antihero_wraith

Dark eyes slitted against the sickly sweet swirling haze of opium smoke,
teeth flashing briefly in a grin illuminated by the amber glow of a neon bic,
tendrils of crimson and obsidian twisting touching plumes of blue grey leaking upward
like water only in backwards gravity losing sight of the hand in front of brilliantly lit
windows to a stained soul.

Ragged edges torn apart
Frayed from stress
Worn from battle
Armor tarnished from wear
Weapons dulled from use
Peel me out of this broken skin
Reach in and pull yourself from this idea
From this perfect me
Keep this deep in your heart
Wear it proudly on your sleeve
You know it matters more what they think
Than what you actually meant.







Fractured phrases frantically...
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RESIDUE
self destruction
designed for doom
gleaming white
razor sharp bones
shatter gracefully
skin splits
shards clutched tightly
ripping you apart
hands shaking
ragged chaos erupts
retching blood
lick my lips
close your eyes
slit my wrists
with the roses
from your grave
formed of my flesh
shredded noise
screaming in the dark
residual thoughts
of what we were
~3-16-5~



mY FauLT
sOmEtImEs i aM...
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Sometimes I think that I could be a better person.
That I could be more patient with people.
Or more kind.
Or more giving.






Then I remember certain things...

An anti-hero in today's books and films will perform acts generally deemed "heroic," but will do so with methods, manners, or intentions that may not be heroic.


. . . anti-heroes can be awkward, antisocial, alienated,...
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I miss my Shadow-girl


It's strange to miss someone.


It's been about a week or so since I've seen her... Thus far I've not yet made a fool of myself... -crosses fingers-



Anti-anxiety drugs anyone? I could use a handful or two.


Gothing tonight...? Perhaps if you're observant you might catch me in Boston tonight.
















Ummm...


There was something else too...



Oh yah!



FUCK ROOFING!...
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Family Christmas thing today.

Wish me luck.








Oblivion takes all.









The Saints are the Sinners who keep on trying.

Why fuck with a good thing?



Holidays suck, but I'm working so hard/much that I don't notice the time going by.


I hope you all get what you need.

Wow.

I work hard.


I tore down a bunch of walls yesterday...

I heart demolition.


hahahahaha




I got to kick through a few walls and tear the shit out of a bunch of flooring.


Eff you retail monkeys... I've got it made. Who gives a fuck if its only five degrees out....

I have found a girl who fits all of my requirements and most of my "should be able to" list.


Yay!!!!!!



Ware the end times. They could be fast approaching.











Wraith

This song is running through my head.. on a loop:


Forgive and forget
It's just a memory
It won't get me very far this time
Is what I've done to you unforgivable?
Silence fills the room and I get the message.
The emptiness is all that's left this time.
Is what I meant to you that forgetable?

Better than
Better than me, of course.
You're...
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New things today:

My hair is black.. Black black black... well maybe kinda blue/black.

I have a job.





Expanded thoughts:

T'morrow my hawk will be [superbright] red with black tips.. The spike in the front [onceblonde] will stay super black.

I'm working construction.... For my brother's boss's brother... Go fig.

The perfect girlfriend should:

Smell pleasant.
Know how to roll a blunt.
Check pockets before sitting on the lap to ensure no cigarette crushing ensues.
Default to naked.
Know how to cook at least one meal.
Not question things that don't matter.
Be able to keep up with the flow.
Have small candies readily available.
Be able to drive well.
READ.
Recreationally enjoy mind altering...
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