Monday Jun 08, 2009

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Really dirty thoughts....

Okay so I am officially a gym whore. I chose to go to the gym after work today rather than go get drunk with friends; my excuse was that they might still be out when I was done, but I knew that was unlikely. That's not the important bit though. Well, none of this is important really. Its just that, when...
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Friday May 29, 2009

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Okay, so I fucked up...

I have excuses, and they're not great ones, but at least they are honest.

When I was with Em I was so happy and so excited that I was always rushing forward to see what happened next. I was so impatient. Then, one day, I woke up and realised I was up to my neck in hardcore relationship stuff...
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Saturday May 23, 2009

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The Future Council.....

I dunno why, but I just love that scene from Bill and Ted, the first one, where they go to the future by accident and meet all these people who seem them as visionaries. Has awesome music and something is just really nice about it.

ikaruga:

as great a dumb film as it is (and blimey, it's pretty spectacular) great music?

yeah... it also has some utterly atrocious hair metal...

anguz:

Okay I admit the music is questionable, but I like cheese!

Sunday May 17, 2009

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Someone needs to bleed...

That's how angry I feel. Now I may not have handled things as well as I could have when I split with my ex, but she is really fucking with my head now. We had decided we were going to try and be friends, and she keeps starting conversations with me through text and e-mail then deciding she doesn't...
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Wednesday May 06, 2009

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I'm bored...

I went to the gym today. That's right, I finally made the step to getting back there and when I did? I had forgotten my t-shirt... well that went well. I wasn't about to do my workout in my shirt and tie so here I am half an hour later, and n ideas for something interesting to do.I had...
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Monday May 04, 2009

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I hate my housemates, again...

It's a mate of our's birthday and I am sitting here on my own because they thought it was really funny to lock me out of the room they were all drinking and having a laugh in. Would have been funny if they had let me in a minute or two after I knocked, but here I am...
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Sunday May 03, 2009

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And so it begins...

Today is the first real day of the rest of my life, seeing as last week I still had loose ends from uni to tie up. This has good things and bad things about it, and some things which fall somewhere in between...

Good things:
NO MORE UNI! OR CLASSES! EVER!
Get to start going to the gym again
Can write...
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bushka:

gosh, that sounded like such a fantastic image you briefly took, then never to be seen again...

all these pics are taken on my little snappy cam (lumix fx70) on simple mode can you believe. i have mesed about with a few of them of course in photoshop. i also have a nikon d80, but not as easy to put in the old pocket, so it tends to only get used at home...


20 things? how about scuba or sky dive?...

Friday May 01, 2009

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Eddie FUCKING Izzard!!!

I was just walking through Liverpool, carrying home my groceries as you do, and all of a sudden, there was Eddie Izzard. THE Eddie Izzard, Tony P. himself! Possibly one of the coolest men on the planet, and I didn't have a fucking camera. What a dickhead. WHAT a dickhead. I am gutted.
spamtwo:

Did you get his autograph.

Also reply in my journal so I know you've replied

vodevil:

ii biggrin how are you??
tks biggrin
i glad you like it biggrin
kiss kiss vodevil

Monday Apr 27, 2009

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I hate myself, like, really hate myself...

The odd part is, I feel strangely positive about that somehow. It's like for years, I have just been trying to ignore it, and I have gotten good at it too. In fact I got so good at lying to myself about how I am feeling that I really screwed up my own head, and now half...
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ikaruga:

well, fingers duly crossed it pans out that way.

tattoos? don't. seriously.
yes, I am aware of the irony here, but if you take a gander at most of the people on the site they don't have one. they are kinda addictive.

then again, you're planning on a bunch anyway...

Saturday Apr 25, 2009

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Writing is bullshit...

A few years back I took the decision to take my writing seriously, and that may have been one of the biggest mistakes of my life. While I accept that my writing is much better than it was way back then as a result of this study, I think I may have a nervous breakdown.

I have just spent hours trying to...
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spamtwo:

How much are you trying to format?

anguz:

A fair chunk. Just doing my own pseudo-format now though, which is what I was trying to do to start with. I'm past caring if it is spot on or not, and I'm fairly sure my tutors are so inept they won't even notice if it's wrong anyway.

Friday Apr 17, 2009

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Well that was weird...

So I met the ex today and was all very matey but one thing lead to another, we did a lot of serious talking and now we are in some strange kind of place that I have never been before with a woman. I don't feel scared this time round, just, well, confused I think.

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Friday Apr 17, 2009

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Can we really do this?

I am meeting my ex today to hang out, go gadget hunting, maybe get some food and just be mates and do matey stuff, and I am wondering if we can really make it. We're both kinda lonely and we found something we really thought we needed in each other. Now we don't have that, just the memories...
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diaz:

I don' t think its weird at all,
The whole question is, will you be able to spend time together without feeling strange about it...
Time will tell!