I am on reprieve
lacking my j'oi de vivre
missing my gay paris
in this desert dry
and I wrote my girl
told her I would not return
told her its taking a turn for the worse now
I fear
Damn, do i love the Decemberists.
Funny story: I was copyediting for my school's alternative newspaper, where I was having an article published on Eternal...
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lacking my j'oi de vivre
missing my gay paris
in this desert dry
and I wrote my girl
told her I would not return
told her its taking a turn for the worse now
I fear
Damn, do i love the Decemberists.
Funny story: I was copyediting for my school's alternative newspaper, where I was having an article published on Eternal...
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you slept in your overalls
after the wrecking ball
bereft you of house and home
and left you with sweet fuck-all
so we got in your car
with our kickabout hearts
and we hollered out 'sweet clementine'
tell your mom to marry us
a candle to carry us
with cans on our bicycle fenders
so sweet and hilarious
and we'll find us a home
built...
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after the wrecking ball
bereft you of house and home
and left you with sweet fuck-all
so we got in your car
with our kickabout hearts
and we hollered out 'sweet clementine'
tell your mom to marry us
a candle to carry us
with cans on our bicycle fenders
so sweet and hilarious
and we'll find us a home
built...
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vivarevolt:
that reminds me of the movie eternal sunshine of the spotless mind with all the clementine stuff.
Oberlin students can always recognize one another I think! I've not been back since I graduated but you've filled me with nostalgia.
Oberlin students can always recognize one another I think! I've not been back since I graduated but you've filled me with nostalgia.
voltaire:
have I mentioned yet, that chicks with chelsea cuts are fucking rad? especially blue ones....
SO much reading and schoolwork....Im drowning here!
I realized today that I can honestly say "For the last month, I've had no less than three recreational drugs on my person at any given time" Hmmm.....maybe that's why school is such a bore:-)
All these comments about my set have really helped me through the last couple of days. Thanks to everyone who commented, you are...
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I realized today that I can honestly say "For the last month, I've had no less than three recreational drugs on my person at any given time" Hmmm.....maybe that's why school is such a bore:-)
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alisa:
hehehehehe that cracked me up... harvey keitel's doughy ass
so how does it fell to be official, Miss Apricot Suicide? i love introducing my self with that surname when i'm out at events. oh and what are your plans for next weekend? apparently there's a sgohio get together in columbus and i was wondering if maybe you would want to come and hang out with everyone?
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so how does it fell to be official, Miss Apricot Suicide? i love introducing my self with that surname when i'm out at events. oh and what are your plans for next weekend? apparently there's a sgohio get together in columbus and i was wondering if maybe you would want to come and hang out with everyone?
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roby:
dude you're so one of my favorites right now. sorry, i switch it up a lot, but you'll always be a favorite in my heart. you rock girl!!!
yay my set went up today!!!
And I also posted some new pics of me with blue hair (okay...so I just had to emmulate Kate Winslet in Eternal Sunshine...you have a problem with that??)
Anyway, the bleached look will be coming back in full effect soon enough.
Blech. Spring Break was waay to decadent for my taste. Im happy to be back at school....not it's...
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And I also posted some new pics of me with blue hair (okay...so I just had to emmulate Kate Winslet in Eternal Sunshine...you have a problem with that??)
Anyway, the bleached look will be coming back in full effect soon enough.
Blech. Spring Break was waay to decadent for my taste. Im happy to be back at school....not it's...
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atomrobenz:
Your new blue hair is friggin awesome! Theres a lot of different shades goin on there. Very pleasing to the eye!!! I like the haircut to!
cereal_killer:
you are super cute! congrats hun!
how can anything be too decadent? if that's the case i want your life... lol
hey meant to ask if you were gonna come up to TO for prom this year? it's gonna be decadent x 10
xoxo
C_K
how can anything be too decadent? if that's the case i want your life... lol
hey meant to ask if you were gonna come up to TO for prom this year? it's gonna be decadent x 10
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xoxo
C_K
apricot:
All things fit to see
I just saw Eternal Sunshine of a Cloudless Mind.
And I know, I say this every day....but wow. Best. Movie. Ever.
God, i take back everything bad I said about Charlie Kaufman for Adaptation. You have restored my faith in his art.
Doesn't really hurt that the Kate Winslet character just hit the right chord with me.
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And I know, I say this every day....but wow. Best. Movie. Ever.
God, i take back everything bad I said about Charlie Kaufman for Adaptation. You have restored my faith in his art.
Doesn't really hurt that the Kate Winslet character just hit the right chord with me.
Dammit, I haven't felt this closely affiliated with...
