8spiders

Kickin' it off with Quarashi: "Tamborine Cut" and Coolio "Hand on my Nutsac".

Watching pirated episodes of The Tick for breakfast = #1.

I used to spend Thanksgiving with my mother and whatever stragglers that didn't want to spend time with family, or had no family to spend it with. Eric would always come over.

After my mom moved I'd go over to Eric's and...
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Woke up pushing aside cans and bottles. Fell out of bed and couldn't remember too well how I got there. Looking around, I realized that someone had brought Laura and I a 12 pack, on top of the two 6 packs we had in the fridge.

It was beer armageddon. An alcohol holocaust.

Was up with Laura until 5:30 just talking about shit like we...
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Last night I was at Rock and Roll karaoke and had a blast, even though I'm paying for it today.

I feel like total ass. I don't get sick often, but when I do it totally kicks the shit out of me.

Other than that... I don't know what's going on with me. I feel like a recluse. I dig hanging out in my room,...
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New ink.

Boo-yaw.

Collected myself. Shovelled up all the glass and chunky bits of meat and heart flesh, threw it into a plastic bag and mopped up the bits of blood.

I keep going.

One blow after another and your vision can start to blur. Your eyes and cheeks swell... The blood rushing to treat your wounds like cherry tressed nurses. Your head swims from a brain sloshing...
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It's that time again boys and girls....

The Devil you know

or

The Devil you don't

I had been rejected. Hard. You know how it goes.

Truth be told, I thought it was over a guy. I thought to myself, "Fuck, I've been left for someone else again."

It was only sorta true.

See, when I met this girl we really hit it off. I mean like, I thought she could be "The One" and I don't believe in that....
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Just now, it occurred to me that Techies and Programmers are the Ronin of our modern day America.

After the dotcom crash there were tons of people with really useful computer-related skills, but without work. Now they serve corporations or small business, most just work temp jobs and do consulting on the side... making enough money to get by but not really holding down anything....
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It's not over 'till it's over.


Between The Liquor, The Bed And The Noise In My Head
Between Your Mind And My Crime
And Me In The Grime
Between The Gun, The Lead And The Lies That I Said
Through Your Sweet Breath Comes The Dawn Of My Death

Touch Me- Hate Me
Give Yourself To Me And Break Me

Cut These Eyes
And I...
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I almost feel... wretched. That's probably the best word to describe it.

This morning I stumbled out to the kitchen and found my glasses on the ground, frames busted and all. That's how it's been the past couple days. Don't need my glasses to see... but fuck, kick me while I'm down why don't you?

I've been rejected, hard. I'm also in the process of...
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