outraged

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I am double outraged right now, and very disgusted with people in general. I am horrified with the idea that a registered sex offender (R. Kelly) did not even serve all of this sentencing for child porn, and rape and now has a song on the radio with Lady Gaga called do what you want with my body. And I am more horrified that society...
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skrillex:

Lady Gaga, lil wayne, Rihanna, kesha, beyonce, Nikki bigass, miley virus and others. they are disgusting. this is what we need to protect our kids from, there is a much bigger story behind this. the videos are just going to get more x rated, targeting  the pre teen fans. the society today is very disgusting

hemi_:

Amen sister!

nothing major

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Was just browsing through youtube the other day and found my brother has a channel, and its umm well hes my brother and I love him.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KuHYiLg9nZ8

little known facts

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Not too long ago (like a month ago maybe) there was this thing going around on facebook, where you like someones status and they would give you a number and you would have to up date your status with that many little-known-facts about yourself. I avoided that at all cost, mostly because there are a few Id probably loose friends over.

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hemi_:

Awwww...I love you woman.  Thank you for sharing with us. 

doxie:

You don't have to be only lesbian or straight, you're just human. I know you must know of the Kinsey scale. I'm definitely homosexual leaning, but not exclusive. It also varies by time period of your life. Sexuality is fluid, baby.

Moving?

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I was offered a pretty sweet deal...two pretty sweet deals actually. Both in rehabs clinics, and both in Florida. they both pay amazing, but one pays almost double (we are talking in the 6 digits here on both, so more than enough from either). I think I want the lower paying job though just because of location. Other than that hey are pretty much...
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amelinda:

@arsenic_ in St. Cloud (lower pay offer, but closer to people I know, and less scary weather) and Westchester (higher pay) Do you live near there?

arsenic_:

I live in Jacksonville.. I really love St. Cloud, but I've never heard of Westchester.. Hmmm...

Assholes

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Everybody has one,

and everybody knows one

very angry right now. how do I express it with out sounding like a total asshole myself? This ^^ tool was on conan obrian last week or sometime recently and he brought me up, without mentioning my name, but he talked about a moment we had in which he totally fabricates about how it happened. Because he left my
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amelinda:

@ateh, my first certification is my Doctorates in General Psychology  (making my second certification not too far of a jump, and easy to accomplish in a shorter amount of time). I think that next time I see norman at convention I will publicly call him out on things (but in a very fun and silly manner, so I dont look more crazy than he has already depicted lol) 

theniesche:

Anyone that wears shades indoors is clearly a cunt. Have you thought about posting a youtube video of you telling the real version of events? And posting it to your facebook feed too? Probably best to try to step away from it all though, which i suppose is easier said than done. Sorry, i'm not being very helpful am i? Hope the surgery goes well, and hope the breast thing isn't serious. If you did lose one breast though you could ask the surgeon to box it up for you to sell on ebay! You'd get a fortune for it! Imagine that, a Suicide Girl's actual breast! It's the stuff perverts dreams are made of. Take care, hope that indoor shade-wearing cunt keeps his trap shut from now on.

This sums up my life

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I will try to get some pix up of my bald head soon. I think I might actually start posting nonsensical videos on youtube also. we shall see.


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jeanbean:

to cute !

hemi_:

I'm so happy to see you back on SG.  :D  Love yah woman! :D  Your my all time fav!

Sexy video time!

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amelinda:

@theniesche sorry for the delay in response (been crazy busy) I think the first half of the video (that i accidentally deleted) showed a lot less clamness lol. Not nervousness or fear, but just more shock. I try to live my life very unattached to "things" so I didnt expect to miss my hair, and I really dont, but I do miss feeling cute. Every time I walk past a mirror it takes me a second to realize its me, and all I can see is how much I look like my dad. its weird. and my paper, I do believe my school will be publishing it for use of future students. I will try to get a copy over to you :) When I was writing it I didnt even think it would be as awesome as it is lol. 

theniesche:

Holy shit your dad must be one hot looking motherfucker! Seriously though, I think it would be hard for you to be anything but cute. You have a wonderful face, the skinhead suits you. Thanks in advance for the paper, i look forward to reading it.

