Last night was cool, we had so little money and so much fun. With all our money together we could buy a bottle of Vincoco and then I found a banky of chronic that my friend hid in my car 2 weeks ago. So we did car bar all night listening to Die Antwoord, being zeff. Naais.
I'm supposed to work hard, but I'm using "I don't have the right kind of paper" as an excuse. I'm frustratingly bored and broke and my best friends are going to some party and I wasn't invited cause they are both in love with the one chick and trying to score. So.... yeah I'm not too interested in that anyway. I need moneyyyyyyy! And I've... Read More
so much for the procrastination, guess who is sitting at the office??
and the love thing really sucks... unless you've fallen for me Would make up for me sitting at work today
Last night's show was fucking weird. I'm sorry, but it was. We were about the only hearing people there, everyone else was deaf. DTV was there and everything. It was just weird coz it was so quiet, and when the bands played they had these dancing people interpreting the lyrics into sign language. But all in all Rudimentals was great and I had a good... Read More
just looked at the bottle, got it 02/24/10 so not too long, but the angry for no reason thing has not gone away =/
There are some things that i wont be able to know whether the medicine is causing, or just that i got dumped. IN the past 3 days all i have eaten has been -1 plum, 1 cup of pecans, afew cheese doodles, sunflower seeds, and half a peach. Waaaay too scared to weigh myself so idk but i assume i will lose weight-most ppl on the drug do
the dude that i was with actually would not let me pose nude, not even for SG or implied, anything. So when i DO feel suicidal i just think of how i can do my shit now, without having to worry. I still feel really guilty even WANTING to pose nude now, but eh, i'm not always gonna look like this, so wth
well he sounds liek a shithead if he made you feel bad about yourself for doing things liek that, if he basically made you =/
i'm glad you're out of that then <3
idk, my ex and i were really different, and he basically told me he's never be able to love me. Wish i could have made him happy. If he'd have just understood the nude thing i probably would have done anything for him, and stayed with him for a long time, had he felt us more compatible, that is
try taking st johns wort. it helped me through my last year, where i was getting myself super sick from stress. or any herbal stress remedy. its great. i think clicks has this one called stress 50+. something like that. but it works so well.
heehee yeah i still cant believe it. have to wait on money from my car though. so hopefully i can go. but its looking good.