Someone who will be there for you, even when you can't get/give them what they want?
It hurts sometimes, you know. To have people depending on you all the time. To be the one making the calls, finding the entertainment and to be totally alone at the end of the day.
I'm lying again.
Screaming inconsistencies through clenched teeth.
Can't you see I'm a fucking asshole?
Don't you know that I speak only truth? That's really what makes my words so hurtful, you see. It's not the fact that I might insult or disturb. It's that horrible feeling you get, after I'm done speaking at you, that terrible sick feeling in your chest, like your heart... Read More
Some people can't handle the truth. It's the beauty of it, they all say they want to know the truth but they only want to hear a lie.
I hope you're ok.
Failure.
It is what makes us stop trying.
I can no longer find a reason to continue certain aspects of my livelihood.
So I'm giving up.
I had a horrible time on Thursday at the Yee.
I don't know why.
Almost everyone I wanted to see was there.
Yet I got the distinct impression that no one wanted to see me.... Read More
I am alone.
All the time.
It is my fault.
I have problems explaining myself.
Issues explaining my actions.
Trouble making clear the things I say.
So I am alone.
I know that most people I would term friends think of me as that strange kid.
Or just want to maintain a relationship with me for the benefit of my connections.
For a while,... Read More