60ftqueenie

Thanks guys for the words... as I've said to a few of you.. its more that I'm cranky at myself for being such a lardo and eating such BAD food and not taking care of myself... I used to feel so much better when I was eating healthy and exercising... and also I've busted out of so much of my work clothes at the moment and they are REALLY expensive to replace... I didnt make it to yoga this morning... I slept in until 11.30am which NEVER happens with me... I'm fairly exhausted I've been working ALOT which I can take as exercise for today

Funny story to tell you from last nights session... this grizzled old bikie dude comes in... prision tatts all up his arms.. greyish hair.. thin... acid wash denim jeans the whole deal... he wanted a traditional over the knee spanking, strapping and some caning... he also wanted to be partially crossed dressed for it..

So I take him upstairs... he wanted some lingerie, a nightie, some stocking and a wig... as soon as I put a wig on him he says 'call me alice from now on'

I almost died laughing in my head... this grizzled old dude had this full on female persona made up in his own head... so I did the whole school girl trip on him, asked 'Alice' what she'd done wrong at school as the principal had called me that day and told me 'Alice' had been very bad.... she confessed to me that she had been sucking the boys cocks for lunch money.. well! I said... you know what happens to disgusting little girls like you 'Alice' 'yes mam. I get punished' .... he kept calling me mam after everything I said like I was a drill sergent or something... gave him a good whacking... it was fun... he took 20 strokes of the cane... he said 6 in the beginning when I was talking to him before the session started.. but he obvioulsy wanted more when I was up there so I played the game 'do you think you've had enough punishment? do you think you will do it again' 'no mam I was also playing with the boys cocks' well of course I had to give him another 6... 'do you think you've had enough now? 'no mam... I was also showing all the boys my pussy' well that got another 8 strokes for good measure... I'm obsessive compulsive with some things.. strokes have to be an even number of 5's

It was a fun session.. and of course as always it started in childhood... that was exactly what his mother would do to him when he was bad... or his teacher at school as well.. he relayed all the stories to me of how he got punished as a child... I swear... there are going to be no clients left in 20 years time.. because we live in such a sedated, anethetised society.. no one feels pain anymore therefore dont relate it to humilation or endorphin rushes... but as I always say.. they're will always be cross dressers and anal sluts to go round