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Hey peps, I am still around... Just been focusing on being a mom and other stuff. Not much going on with me anyway. I had had surgery yesterday though. Had to get a pesky tumor removed from underneath my nail. They took of my finger nail. So now ill be withought a middle finger nail for 6 months or so. But that's it in...
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mildots:
biggrinkissbiggrin
mildots:
Got the nail back wink
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How do you get a "crush" out of youre head? what do you do to make your mind stop seeing them that way?

*back story*

back in 2003, my junior year of highschool i had a huge thing for an awesome guy, and feeling where mutual.

funny story, my now husband (who i also knew in highschool but did not date until 2 years after...
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zimzum5:
Happy birthday
mildots:
you come back and then leave us again frown
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So the dreads where a bust, didnt end up happening (no show) sorta upset.

Haven't had the money to see my therapist, and i feel like therapy really isnt the key for me (my therapist even said "i have great insight, and i am very self aware) makes me feel like i dont really need one after all

My glasses broke in half on...
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boxofhorror:
I wore contacts for years but those were the kind that were permanent and you had to be very careful with them. Drop it or tear it and there goes a few days back to glasses and another hundred bucks for a replacement. Nowadays with disposables it is so much easier. I actually prefer the glasses look myself.
vassilis:
You look great with and without glasses.
I have stupidly sensitive eyes, so I am stuck with glasses whatever
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Going to be working on one of my little skills that i don't get to use often. Dreading some hair this weekend! its been a long while since i last dreaded a head. and iv come such a long way (started on myself about 7 years back) since then i have Dreaded hair about 3 times, and with each one i gain more knowledge...
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littlejohn22:
Wow, they looked great... All the best with birthing new dreads... ( I'm older then 19 and still dumb)
mildots:
smile
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darksomething:
Farewell, Mona Lisa is such an amazing song.
avaadora:
thank you ron4164 that song gave me shivers!!! love it! Deftones did a great cover Chino nailed it!
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el_bandito:
I haven been to a monster truck show in years. love em. and yeah that box is loud. I have it turned all the way down. lol
littlejohn22:
hope therapy helps you out.... stay yourself and you'll be fine....

That is a nice ride for a baby
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my Therapist Consultation when great on Friday! i am very excited to be getting help and doing whatever it takes to be normal again.

So fare i am dealing with Aggression, Abandonment issues, and GAD... Generalized anxiety disorder. So ill be seeing my thereapist weekly. shes a very sweet kind women. so i see this going great.

the down fall is i have to attend...
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avaadora:
Do it! its not so bad... i was scared before i went and now i am happy i am going through with it. helps that my therapist is a really nice women though. @el_bandito
xhael:
Hey! I have that mug too.

Good luck with the therapist. I hope things start looking up for you.
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going to see a therapist tomorrow for the first time in my life. not sure what to expect or how to do this but i am diving in head first.

Getting a little more comfortable with the site again. i feel like i settled in real nice and easy like.

really wanna get my foot back into the door and start modeling again. but i...
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littlejohn22:
A female Punisher set... That would be cool....

Hope your therapist session goes well
avaadora:
Thats an awesome idea littlejohn22! any suggestions on how to pull it off?
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littlejohn22:
great to hear from you.... it really just sounds like you are human to me and these issues you have happen to a lot of people... just know you are not alone.... shine on you crazy diamond
vassilis:
Silliness is always open wink

Don't worry about the stigmatism. I am narcissistic borderline mix. it is just a fancy label for what we call life.

I hear you with the compliments though.
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Hey SG land. Sup? hows everyone... i feel so lost here now a days. maybe one day ill try to get back into the swing of this site.. maybe just maybe wink

until then here are some pictures of me, and my 18month old son.

(can some one do me a favor a re size this pictures so i fits nice and snug in my profile...
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issue_:
He is so cute! and holy wow! that thigh piece is AMAZING!

also..this is the best i could do:

iso:
Oh my gosh! He's soooo handsome! Congrats on the vows. That's just awesomesmile
Our little creek looks all calm and peaceful in that picture but in the 80's before they redid all the bridges and tunnels it got backed up and flooded our entire little town. My great-grandma had pictures of it, entire houses taken out, people stranded on top of their cars. Crazy. It still can get kind of high when we get a good rainstorm, but nothing as bad as that. I guess when it flooded the water was all the way up to where our front porch is, about 50 yards from the creek.