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blah, blah, blah, don't know what to type in this thing, I'm sick so I had to leave work early and miss my first class this semester which blows of course.... I'm feeling a little better, but still sort of shitty. I hope i feel better, as much as I hate work, I literally can't afford to miss time.....

ne way...
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cyberiouse:
Don't ya hate writing entries when you have like NOTHING major to write? lol Well get better cutie smile
corsair:
So sorry you're not feeling well!

I sincerely hope you feel better, and get back to normal things soon!

kiss
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I've decided though I am currently single, that I'm taking myself "off the market" for a while, so to speak. I'm pretty much sick and tired of dating, especially fucking, and all the DRAMA that ensues from it. So I'm done. I quit, at least for a while.

I'm focusing on myself, my life, my projects, what I want to...
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revolutionary:
Good for you I hope it all works out for the best
kninja:
power to you girl... Taking some time out to focus on yourself is probably a good idea... im doing something similar right now.
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Just got laid earlier tonight, went to a really cool club last night, and am going to hang out with my little bro tomorrow and watch madagascar 2..... not a bad weekend so far.... unfortunately, I still must study for my psych test on monday (yikes!)
peace&laterdayz,
jt. tongue
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evilminion:
good luck on your test babe. Im kinda jealous that someone got to do "the dirty" with you and it wasent mewink Maybe if I wish really hard ill be next..lol Hope to hear from you soon. xoxo
kninja:
WOO SEX! tongue
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Dating's becoming a complete bust for me in the last year and a half or so.... fuck it all. I'm just going to focus more on hobbies. I can't sweat this shit or wait up for mr. perfect. he's not here or anywhere or anytime, place, or existence.... there's just me.

but that's ok. even if it doesn't...
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kninja:
Eh... i know how you feel... sometimes it seems like im going to spend my whole life waiting for someone i click with to show up... but yknow... if you live like that youll just spend your whole life waiting ...and youll never do any living.
corsair:
Good things come to she who waits!

Just focus on you . . other stuff will show up!

Be Happy!


kiss
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my man, Barrack Obama fucking won!!!!!!!!!!!!! I'm so psyched.... I almost cried when I heard his victory speech. It's corny, but I am just so relieveed about that. It just reminded me how great this country could be.

Viva Obama. <3
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corsair:
Yay! This really is a new beginning in America! biggrin biggrin biggrin biggrin biggrin biggrin
kninja:
You and the rest of the world are relieved tongue
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Sometimes I feel like I just don't register to people......really fucking amazing. confused
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wildtheleopard:
Figured I'd drop you a line since I just accepted you. What's up? I don't know where you found me so I don't know what to open a conversation with. tongue
kninja:
*ca-ching* you are registered!
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So fucking depressed. Sometimes life just seems so meaninglesss......... my god, help me. blackeyed
narcissistzero:
Life is never meaningless, you always have to treat it like you're working toward something...
heathslater:
You'll find meaning, just hang in there.
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new birthday resolution: start writing consistently again.

other than that, no plans right now... we'll see what can happen. shocked
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churtch:
happy birthday!!!
silentwhisper:
happy bday hon
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I'm having one of my phases where people just exhaust me........ Sometimes. I just want to be alone.... all the time, but I'm not always sure that I can handle it.

corsair:
People sure can be exasperating! And disappointing!

Alone is O.K. in small doses. I need people in my life. I guess the trick is to find a few good ones, and stick with them!


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lior:
I dont have insurance frown And even if I did it would only cover the cost of the hospital stay, the actual surgery etc isnt covered mad

I'm getting it all checked out on Thursday so I'll know what my options are then. Fingers crossed its not going to cost a forutne to get fixed...
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Never mind about those diet pills..... I now feel psychotic... like for the past couple of days.... I'm not sure what's going on and I keep convincing myself Im not in a different dimension.......... I'm fine. Gotta sleep this off.... EL SUICIDO LOCO
corsair:
Its amazing how important nutrition and sleep are in your life!

Be Well! smile
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I'm tired of being overweight...... I'm thinking of trying diet pillls......dieting & exercising just isn't working....

jt. frown
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thegreatwent:
To me, you look just lovely the way you are. I doubt you really need to lose any weight. However, if you do decide to try diet pills, try something safe and natural.

Oh yeah, and don't buy anything from an infomercial or those weird sensational ones they sell on TV such as Lypozene. Those are all scams.
corsair:
Be careful with that . . . maybe ask your doctor what she thinks?

Be good to yourself, and don't fall into the trap of worring too much, about what other people may think about you.

Be Well . . . Be Happy!

kiss
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Currently 'dog-sitting' for the time being, for an aunt of mine. Other than that, nothing much. I might be getting a full-time job sooner than I thought *knocks on wood*. I need one desperately! Bills are piling up and I start CSB in mid-July....

Also have been experimenting with Klonopin, another perscription benzo to try, aside from my usual xanax. It's not even mine...
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mydogfarted:
Sex in the City? Really? Sarah Jessica Parker looks like a horse and that show makes my penis cry.

Random fact: I know where "Mr. Big" likes to vacation and owns a vacation home. It's on the same island as my dad's vacation home and I ran into him in one of the stores while shopping last summer. wink
kninja:
hah... as much as it shames me to admit it, i used to be a big S&TC fan... I cant say im really interested in the movie tho... i thinkthe series really lost its charm and i expect the movie to follow in the same vein