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Im really sad...
These messages I had on SG...I no longer have =(
I don't know if they are deleted or if I can not find them, but for some reason it tells me it is displaying all of them but it clearly is not.

I know they were written a long time ago and may have somehow been a.u.t.o.d.e.l.e.t.e.d. but...
I'm hoping they are...
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niobe:
Hello.
apathy:
ahhh. it helps to save them in an email ... its happend to me before to, except now i save all the important ones..
xo
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Thoughts, I have them.

I have them alot.

I think about things and then I do things.

Thats life. This is life.

Have a "gooooood" life =)
shando:
smile
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What is Honesty?

The thing I appreciated about suicide girls was that it was a place I could share without censorship. That means something. In America (South and North), Europe, Asia, Africa, Australia and even Antarctica our voices are regulated, watched and subject to penalty by government. How daring I must be to address the situation honestly without use of a euphemism or analogy.

However,...
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apathy:
you are here.
you are back.
....they always come back.
has the apocolypse happend in america yet??
chucky666:
The apocolypse started when they sent you back. the final conflict.
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wtf...I shouldn't be here right now posting but I am...I owe someone a thank you for reactivating my account...but I don't know who...it was anonymous...which I suppose is quite mysterious or generous?

It was a Christmas present... I assume, as it happened the day before Xmas. Possibly from a good friend? Who knows?

Either friend or stranger, Your gift will be aptly appreciated.
Thank you...
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Spirit

For it is not that we live in a world,
where the imaginable is possible,
that endures my contemplation;
it is that we live in a world,
where the unimaginable is possible,
that grips my passion.

I say my passion,
for my love is life itself,
and I cannot imagine,
dreaming of anything else.

What was this world,
before it was erected and interpreted...
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apathy:
Approximately 3500 km.
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Sad business working for attention is; you never have enough and no one wants to give it.
Is it a public service reciting your lifes accomplishments, is it a private business collecting every compliment but why are your profits rolling out of your skull?
Can you invest it in a life, can you invest it in a dream?
Can you buy away the pain, can...
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apathy:
what would a faerie fart smell like.
you loser who knows who to spell faerie.
be patient, little tadpole. it will come and you can jump like a frog.
theres alotta space, in between me and you, yknow. whole mountains and a few ants.
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Brothers sister peopeles. I got this dick to show you.
Its my wiener on a flag pole. Check it out. its fucking cool.

SPOILERS! (Click to view)

there is no picture you fucking cunt



I'm richie rich I'm the shit my money can buy hookers and blow. I got a z90x3 and thirteen grand stockings. My moms changed her maiden name because it wasn't filthy...
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apathy:
i used to have night terrors which is really just your brains way as a child of letting things out that it can no longer deal with and they only leave when you have made peace with the chaos. i was in grade 4 when they stopped and was a proud little duck. it was also when i started fighting back.
now i have dreams of zombies multiple times a month, and they are so very real the first 5 seconds or so of head off the floor is a fight or flight instinct, once punching out a kid next to me.
my dad used to wake up like that every single time. throwing punches. i learned to throw socks at him from a distance. i wonder if he is still the same.

my dog would outfuck your dog any ol day anyway.
that and the pack of wolves i watch enclosed... but that is another story coming soon.
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O M GEE!!!
cliche is so passe but it does hold some truth. Evereyone is a consumer unoriginal within there "presentable" personality. They decide to repeat what has been provided for them. So easy to associate ourselves within our culture but I wonder how different we really are?

We think and breathe relating ourself to what we see "I am this and that" and "I...
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Its so much stress to yell and scream with demands.
"I expect this and that" with my command.
I forget I'm human and without the right.
Life is more about giving up the fight.

Its letting go without reserve,
forgetting that we deserve.
Claim lays only within our minds.
But after years of travel we discover,
We are but milliseconds within space time.

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I awoke to tinder thoughts of music walks and singing on a pipeline. I fell asleep moments after and re-awoke to rotting flesh and cigarettes with bullets piercing throats, fallen brains, splattered remains and choking as I spoke.

Its a regret of mine to feel design, I think therefore I am. This madness runs like sacred tongues chanting back romance. Its what you need to...
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Clever is almost as interesting as manic depressive. Manic depressive's are far more efficient when it comes to wrecking lives. Where as clever is just low self esteem masked with arrogance.

Hypocracy is a self joke.
The kind only you get to laugh at.
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"I need to speak with the president."
"He's not in right now, would you like to leave a message?"
"Wait, I could have actually spoken to the president?
"Yes, if he was in."
"Oh well I didn't actually think I could, um well, uh yeah I'll leave a message. Would you tell him that its _____ calling and that I'm worried about the missle silo...
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