So yeah It's funto see your name mentioned in your friends journals that's cool. All the rumos are true I am a cool person. And I will strive for a drama free apartment when I move in with Kelly. I really can't wait I am so sick of living with the most boring people in the world (aka my current roomates)
On a different note, I love my job. I can watch tv on my computer super dooper digital cable ppv movies anything I want. surf the line we call on. totally sweet. I can illegally sign on to aim and talk to freinds while working, also I have a subscription to launchcast so I can tune in to my veryown music station to listen to at work (right now I'm listening to television the band, oh the irony of working for the cable company and listening to television without watching it). When I move in with kelly I'm gonna get my free super dooper digital cable of my very own, with lightningfast highspeed internet for only 20.00 a month. whoa!!!they should lower my rent for what I bring to the deal I kick so much ass.
on top of all these perks is there is most of the time nothing to do at work but sit here and goof around. this job kicks ass. I also have a kick ass schedual, I work 4 days a week, I don't ever have to be to work before 5pm I have friday night off to party. and sunday and monday off next to each other so I still have a weekend. And because I have such a killer schedual of never having to wake up in the morning they actually pay me more shift differetial so total I get paid 10.25 an hour. dude. I don't have to pay for health insurance, and I get two weeks vacation a year, not counting sick time. I love working for the man.
Nothing could be better, except perhaps my love life. I love erik I always have. I'm also completely bored with him I was so gonna break up with him but i just can't I'm bad at breaking up with him. Meh, I should just be happy he leaves me alone I leave him be maybe that is the perfect relationship. matt's coming back this summer, oh ma goodness. I don't know what I will do with myself. We are safe an ocean away from each other,a nd now he will be right here. I'm afraid I might do something I'll regret. HO hum, I am glad he's comming though because I terribly miss him. I can't wait to hang out it's gonna be so fun. oh the crazy antics I have in store for him.
I have decided that there is just not enough of me to go around. My friends are teasring me apart with their busy scheduals and my own, I have no time for anyone.
I have been chosen to help all my friends with emotional, relationship, and whatsoevertheyfeellikeit issues that may be troubling them at this time. I really don't mind I just need their patience in my slow replys and lack of prompt times to hang out. As it is I don't reaLly have time to even go home at night I'm usually too tired to drive home or I pull an all nighter. I always feel as though I'm neglecting my friends if I hang with a couple of them too much I feel even worse that I haven't hung with everyone else.
I never spend time alone, however I always feel pretty lonely. god damn it. I love chilling with my friends and helping them figure out their shit, I think i could be good at it. But I can never get my shit accomplished.
I don't get help with my emoptional shit, maybe I just feel as though I have to put on a happy face to hang out so I don't go out when I'm depressed.also I think constantly surrounding myself with others and their problems I am too occupied to focus on my own maybe this is good maybe this is not, who knows. I'm glad i have people to distract me.
my problems...I got a speeding ticket(really expensive). And I owe taxes this year I'm gonna have to go on a payment plan. oh well. I guess that's not so bad
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On a different note, I love my job. I can watch tv on my computer super dooper digital cable ppv movies anything I want. surf the line we call on. totally sweet. I can illegally sign on to aim and talk to freinds while working, also I have a subscription to launchcast so I can tune in to my veryown music station to listen to at work (right now I'm listening to television the band, oh the irony of working for the cable company and listening to television without watching it). When I move in with kelly I'm gonna get my free super dooper digital cable of my very own, with lightningfast highspeed internet for only 20.00 a month. whoa!!!they should lower my rent for what I bring to the deal I kick so much ass.
on top of all these perks is there is most of the time nothing to do at work but sit here and goof around. this job kicks ass. I also have a kick ass schedual, I work 4 days a week, I don't ever have to be to work before 5pm I have friday night off to party. and sunday and monday off next to each other so I still have a weekend. And because I have such a killer schedual of never having to wake up in the morning they actually pay me more shift differetial so total I get paid 10.25 an hour. dude. I don't have to pay for health insurance, and I get two weeks vacation a year, not counting sick time. I love working for the man.
Nothing could be better, except perhaps my love life. I love erik I always have. I'm also completely bored with him I was so gonna break up with him but i just can't I'm bad at breaking up with him. Meh, I should just be happy he leaves me alone I leave him be maybe that is the perfect relationship. matt's coming back this summer, oh ma goodness. I don't know what I will do with myself. We are safe an ocean away from each other,a nd now he will be right here. I'm afraid I might do something I'll regret. HO hum, I am glad he's comming though because I terribly miss him. I can't wait to hang out it's gonna be so fun. oh the crazy antics I have in store for him.
I have decided that there is just not enough of me to go around. My friends are teasring me apart with their busy scheduals and my own, I have no time for anyone.
I have been chosen to help all my friends with emotional, relationship, and whatsoevertheyfeellikeit issues that may be troubling them at this time. I really don't mind I just need their patience in my slow replys and lack of prompt times to hang out. As it is I don't reaLly have time to even go home at night I'm usually too tired to drive home or I pull an all nighter. I always feel as though I'm neglecting my friends if I hang with a couple of them too much I feel even worse that I haven't hung with everyone else.
I never spend time alone, however I always feel pretty lonely. god damn it. I love chilling with my friends and helping them figure out their shit, I think i could be good at it. But I can never get my shit accomplished.
I don't get help with my emoptional shit, maybe I just feel as though I have to put on a happy face to hang out so I don't go out when I'm depressed.also I think constantly surrounding myself with others and their problems I am too occupied to focus on my own maybe this is good maybe this is not, who knows. I'm glad i have people to distract me.
my problems...I got a speeding ticket(really expensive). And I owe taxes this year I'm gonna have to go on a payment plan. oh well. I guess that's not so bad
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I love getting mentions in other peoples journals too.