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17 lbs so far.

Oh hotness, here i come


Tonight!!! Spring Massive in bmore!! dancing dancing allll niiighhttt loonngggg


and show off some poi skills hopefully

Yaarrrrrrrr!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I had a seriously overall good time this weekend.

Saw Rasputina friday night in concert in bmore and went out later with some very good friends to eat. We giggled like idiots all night and laughed. It was amazing.

Saturday was Pirate Invasion!!!!!! Fells Point B-More turns into the Pirate hang out friends got out their garb and we all hit the town and...
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Much like a bird, I am apparently easily lured by shiny things.

That jacobs ladder sure was silver.



Rock Star weekends and scene peen FTW.


oh lord. LOL

Today was excruciating.

The last time we spoke he told me that he loved me.

I'm so grateful he had the courage to tell me. We were just friends, it was just as friends, but i got to tell him that i love him too.

I can at least take some comfort in that.

I really do hate viewings, the shells really don't look the...
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The following is a conversation I had with a friend of mine this evening, explaining what happened to me a few hours ago.

Truth be told, I am either so bereft I'm delusional, or I spoke with a ghost. Regardless, i feel a little more at peace so either is just fine with me.


This is under a cut, it's a long explanation/conversation.

I'm shadow...
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This morning a friend of mine was found dead. They'll call it an overdose.

fuck your drugs.


I am so heartbroken. I can't stand this anymore. The people that I care about. That touch my life, theyre just going.. going...

I can't stand to lose anymore friends. I've lost enough already. Story of my fucking life. Here we go again.

Jason Robert Wehmer, thank you...
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omg! better update in a few.

Long story short.

Last night i went out to the club but my friends car broke down on the way home. Thank god for AAA plus services that i have. Woooo finally made it back to Bmore then drove to my house.

Got home at 7am this morning. Slept till 3pm.

I just got out of the shower its...
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Conversations women have.......


Girlfriend of mine:

10:08pm
Anyways, I need to Intermingle with Johnny from The Hated and see what he's got going on with all those muscles.

Me:

YES YOU DO!
When is he coming over
to work on your drum kit
and by drum kit
i mean vagina

Girlfriend of mine:

Idk, I'm gonna check it out on Friday
BWAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!


Adios lovelies

I'm...
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Friday went to some local punk show with a girlfriend who play drums in a band.

Weekend i drove up to lebanon PA to spend some time with old college buddies

Sunday night spent some time at my friend Nick and Vernon's apt. being stupid and discussing issues with men.

Aaahhh I appreciate men who can give me the inside track, they're like brothers to...
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I just need to say, I love dancing. Nothing gets me happier than some good beats I can dance to.

I'm not talking about crap ass booty grinding either. I don't even know how to dance with other people, but alone i dance really well.

Something fabulous about closing your eyes and moving to music. It ascends you to a higher level of being.


Give...
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Last night was the second night in a row i've seen a falling star.

Turns out, meteor showers recently. Wishes are made. I think they may be answered.

Katesmash and I went to the past life exploration workshop thingy this afternoon.


It was amazing/awesome/scary/devastating/relieving.


Some things are so clear now. Maybe I can move on. I'll have to. Bitterness only consumes.

On an amusing note,...
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