superdave69:
dear god your beautiful. first and last are just so WOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
foundmyniche:
very very lovely
the sun will come out tomorrow, tomorrow! and by sun i mean OBAMA. yes we can! fucking finally. i'm more excited that i can comprehend. and so righteously humble. thank fucking god. or satan. whatever you're in to.
if he can become president- there is no reason anyone one of us couldn't become anything epic. all it takes is the will to do it. he...
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amberlynn:
bitch, you have me blocked on myspace. Do tell.
I was trying to friend request you and shit.
ho.
I was trying to friend request you and shit.
ho.
nikonphoto80:
I would be happy to see anyone in office besides Bush.
this is what i like to call EPIC FAIL:
XADOSX (9:12:14 AM): Happy Turkey day... And why cant we talk?
XADOSX (9:13:34 AM): its ______!
XADOSX (9:13:38 AM): HELLO!
avalon absinthe (9:14:07 AM): hey
avalon absinthe (9:14:11 AM): im at work
XADOSX (9:14:15 AM): OH...
avalon absinthe (9:14:18 AM): on the phone hold on
XADOSX (9:14:27 AM): Really on turkey day?
avalon absinthe (9:15:20 AM):...
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XADOSX (9:12:14 AM): Happy Turkey day... And why cant we talk?
XADOSX (9:13:34 AM): its ______!
XADOSX (9:13:38 AM): HELLO!
avalon absinthe (9:14:07 AM): hey
avalon absinthe (9:14:11 AM): im at work
XADOSX (9:14:15 AM): OH...
avalon absinthe (9:14:18 AM): on the phone hold on
XADOSX (9:14:27 AM): Really on turkey day?
avalon absinthe (9:15:20 AM):...
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amberlynn:
awww thank you. Did you ever imagine it? Patrick, a dad.
oh well, he grew up by some miracle. Im just thankful for that.
So far so good, were 12 weeks on monday. Next Dr visit is a week and a half, so we're just counting the minutes. We'll be through the first trimester right after that, so i'll relax alot more.
Really, everything has been like a fairy tale. I never in a million years imagined myself with a normal life, and family. I thought it was physically impossible.
How you been?
oh well, he grew up by some miracle. Im just thankful for that.
So far so good, were 12 weeks on monday. Next Dr visit is a week and a half, so we're just counting the minutes. We'll be through the first trimester right after that, so i'll relax alot more.
Really, everything has been like a fairy tale. I never in a million years imagined myself with a normal life, and family. I thought it was physically impossible.
How you been?
amberlynn:
Ill tell you this much. I was the female version of patrick munster. I had my cake and ate it too, and decided I'd never get married or have kids. And here I lay in our marital bed (GODDAMN IVE ALWAYS WANTED TO USE THAT PHRASE) with a sleeping husband and a nesting baby in my tummy. So, never say never.
My game was play the player. which was probably my winning move with ole Munsy too. I didn't try to do that with him, but it was force of habit. I strung him along for a year. Wouldnt return phone calls, ditch him places, didnt put out for a year, etc. id tell him to show up somewhere, and not come. ahahah I was a total bitch to him. So, yeah, I straightened his ass out without realizing it. Best move I ever made. hahaha He was so hell bent on grudge fucking me I think hed have done anything. Then by the time I was willing to put out he realized I rule. long story short.
Funny how that works. But I never wanted kids. We spent all thanksgiving telling the family we werent going to have them (meanwhile im sitting there having that conversation 4 weeks pregnant.) and how much being parents would suck. how that would fuck up our national whiskey intake, and throw off the american average.
Best thing that ever happened to me. And as far as not having a mother, I didnt have ANYONE. My dad ditchd us at 3yrs old, remarried and my mom was always gone , either on the road or at work. I was raised by strangers and spent more time alone than with anyone else. Its how I developed such an attitude problem, and no sense of debt to anyone. I am the worlds most uncaring person. genuinely. I am so fucking cold. But someday someone might warm you up a little bit. Youd be very surprised. Especially when you meet someone with the same fucked up issues as you, whos just as crazy, and makes you laugh. To me, thats the ultimate, and I wish you THE BEST in finding that. However, vegas is a rough city for love.
