I Have had this quote from a poem on a poster since high school. It was a poster given to me by my late fiance. It is the rules to which I try to live my life. And the definition of my Teddy Bear Hugs. I thought I would share this with everyone.

Learn to listen like a Teddy Bear;

With ears open and mouth...
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ainoa:
Hi cutiepie, im sorry i haven't respond to your comments.  I have been little negletive,  just wondering how are you. Hope everything is good, im going good :) big teddy bear hug xxx
aresdarchaeven:
(Big Teddy Bear hugs) @ainoa Hey, Sunshine. I have been doing okay, busy but okay. I am sorry to hear that you have been feeling negative. Remember you are a gorgeous, brave, strong soul. Who can defy and stand to anything in your way. You are a special friend and a very beautiful and warm person. Always be strong and proud of who you are. :) I am proud to have you as my friend. 
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First I want to apologize to my friends on here, especially the ones that I had been following the most:

@ainoa @lillymaee @scarlettxx @aobh @sylo @ivylina @lilymai @rousse @bitterblue @meera @kitten__ @janinekittyb @august_ (so confused by the name change altkitty, I thought you left too) @aurorer @chefbeth

for not being on here as much and supporting you all.

Second, the reason or reasons that I...
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lillymaee:
Get yourself better! Don't blame you sweetp! Thank you for returning.  You've been missed 💖
aresdarchaeven:
Thank you All. I hope that you are having a good weekend. 
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Some of them may not be the greatest as I didn't have time before the show to test out and play with my new camera.


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aresdarchaeven:
@sunny @shay @yuni @annemarie @whiskey @peneloppe @liryc Sorry to for being so late in posting these pics from the Show on OCT 17 in Portland, ME. You girls were so awesome and beautiful. 
bitterblue:
The pictures are awesome!
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I will post pics and comments later. I am just getting back from the ER for the second time in 2 weeks.

lillymaee:
I'm sooooo jealous! Hope you enjoyed it! Xoxo
keekeez:
Hope everything is okay xoxo
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@ainoa

Her new set: https://suicidegirls.com/members/ainoa/album/2323840/kirisute-gomen/ is at 1500+ likes. Let's show this amazing person all the love we can muster. She is beauty and grace personified. She really deserves to be PINK. To me, her personality is pure gold and is what it means to be a SG model. I can't say enough about how wonderful
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ainoa:
Check your inbox hunny asap :D
aresdarchaeven:
@ainoa okay I did. :) Thank you. 
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@ainoa

Her new set https://suicidegirls.com/members/ainoa/album/2323840/kirisute-gomen/is out. This is another great friend that I think really deserves to be PINK!.

She is beautiful inside and out. Her set is extremely beautiful. I love the beauty and warmth of her smile. I think this pic captured it perfectly.

I love the warmth of her soul in it. I personally
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ainoa:
Thank you . so much. I can't even express how thankful I am:')
aresdarchaeven:
You are so welcome. :) 
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ainoa:
You are amazing, have I ever tell you that?? You are ammmaaaazing thank you so much for supporting me with that comment I'm so glad to have you as a friend. Xxxx massive mega hug :')
aresdarchaeven:
@ainoa extra big teddy bear hug. I am glad to have you as a friend too. :) 
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@scarlettxx

Her new set just came out. It is totally gorgeous. The photographer did a great job on capturing her beauty and keeping the focus on her. This set is sweet, simple and pure. An awesome example of her natural beauty and simple sensuality. Everything about her is great. Her loving eyes and tender smile. Great quotes for her tattoos. SHE DESERVES PINK!!!! We can...
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I stood before the shiny black cold stone marking her grave. Today, is the second anniversary of her death, also the day that the doctors told me I have the same illness that claimed her. Deep within my heart, I still felt the wide gaping hole that has been left behind on the day of her death. I knelt, feeling the cold dampness of the...
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tmax:
Such a wonderful story!!!  Sad of course but joyous at the same time!!!  Love and Hugs for sharing something so sincere, intimate and personal, Dave
aresdarchaeven:
You are welcome, Dave. hope you have a great day. 
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It feels like no one at my house can appreciate this fact. Literally, got an I don't care attitude.

In 2010 I was hospitalized weighing 438 pounds. I have been on 14 meds a day.

6 diabetic meds (including insulin), 3 for bi-polar depression, 3 narc painkillers, 1 high blood pressure, 1 cholesterol

Friday I weighed in at 268 pounds. Today, my doctor called...
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chefbeth:
My husband takes a lot of meds every day for his back and cholesterol etc.  I know how excited he would be if the doc cut out half of them!  Not to mention the money :) happy day !!
aresdarchaeven:
@chefbeth Yeah it was 
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@lillymaee

She is a natural beauty with a great heart. She is fun loving. I love the strength in her eyes, I could look at them all day. I love her blogs and video posts. Come let us help this beautiful lady become PINK!!!!

Hit her set with all the love you can: https://suicidegirls.com/members/lillymaee/album/2281457/gamers-rejoice/

SHOW HER THE LOVE!

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aresdarchaeven:
@lillymaee Thank you. I love trying to help out friends. You beauty is incredible, I wish I had a better phone so I could do more to shout about it to the world. 
lillymaee:
awww youve done enough sweenesss :) thanks so much x x x xx
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@vivling

I read her blogs and have found her to have a fun, loving and caring heart. She is drop dead gorgeous, has eyes and a smile that can melt your heart. Plus she is ultra sexy in glasses. Yes, a pure example of a wonderful woman in glasses.

Her newest set: https://suicidegirls.com/members/vivling/album/2299990/no-work-all-play/ is her best yet. I
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capitu:
well never know....