007

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I dont think I should ever go running early in the morning again, a weird old man and his dog were watching me and following me around the park this morning! surreal Bristol is a strange place in the early hours!
snarky:

that is kinda creepy :[

Tuesday Dec 11, 2007

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Its nearly Christmas and ive done no shopping what so ever!! how do I always forget about christmas until its only a week or two away!

I have to go and buy a real tree because I promised my friend who is gunna stay with me (like we do every year now!), that id get her a nice one biggrin so we can decorate it like...
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Saturday Dec 01, 2007

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Who knew shopping could be so difficult!! I needed to buy a bulk load of food from Sainsbury's so I toddled off and on the way I walked past my ex girlfriends sister and father as they were shopping...this was awkward enough and I just skooted through hoping to avoid contact, while in the shop I bumped into her mother!!!! mad at this point...
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lil_em:

In that case, you must let me know the minute you go to either Nelson, Sultan or Collingwood, although my guess is it'll be Sultan first. I'll show you the local sights biggrin

x

lil_em:

Well I'm sure you'll pass through Sultan at some point, I'd put money on it!

These are exciting times for you honey, soooooo much to look forward to biggrin

x

Tuesday Nov 13, 2007

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Watching the tele and more specifically Father Ted! tongue forgot how funny it was! DRINK!!!! biggrin

I know random pointless blog!
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elipsis:

hello!!... :]

<33

banyans:

You know something, I just thought. Its strange I find Father Ted so entertaining...since I have a slight phobia of nuns tongue

Thursday Oct 18, 2007

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Well ive now got a whole week or maybe more of doing nothing, ive been too busy doing all these crazy things over the past few weeks and months that I havent really had much of a rest or just time to do what normal people do and this time its an order from my Doctor, so I have to listen or she may hurt...
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lil_em:

I would love nothing more at this moment than to have nothing to do! Enjoy it and relaaaaaaaaaaaaaaax!

Gorgeous photo btw, I've never been one for taking photos but as I get older I wish I had done as there are huge, massive, gigantic chunks of my life that are missing. My memory isn't what it used to be either so some things are probably lost forever, how sad is that?!

I try now to remember to take photos wherever I am and whatever I'm up to. Its the same with my mobile; I now regularly back it up and my blog on here. Sometimes its really nice to look back; often you'll be surprised at how far you've come! biggrin

poopy:

Thank you for the add !how are you new friend? smile

Monday Oct 15, 2007

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What dating persona are you...I took this test cause I was bored and well I feel the need to maniacally blog everything

Take this test to see your dating persona.
Go here
http://www.okcupid.com/online.dating.persona.test

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MY RESULTS:
The Boy Next DoorRandom Gentle Love Dreamer (RGLD) Kind, yearning, playful, you are The Boy Next Door. You're looking for real...
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stosbetlp:

Yeah.. but I scare away most potential mates frown

stosbetlp:

lol.. there are very few good ones.. and many that I think are good that get scared away... like I said.. it's disheartening..

Tuesday Oct 09, 2007

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not much to say but I passed my PRMC biggrin tongue and it was great fun, aside from the muddy faceness and a nice stress fracture on my leg lol biggrin