Shaved my head!

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And apparently I suck, because I totally thought I posted the link to watch me do it on this site...You didnt miss too much though. If you were able to watch you most likely saw me lecture my exchange student for talking crap about the people who donated to my site, and also get yelled at by my friend for not wearing pants....normally...
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Sometimes I just want to be a bitch

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And tell everybody how stupid I think they are, and to all just fuck off. But I dont.

I feel like the more I do to get ahead, the further behind I fall. No matter what it is, if I want it or love it I will lose it or fail at it. I have like 8 million things I just want to unload right...
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theniesche:

Sorry to hear you feel like this, I appreciate how frustrating it must be. It's made all the more difficult having kids as well because as parents we have to keep a whole bunch of shit locked away. I certainly don't think you come across as dark or gloomy on here, I always got the impression you were quite positive. More than anything you just come across as being totally honest about yourself, and that's a really rare and lovely thing. Also, do bear in mind that you've had a lot of really difficult stuff to deal with recently and on top of that you have your impending head-shaving which will undoubtedly be adding to your anxiety levels. Feelings like the ones you're experiencing, where it's difficult to pin down an exact cause, are usually an accumulation of different stressful elements. Individually we are able to deal with them more pragmatically but together they have a cumulative effect and can make us feel quite lost. I understand how tempting it is to try to grasp this concept of who we really are as well but do remember our personalities are mostly fluid, they change and fluctuate according to our environment so allow yourself  to have these feelings and try not to feel too bad about it. My personal point of view from reading your blog is that you are smart, honest, trusting, feisty, caring, considerate, funny, kind hearted, and above all a wonderful mother and a great person. Stay strong, or as we say here in Yorkshire: chin up, love :)

ateh:

I use this site to scream and cry too.  It's healthy to have a place to vent - at least, that's what I'm telling myself.  :)
And, you're still you, no one but you could handle the shit you're dealing with right now.  Hang in there.

Monday

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2 weeks and I am shaving my head. You can watch me do it, live online. for more info go here http://www.donationto.com/Children-s-Cancer-Awareness-Fund-Raiser

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theniesche:

It's a very brave thing to do for sure but you're right, the fact that these kids don't have a choice puts it into perspective. Also I think the shirt sounds like a great idea.              Thanks for the kind words about my kids by the way :) 

supernovice:

There are other ways you could donate a bit of yourself which would be very more economically effective.  I like your hair.

Thursday Sep 19, 2013

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I have so much to post about, but my computer is sucking ass right now so I cannot add all the photos I want.

In short,
I am very ill, but getting better. I have been diagnosed with lupus, MS, and transverse myelitis (an infection in my spinal cord that caused me to loose my ability to walk). I am getting better but lupus ad...
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ateh:

Your exchange student needs to be shown the movie Deliverance and dropped off in the wilderness.

The sourdough can be made in a loaf pan for a loaf shape, but for this one I shaped a smooth ball by rolling the edges under, let it undergo a very brief second rise, and baked - on a cookie sheet, as you say. I used corn meal to keep it from sticking to the cookie sheet. It was yummy! I am not very good at consistency with sourdough and every loaf I make is a little different from the last, but I don't mind that.

theniesche:

Shit, sorry to hear about all your illness troubles. My sister in law has MS, it's a right pain in the arse. You have all my sympathy. You seem like a really robust person though so I'm sure you'll handle this current adversity with strength and good humour.

Your sons party sounds awesome smile.
It's my daughters birthday at the beginning of November but we've no idea what to do. Last year was a Halloween theme but we can't keep doing that every year so wanted something different. She's only 2 though so she probably doesn't really give a fuck as long as she gets some cake smile