8spiders

and so it goes...

"I don't understand. Why does a weak
person have to go out and find a strong person... to hang onto?"

does love make you weak?

when my love has been given, i have been mistreated. lied to, abused, taken advantage of.

now, when i am strong and focused, i do not want them to touch me. their callow fawning reeks of fragility.

they had their chance.

why do i feel that they wish to cling to me only because now i can take them somewhere.

ugh, i feel like i'm in an ayn rand novel. suddenly i am ill at the mere sight of how i think.