sooooo.... I was going to make a video or vlog if you will b/c I didn't feel like typing anything so I started to and realized how stupid I feel recording myself 
lol
But I'll probably do one soon I'm sure once I do I'll feel more comfortable doing so.
Plus its not like anyone really sees these things anyways.
I forgot to tell y'all...
Read More
lol
But I'll probably do one soon I'm sure once I do I'll feel more comfortable doing so.
Plus its not like anyone really sees these things anyways.
I forgot to tell y'all...
Read More
VIEW 9 of 9 COMMENTS
today has been a very strange and emotional day 
I'll have to tell you about it sometime soon
I'll have to tell you about it sometime soon
danger_diabolik:
<<HUGS>> I hope all is well.
capn_comickazee:
Totally feel you, Bakey. Sometimes you just need to let somebody, anybody know that you're feeling unsettled. Sometimes it's to overwhelming to say why.
why are we constantly looking towards our past instead of looking forward?
I mean Its ok to revisit the past and learn from it but I think it becomes a problem when we dwell on the past, weather it be the regrets or the good times. Although I guess if you have nothing to look forward to there really isn't much of a point is...
Read More
I mean Its ok to revisit the past and learn from it but I think it becomes a problem when we dwell on the past, weather it be the regrets or the good times. Although I guess if you have nothing to look forward to there really isn't much of a point is...
Read More
VIEW 4 of 4 COMMENTS
tactical:
It will be amazing, have fun
darke:
We look back because we are obsessed with doing better and getting more and figuring out what went awry and why is the only tool we have because we are unable to see the future with the same clarity.
soooooo.... I haven't been on here in quite some time, I'm super glad I logged on today to see Rourke's set on the front page... OMG! she is AMAZING!!!!!!!
anywho everything has been going pretty good with me in case you were wondering. 2 weeks ago I was out in Oregon visiting my kids bc they were on spring break. we had a kick...
Read More
anywho everything has been going pretty good with me in case you were wondering. 2 weeks ago I was out in Oregon visiting my kids bc they were on spring break. we had a kick...
Read More
VIEW 3 of 3 COMMENTS
saillesong:
Thats good glad you got to visit.....oh great if you go bowling with me again you will be kicking my ass even MORE now....lol
scotchnseawater:
i just love bowling bc its an excuse to drink with funny shoes!
I don't know whats wrong with me lately I've been a super jealous girlfriend and I hate it. I try not to let it show but every once in a while it creeps out. grrrrrrr....
the reason why I hate it so much is I see other jealous bitchy chicks and I think its very unattractive, but I just can't seem to help it.
I...
Read More
the reason why I hate it so much is I see other jealous bitchy chicks and I think its very unattractive, but I just can't seem to help it.
I...
Read More
VIEW 3 of 3 COMMENTS
maineville:
Sometimes you can't help it if you do get jealous even for a second i think just shows that you do care and are protective of your other half maybe your other half likes it when you show it just a little as long as you don't go over board with it then i think your fine. Hopefully you can control how it will effect you, on other note do you think maybe since you can't get the piercing you could get a tattoo to replace idk but hope you can figure that out as well take care
_swizzle_:
Last year a couple of girls who work in the factory next to ours came and had a chat with us while we were having a BBQ on our Christmas break-up. In the course of the discussion with the younger girl i found out she has her septum pierced but she hides it by turning it up into her nostrils. She didn't look too elegant pulling it out, but until she did there was no way to tell it was there.
how can I be surrounded by people but feel so alone?
VIEW 5 of 5 COMMENTS
starmount:
you are not alone
you are not alone
coltoncasanova:
i know right?
thank you to everyone who responded to my last blog it gave me some good in site and I appreciate it.
I'm not gonna lie, life has worn me out lately. my kids who are 4 and 8 are living with their dad in Oregon right now. they left on December 26th and I miss them like crazy. I talk to them on the phone...
Read More
I'm not gonna lie, life has worn me out lately. my kids who are 4 and 8 are living with their dad in Oregon right now. they left on December 26th and I miss them like crazy. I talk to them on the phone...
Read More
VIEW 3 of 3 COMMENTS
saillesong:
dam. that's kind of a complicated situation you have going on there. i hope things get better for you. ....if not you should just run away with me and become a lesbian.
ironduke50:
Dang...
Question:
If you really love someone, would you change something about yourself just to be with them? well not necessarily to be with them but to appease them?
if yes, how much change is too much to where its not worth giving up yourself completely just to be with that person?
just been thinking a lot about this stuff recently and wondered what other people...
Read More
If you really love someone, would you change something about yourself just to be with them? well not necessarily to be with them but to appease them?
if yes, how much change is too much to where its not worth giving up yourself completely just to be with that person?
just been thinking a lot about this stuff recently and wondered what other people...