XOXOXOOXOXOOX
My game was play the player. which was probably my winning move with ole Munsy too. I didn't try to do that with him, but it was force of habit. I strung him along for a year. Wouldnt return phone calls, ditch him places, didnt put out for a year, etc. id tell him to show up somewhere, and not come. ahahah I was a total bitch to him. So, yeah, I straightened his ass out without realizing it. Best move I ever made. hahaha He was so hell bent on grudge fucking me I think hed have done anything. Then by the time I was willing to put out he realized I rule. long story short.
Funny how that works. But I never wanted kids. We spent all thanksgiving telling the family we werent going to have them (meanwhile im sitting there having that conversation 4 weeks pregnant.) and how much being parents would suck. how that would fuck up our national whiskey intake, and throw off the american average.
Best thing that ever happened to me. And as far as not having a mother, I didnt have ANYONE. My dad ditchd us at 3yrs old, remarried and my mom was always gone , either on the road or at work. I was raised by strangers and spent more time alone than with anyone else. Its how I developed such an attitude problem, and no sense of debt to anyone. I am the worlds most uncaring person. genuinely. I am so fucking cold. But someday someone might warm you up a little bit. Youd be very surprised. Especially when you meet someone with the same fucked up issues as you, whos just as crazy, and makes you laugh. To me, thats the ultimate, and I wish you THE BEST in finding that. However, vegas is a rough city for love.
XOXOXOOXOXOOX
RIP mom 1957-1990
18 years ago today i lost you and it still rips my heart from my fucking chest
it was so long ago but tonight i have to let you know
that perpetuating your legacy is something to which
i will never rest
you are in every part of me
i feel like my very soul is on fire and you fuel this...
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18 years ago today i lost you and it still rips my heart from my fucking chest
it was so long ago but tonight i have to let you know
that perpetuating your legacy is something to which
i will never rest
you are in every part of me
i feel like my very soul is on fire and you fuel this...
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roxi_jd:
Your mom sounds like an amazing woman and this was so beautiful to read.
Im so very sorry for your loss.
Im so very sorry for your loss.
my computer is still not fixed. i'm getting pissed. how the fuck am i supposed to masturbate to all the hot bitches on here? FUCK! fail. its supposed to be fixed tomorrow. i'm not holding my breath.....
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scotty:
Haaaaahahahah, love it!
missbabyblue:
get back soon we need yopu among the bitches as well 
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nikonphoto80:
that is a really cute photo.
you are way to cool
damn that really sucks, are you going to try to get a new computer or are you just going to wait. well it sounds like your work is pretty cool, where is it that you work again?
wow that really was really nice of him, I'm glad he gave you lots of stuff, that will save you a lot of money, when ever I do move again I know I will have to buy a bunch of new stuff. I would like to see photos of your new place.
you have some really pretty kitty cats.
Wow it does sounds like you have a pretty great job, so what is it that you sale? What do you mean by internet accounts? Is it like an internet provider?
I'm going to a party dressed as a post apocalyptic dragon slayer
That is pretty bad ass, frost seems very nice.
you are way to cool
damn that really sucks, are you going to try to get a new computer or are you just going to wait. well it sounds like your work is pretty cool, where is it that you work again?
wow that really was really nice of him, I'm glad he gave you lots of stuff, that will save you a lot of money, when ever I do move again I know I will have to buy a bunch of new stuff. I would like to see photos of your new place.
you have some really pretty kitty cats.
Wow it does sounds like you have a pretty great job, so what is it that you sale? What do you mean by internet accounts? Is it like an internet provider?
I'm going to a party dressed as a post apocalyptic dragon slayer
That is pretty bad ass, frost seems very nice.
revolutionary:
Mewbacca I fucking love it.
today is my 4 year anniversary on SG! damn. i'm a totally different person then i was back then. but i feel like i've evolved into a much better person.
also today is john lennon's birthday. he would have been 68
RIP
in other news: i got my own place today! fuck yessssss. i love living alone and i got a rad deal.
life is...
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also today is john lennon's birthday. he would have been 68
RIP
in other news: i got my own place today! fuck yessssss. i love living alone and i got a rad deal.
life is...
