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With so much drama in the SGC.
It's kinda hard bein' the mutha fuckin Anti C
But uh, somehow, some way
I keep comin' up with funny ass shit like every single day

May I say a little something for the haters?
And, make a few enemies as I breeze through
Seven in the mornin' and the party's still jumpin'
'Cause this is chat home...
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I am valuable. I am exactly the kind of friend that I like to have. I am sensitive & I care a lot. Sometimes more then I should. I love the people in my life with everything I have. I have big dreams and a lot of passion, but I would put either on hold to be there for someone I care about.

Sometimes I...
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Hello blue skies. Were you looking for me? So glad we found each other again. <666

There is nothing easier or harder, than happiness; it's the feeling that comes when you're open to the life that flows through you, when you know that you are me & I am you. If you can learn to let go of your ego & realize that you don't exist individually. That is my struggle.

I've spent so much of my life cut off from...
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I'm very honest about the way I feel, about what I've done, about where I'm coming from and what my intentions are. Some of you people give me love to my face and talk shit behind my back. I suggest you grow a pair & own your feelings. Removed a few from my friends list. If I'm wrong about you... Sorry, but I can't trust...
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Consider that in ancient Greek times, there were four words to describe love.

The first and most base level of love was called "eros" or erotic love. Eros is the love of attraction. It also includes elements of friendship that we find enjoyable or beneficial. If we only love others on this level, we run the danger of using others as objects rather than loving...
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To the hilt! That's how I roll. Love it or let me know.

I feel a disconnect. I think my connection has timed out. Page will not load.

My friends, I do so want you to understand my heart's will.

This is my descent and my danger, that I gaze towards the summit, and my hand would clutch and lean on your depth. To you I lash my will; with chains do I bind myself to you, because I am pulled upwards and I want you with me. It is therefore, why I...
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Instead of wallowing in my own bullshit tonight, we're gonna look at helping some friends out.

First and foremost, I have a dear friend in a wicked fight. Give what you can. 1, 5, 10 bucks. Your generosity is always returned 10 fold and that's a fact jack. So click this link No More Ladyparts - Chemo Fund and be a minor hero in 30...
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I keep attempting to fly into the future & end up rushing headlong into a horror that seizes me it it's jaws. And then when I look around after I recognize the folly of my desires, I find that I have isolated myself again. So I fly backwards, homewards into my base instinct, and even there I come back to you.

The first time I...
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I saw myself today, as one who is solemn, but an enemy to my own spirit. With a swelled chest like one who holds his breath, decked out with ugly truths, the spoil of my hunting still on my breath, resplendent in tattered garments; Many thorns adorn me - yet I saw no rose.

As yet I have not learned laughter or beauty. Gloomy, I...
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