Read More
VIEW 6 of 6 COMMENTS
xheartswornx:
When change is as simple as quitting smoking, quitting the nibbling of nails, or dumping little habits, well, those can be changes for the better anyway. When it comes to bigger changes, that's when the debate sets in....
Honestly, there might be a few very small things that aren't really "habits" that I'd gladly change, but plenty of things that were they to change I may be an altogether different person that I probably wouldn't like myself. Besides, some of those things that feel like they should be changed are just the things that make us love someone as who they are. I've found plenty of people with little annoyances that sometimes I wish they'd let go of... but at the same time if they ever let go of those nuances I think I'd be upset they weren't the same person they used to be anymore. Even the small things define who we are and love is one of those things that prove true acceptance. In other words, if you have to change, then they don't really love you for who you are and could very well dislike you once you let go of a piece of you that defined who they fell in love with to begin with.
In the end, it never was and never will be my decision as to what the best choice is or what changes aren't a big thing compared to which ones make a huge difference. I'm one person and this is how I feel. I stand strong in who I am and what my faults have been, are, and will be. They define me.
If you learn anything from this... take it as the opinion of one man, not as a rule. I can't claim I'd be 100% correct on this. hehe
Honestly, there might be a few very small things that aren't really "habits" that I'd gladly change, but plenty of things that were they to change I may be an altogether different person that I probably wouldn't like myself. Besides, some of those things that feel like they should be changed are just the things that make us love someone as who they are. I've found plenty of people with little annoyances that sometimes I wish they'd let go of... but at the same time if they ever let go of those nuances I think I'd be upset they weren't the same person they used to be anymore. Even the small things define who we are and love is one of those things that prove true acceptance. In other words, if you have to change, then they don't really love you for who you are and could very well dislike you once you let go of a piece of you that defined who they fell in love with to begin with.
In the end, it never was and never will be my decision as to what the best choice is or what changes aren't a big thing compared to which ones make a huge difference. I'm one person and this is how I feel. I stand strong in who I am and what my faults have been, are, and will be. They define me.
If you learn anything from this... take it as the opinion of one man, not as a rule. I can't claim I'd be 100% correct on this. hehe
skullgrid:
if it's something that even *i* acknowledge as a negative attribute of my own, then yes. otherwise, no.
hey everyone
guess what?...
I'm back.......
so watch out!!!!!!!
mother fuckers!
guess what?...
I'm back.......
so watch out!!!!!!!
mother fuckers!
VIEW 5 of 5 COMMENTS
capn_comickazee:
I'm watchin'!!!
creamcuffs:
I'm glad you are back. That is wonderful news
Hi everyone!
so sorry I've been lacking in the blog department.
anywho, things seem to be going pretty good, sure I still feel shitty about somethings I've done and people I've hurt recently but you can't make grilled cheese without cutting some cheese right?
I mean in the grand scheme of things I can't dwell on such things. other people shouldn't either. I'm a firm...
Read More
so sorry I've been lacking in the blog department.
anywho, things seem to be going pretty good, sure I still feel shitty about somethings I've done and people I've hurt recently but you can't make grilled cheese without cutting some cheese right?
I mean in the grand scheme of things I can't dwell on such things. other people shouldn't either. I'm a firm...
Read More
VIEW 5 of 5 COMMENTS
scotchnseawater:
hang in there babe
aeon66:
Happy New Year. I think we all need more money. I would really like to have my own house but I guess I will just have to make due with the condo that I have. I figured out my retirement and if I get 8% on my investments then I will have 15 million by the time I'm 136. Its a good thing there is no mandatory retirement age where I work 
ummm... .so apparently I have until december 20th now on here, not that I'm complaining
zephyr's set on the front page has me definitely reconsidering renewing my account super hottttt! 
zephyr's set on the front page has me definitely reconsidering renewing my account
super hottttt! VIEW 8 of 8 COMMENTS
aeon66:
You can't leave. All the plants will die.
I just found out my account will be expiring on the 20th.
Due to my lack of activity on the site I will not be renewing my account.
Thats not to say I haven't enjoyed my time here. In fact I really liked it. I'm glad I met some new people. especially the more local ones that I can hang out with.
annnnnywho.... if I'm...
Read More
Due to my lack of activity on the site I will not be renewing my account.
Thats not to say I haven't enjoyed my time here. In fact I really liked it. I'm glad I met some new people. especially the more local ones that I can hang out with.
annnnnywho.... if I'm...
Read More
VIEW 3 of 3 COMMENTS
saillesong:
Nooooooo. dammit. don't leave. boooo
spareparts:
no no no
And I hope things get better and you no longer feel like a shiitake mushroom. Some mushrooms are quite tasty though. So here's to you finding a mushroom that you can enjoy feeling like.