75rhino

if there was ever a night
to call the last night
last night was that night
quitting drinking terrifies me
i feel like a loose my heart
but it has to be done
if i want to get to live out my dreams
i'm talented
but i've just pissed it away
the past couple of months
it's time to stop being lazy

"you know that it's weird that you won't have sex when you're sober. right?"
"yeah, but it's more complicated when you're sober. when you're drunk, it's just fucking"
"but having sex is a lot of fun and you miss half of the experience when you're drunk"
"you haven't had sober sex since you broke up, have you?"
"no"
"no more relaionships,huh?"
"yep"