88hopesfall

how to messure your self worth: if you can stick your finger in a cup of water and leave a hole, you are irreplaceable. but if you dont leave a hole, well then your shit out luck. you can even use a heavier liquid, the hole may take a little longer ...to fill in, but in the end the result will be the same...

YAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I AM GETTING TATTOOED AGAIN TOMORROW!!! i cant freakin wait... it has been over a year since i was last inked. but it is always worth the wait!!!! love it

ok so i have been home, as in off the base and in my livingroom, from iraq for a few days now and i am so freaking bored!!! i tell you, iraq sucked and yeah we were bored a lot of the time but that was because we were either fireing our rifles at a target of some sort or we were just sitting there...
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YAY!!! i am finally back in the US!! i am stoked to be back... and now that i am getting out of the military, i can really start my life and begin to get my feet under me. so here hopin that this life is good and that i can do well!! lol

yeah, so i am still here... stuck in this shit hole know as iraq... we were suppose to be home by now, today as a matter of fact... but the planes are all behind. but the bitter sweet news is that we leave iraq tommorrow but we still have to go to kuwait for 24-48 hours. which sucks but hey, we are one step closer...
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well, i am on my way home from iraq, but we are stuck at BIAP(baghdad international airport) for a few days... damn it, just let us come the fuck home!! that is all i want is to just get the fuck home...

ready to end this all,
at the breaking point.
staring at the curtin of deceit
and seeing the devils reflection.
everything i see reminds me of you.
crawling into the darkness
and seeing the judas i have become.
bloodstained, killing this memory
in the memory of better days.
dead alive, i fade away
from the scorn of deaths harsh kiss.
helpless in wither,
running from...
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16 days left in country... but still to far away to relax and let down your guard... damn i can almost smell home...

23 days... i cant wait to smell the fresh air of the United States of America. i have not felt the rain fall since january. i have not walk in the grass since september. it is the little things that i miss most while here. yeah, i miss having a drink or 7, and i miss going to shows and i miss cooking... a lot....
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I FINALLY FIGURED OUT HOW TO USE MY WEBCAM THINGY!!! lol it has taken me about 9 months and i am just computer stupid enough not to really try to hard to figure it out. but i am back on the main post in Taji and had some free time. so i spent all day workin on it... and i finally did it!! haha!! i...
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almost home... 31 more days...

44 days left in this hell. dear lord, i cannot wait to get home and get out of the army and start to live my life. hopefully i will be able to open a restaurant of my own here after i get back. nothing big to start with just basically a coffee and sandwhich shop, more coffee but i am sure that you understand!! haha...
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