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acacia:
Congrats on the new place and the anniversary! 
joey:
I hope to see you at the Dragonforce show.
i really wish people would look deeper into things then what the media feeds them. there is so much more underlying. i'm tired of people spouting off recycled ideals that are un-original and tired. i'm tired of people who lack passion and integrity. everyone around me is a fucking waste, un-ambitious, un-educated losers. they only have going out every goddamn night and getting obliterated, eating...
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mellon:
Then you are fortunate to be less pathetic than they are! :/
nikonphoto80:
Very well written, that is kind of the way I feel, except the people I'm talking about work for a living, but they still have no intelligent thoughts in their head and all they care about is getting drunk and fucking, there is only one person that I know who is not like that right now and that is my best friend.
this totally expresses how i feel without me saying a mother fucking word- get maverick-y! 
SNL VP debate skit
SNL VP debate skit
nikonphoto80:
hahahahahahaha
sarah pallin is an unintelligent, incompetent cunt. if she gets into office- i'm moving to europe. she is a disgrace to woman and an embarrassment to our country. just say no.
a friends of mines' son was watching her on TV and he said "why does she look so evil daddy?" thats all the proof i need. he is 7. children sense inherent evil.
*disclaimer*...
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a friends of mines' son was watching her on TV and he said "why does she look so evil daddy?" thats all the proof i need. he is 7. children sense inherent evil.
*disclaimer*...
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stampedeofworms:
So...who d'ya think won the VP debate?
I think Biden showed uncommon restraint, he could have made the debate look like a Rob Zombie film. But no, Polyanna Hitleryouth will live to simultaneously bore, infuriate, and amaze us another day.
I think Biden showed uncommon restraint, he could have made the debate look like a Rob Zombie film. But no, Polyanna Hitleryouth will live to simultaneously bore, infuriate, and amaze us another day.
stampedeofworms:
I dearly love the song "Mad World." I'm with you, great movie.
Are you into Twin Peaks? Genius at work there and killer music as well.
About the debate...she did exceed my expectations. But my expectations were low enough most folks in the early stages of brain death could've. That's the saddest part for me, that we have to lower our expectations for our leaders to meet them.
I agree. She's the personification of blithering idiot. And I would rather have an honestly flawed human being than a plastically perfect one any day.
Are you into Twin Peaks? Genius at work there and killer music as well.
About the debate...she did exceed my expectations. But my expectations were low enough most folks in the early stages of brain death could've. That's the saddest part for me, that we have to lower our expectations for our leaders to meet them.
I agree. She's the personification of blithering idiot. And I would rather have an honestly flawed human being than a plastically perfect one any day.
this week has sucked serious dick. i need a drink. bad.
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photodude716174574:
I agree this week has sucked. But it only sucked so bad that I need a giant bowl of ice cream, not a drink. YET! Haven't made it through today still. 
amberlynn:
I agree on the drink part.
Patricks best friend died, and it's been a horrible horrible ride. He's back from the Lou now, and things are getting better. But I'm sure you've heard of Chad...
=(
Heartbreaking.
But thank god for puppies, sex, and snuggles...
Yeah, and fuck being girly. I was a tomboy as a kid, and I ain't changed yet.
Patricks best friend died, and it's been a horrible horrible ride. He's back from the Lou now, and things are getting better. But I'm sure you've heard of Chad...
=(
Heartbreaking.
But thank god for puppies, sex, and snuggles...
Yeah, and fuck being girly. I was a tomboy as a kid, and I ain't changed yet.
the next episode.
admitting i'm wrong sucks copious amounts of balls but i'm not above doing so. it takes courage to own up to what you do- even tho you look stupid. however to me- it is quite exhilarating, dignifying & empowering. it makes me feel like the perfectly flawed, fucked up person i am and we all are. it makes me human and it...
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admitting i'm wrong sucks copious amounts of balls but i'm not above doing so. it takes courage to own up to what you do- even tho you look stupid. however to me- it is quite exhilarating, dignifying & empowering. it makes me feel like the perfectly flawed, fucked up person i am and we all are. it makes me human and it...
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jersey:
thank you for commenting on my new set in member review it means alot to me. hope you are haveing a great day. lots of love
nikonphoto80:
Your welcome, I know we have never really talked but I always try to read your journals and I always loved your sets, it was a big loss to KY when you left.