i hate pitying myself! fuck this i want to live in an alternate universe blah!!!!!!!!!at least i worked out today. that's the only thing, no drinking, no toking, no smoking, no caffine, i hate being vertually straight edge but i just quit smoking and i have nothing to sink my depression into.
the thing that's cool about working out is afterwards i have this cool pickmeup. i just wish i wasn't so embarrassed to do it in front of my roomates.
i cheated on the whole quitting smoking thing the day i found out that i was getting laid........off!!!hahahaha.......not funny.
but, yeah i had a cigarette after 10 days off not smoking however it's been 3 days since so i'm hopping back on the wagon.
this is so stream of consciousness. tomorrow is a new day.
the thing that's cool about working out is afterwards i have this cool pickmeup. i just wish i wasn't so embarrassed to do it in front of my roomates.
i cheated on the whole quitting smoking thing the day i found out that i was getting laid........off!!!hahahaha.......not funny.
but, yeah i had a cigarette after 10 days off not smoking however it's been 3 days since so i'm hopping back on the wagon.
this is so stream of consciousness. tomorrow is a new day.
evil:
...smoke 'em if you gott 'em!!
stirfry:
thank you!