7deuce

i can't sleep. i wish she was here with me. i miss her to no end.

i worry constantly that she is out with other guys. it is her right since we are so far apart but i just wish we were officially monogamous. i want to have her show the interest in me she used to. i guess that is why i worry so much; because with each passing week she shows less and less intrest in me, whether she knows it or not.

how do people cope with long distance relationships where communication seems to be a one way street? and when you try to express your feelings you get told to slow down and not worry so much? when all it would take is some answers and some intrest being shown in you to help ease your mind? does anyone have any advice on how to cope with this?

i need to figure a way to calm my nerves or i need to end it because this is tearing me apart. its not what i want to do but it is fair to niether of us for me to keep feeling this way and if i can't get the communication i need then i need to get on with the pain of ending this so that it will just be done.