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now: C.C.C.C. - "Go To The Other Side"
Next: Television - "Marquee Moon"
soon: Ruins - Sanctuary"

...upon reading this, i think i will use these titles as my outline for the upcoming week...

now: Bastard Noise - "Creeper"
next: Cyclo - "C7"
soon: Factrix - "Anemone Housing"

...the word for this month is, "enabling". as in, "i am enabling this behavior".

...and i've been listening to a hell of a lot of Wu-Tang lately...

oops...

...i suppose it wasn't over.

now: Pan Sonic - Murto
next: VOID - Who Are You?
after: Throbbing Gristle - Five Knuckle Shuffle

i've been obsessed with Hakim Bey's "T.A.Z." again. my mother gave me a copy of it when i was seventeen, and i simply did not get it the first time around. few years later it began to make more sense,
and now every time i go back to it, i find something new and wonderful. thanks, mom.

...too bad Hakim Bey (nee Peter Lamborn Wilson)...
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radio show. all in all life is good.

now: Esplendor Geometrico - "El Acero Del Partido Uno"

...maybe some Discordance Axis later.

hooray!! subbing for the metal show on the radio!!

yay!

playing: Thorr's Hammer - "Norge"
next: Arsis - "The Face Of My Innocence"
after; Borknagar - "Vintervredets Sjelesagn"

been a while...feeling uninspired

now: Laurie Anderson's "O Superman"

set list:

Chris & Cosey - Intro
Bastard Noise - Rebel Transmission
Brighter Death Now - Blood On The Sheets
Black09 - 4_al
Aleister Crowley - Fingernails
Esplendor Geometrico - Comisario De La V
Traditionaml Musicians, Bali - Music For Cockfights
Hanatarash - 9 Is 6
John Coltrane - Resolution
Burzum - Gebrechlichkeit I
Can - Soup
Deutsch Nepal - Carrions Still Walkin'
Throbbing Gristle...
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Avant Garbage set list for 05/02/04:

Violetta Beauregarde - bdc
Tony Conrad w/ Faust - The Death Of The Composer Was In 1962
Esplendor Geometrico - Disco Rojo
Antioch Arrow - David
Man Is The Bastard Noise - Native American
This Heat - Paper Hats
Acid Mothers Temple - Electric Love Machine
Peter Brotzman Trio - Untitled 2 (off Balls)
The Birthday Party - Big-Jesus-Trash-Can...
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wow.

someone went out and got incredibly drunk tonight, and i think it's me!

...that's a rarity.

all i know is that i miss a. badly. i've forgotten how much it meant for me to crawl into bed next to her.

...ruminations...

...christ i sound like a creep.

g'nite

listening to: Muslimgauze - "Return Of Black September" in it's entirity.

busy day/night.a five hour shift at the record store, then a five hour shift at the bar. now i can't sleep. i must be insane for picking up so many shifts this weekend. i'm staring down the barrel of a fifteen hour double today...

all in all agood night, though. made a suprisingly large sum of money at the bar...

...and i finally got to...
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god, how i love Edith Piaf...

...and Masonna.