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mathmaddicts:
this is of course in response to your last journal entry since your current one is devoid of anything I would feel compelled to comment on. first off that video store organized by director sounds like the ultimate in baseless snobbery. I've written poems that rip that kind of stuff to shreds, POEMS! Were not talkin weapons of war here, were talkin sonnets, and bonnets, and flowers and love, and all dat shit biotch. second the weirdest i.e. coolest tatoo I've ever heard of was of course my own idea for a tatoo (and note I will cut it off your body if I find out you've plagerized me) was a tatoo that says "estoy miles", in case you don't know estoy is spanish for "I am". But I am in a temporary sense. So it essentially means I am in the temporary state of Miles from moment to moment, a whole new changing entity each second, but the tatoo itself remains static. Philosophy major tatoos and shit, yeah. Anyway much love.
apricot:
DavidLynch meets John Hughes? Perfecto!
I said in my article that I wrote that if Adaptation was a Dave Eggers novel (self-referential and shit) than Eternal Sunshine would be Paul Auster....a total deconstruction of text.
BOOYAH!
I said in my article that I wrote that if Adaptation was a Dave Eggers novel (self-referential and shit) than Eternal Sunshine would be Paul Auster....a total deconstruction of text.
BOOYAH!
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More new pictures!
I've been told my profile pic doesn't really give a good idea of what I look like, so hopefully these will help.
I like being back in Baltimore for awhile.
I got mad connections yo....this summer Im going to work at Video American (this really cool indie store in Baltimore that organizes movies by directors, not titles, so you have to be...
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I've been told my profile pic doesn't really give a good idea of what I look like, so hopefully these will help.
I like being back in Baltimore for awhile.
I got mad connections yo....this summer Im going to work at Video American (this really cool indie store in Baltimore that organizes movies by directors, not titles, so you have to be...
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punknitemike:
when are we gonna hang out? i may be out in baltimore for a weekend in june, maybe you'll be out there? if you are, you can check out my friends legbone who are playing out there. when are you going to england? so lets hang out sometime, whaddya say???
Oh man, crazy Cher song stuck in my head during midterms:
"do you believe in life after loooooove"
I put a pic up under photos....I hope it turned out. My comp is SO SLOW, and never loads pictures. Damn this school's bandwidth.
Only one more paper to write, and I got an extension.
Going home.
Meep.
"do you believe in life after loooooove"
I put a pic up under photos....I hope it turned out. My comp is SO SLOW, and never loads pictures. Damn this school's bandwidth.
Only one more paper to write, and I got an extension.
Going home.
Meep.
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desmobile:
not the same girl on the pic isn't it ? lol
the Cher song with the computerized voice ?
have a nice day
the Cher song with the computerized voice ?
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have a nice day
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apricot:
old prom dresses and hipster hair
I have me a James Hurley.
Wooooord up.
If anyone watches Twin Peaks, they know whats up.
Tooooo many midterms. Gah! I hate work. I never thought I could be so good at procrastinating.
I saw Dawn of the Dead last night. It was okay, but the original was better.
You know, when they're walking around all zombified in the mall, and the music is...
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Wooooord up.
If anyone watches Twin Peaks, they know whats up.
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Tooooo many midterms. Gah! I hate work. I never thought I could be so good at procrastinating.
I saw Dawn of the Dead last night. It was okay, but the original was better.
You know, when they're walking around all zombified in the mall, and the music is...
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bliss:
I wanna see Dawn of the Dead
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a_faust:
procrastination is like masterbation, either way you fuck yourself...
yup i'm procrastinating my work right now on SG... here's to procrastinators!
yup i'm procrastinating my work right now on SG... here's to procrastinators!
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my deepest thought today:
"Damn, I look hot in this scarf" followed directly by "i would TOTALLY fuck me"
Nothing like self-love, is what mamma always said.
"Damn, I look hot in this scarf" followed directly by "i would TOTALLY fuck me"
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Nothing like self-love, is what mamma always said.
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doctashock:
Yeah, I would fuck me too... unfortunately it seems like I'm the only one who feels this way.
anyway, how you doing?
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anyway, how you doing?
tatum:
Hehe thar's awesome ![tongue](https://dz3ixmv6nok8z.cloudfront.net/static/img/emoticons/tongue.55c59c6cdad7.gif)
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But I have to say to you I will see you with another hairstyle. maybe with some curly short hair. I have to lookfor a pic ; you will be wonderful with the hairstyle I see
Both are in the SG army desktops for your enjoyment, I'm rocking the angel desktop on one of my monitors, the devil on the other