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March 5th... already.

Five days into the month and I already am not a fan of it. I figured that it would be some slight improvement over February, but alas I was wrong. It happens.

I am still in the field, trying to find some kind of silver lining to all of this 'training", yet I cannot find any. Since the first two days of...
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lilcupcake:
work and sleep....sounds like me! I am exhausted all the time frown
saillesong:
bawls! i wish you were in california now. I'm here now! Keep your chin up. It will all be over soon.
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Sorry I have been gone.

But I miss the fuck out of you all.

I'll post more later.

<3
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dhrti:
kiss thanks smile
meerkat_:
thank you for all the support x
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Ill make this brief. Last night I went to have a beer with a friend and started to talk to him about my personal issues. I got about two minutes in when he got distracted and ignored me because of a girl he knew. these are the kinds of things that make me want to hurt myself. Im losing a lot of faith in people...
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missmalice_:
my love my love

Panic attacks- because you're most likely mind fucking yourself into all of the what if's with school BUT YOU NEED TO CALL!
People are stupid you know this? Why does it continue to bother you that you're surprised a guy ignored you to check out a girl that he happened to know? Come on! Please do me a huge favor and I will let you grope me when you get back to the states tongue
Please call your school. Please?! Everything we use to talk about, and your blogs, your disdain for well "the job"
please do it for yourself. Take a deep breath and call. Don't let this chance pass you by.
trekka:
yes indeedy smile
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I have spent a good amount of the last three years writing blogs about how dropping out of college and subsequent events shortly following, changed my life forever. I've written about how I have tried to move forward and get myself out of the very large hole I had dug myself. Well, today as I was riding the subway for two hours through the...
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zeppers:
i ate them all.
_smurfzilla_:
you can do it!
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This is definitely my song of the day. More to come later, but for now I just had to share this wonderful musical creation with you all.





Enjoy <3
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toxic:
Atti you rocks <3
cruella:
thats because I am more a child of the world
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I'm not sure what it is about Sunday nights that makes me so reflective, but this particular Sunday night is hitting me harder than most. I want to make some big changes in my life, and I feel afraid to do so. People find themselves so used to the usual routine that when sometimes comes along unexpectedly they fear it, shun it and completely...
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comixbookgurl:
*hugs*
daff:
Love the first video!
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On this Saturday night, I find myself awake while my comrades are in their warm beds asleep. My insomnia has decided to exert itself in full force once again. The result of this being me digging through old blogs and hand-written journal entries. I suppose you could call it nostalgia or rather a re-examination of days passed. Days when I had other things stressing me...
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newsoma:
Nicely written.

I too deal with insomnia with which I have a love/hate relationship. I enjoy solitude.
aprilcot:
I'm going through the same Atti and its been all positive so far! smile
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"In the middle of the journey of our life I found myself astray in a dark wood where the straight road had been lost." - Dante's Inferno

My novel is very influenced by this quote.

It is my favorite of all time smile
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september3rd:
Very nice quote!!! I dig. One of my personal fav's is by Richard Matheson talking about death...

"Full Circle. A new terror born in death, a new superstition entering the unassailable fortress of forever...I am legend." love
caprica:
Wow, I just started reading Inferno for the first time. I'm really liking it so far!
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Well its official... I have successfully deconstructed the mysteries of the universe. Don't believe me? Guess you'll have to read my new novel smile
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trills:
:p
dinah:
Guess you're right.
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I feel so alone right now.. a man trapped on an island in a sea of silence this night. I'm not lonely necessarily...more set apart from everyone. Even though there are people in rooms next door to me in my building, I feel like there is nothing but my own thoughts to keep me company in the wee hours of the morning. It...
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cinn:
I hope things look up for you soon, love. I think we've all been here. I too tend to get pulled into the abyss sometimes. Crawling back out takes time, bite by bite as your mother said of the elephant. <3
zeppers:
i'm here if you need to talk