*coughs* well I still cant get rid of this hacking cough.. fucking humidity.. I just need a few dry days and it will be all good... I had the WORST nights sleep I think I've ever had last night... tossing turning.. having my body ravaged by mozzies.. it didnt help that every time I woke up my boi wasnt there in bed... which always freaks me out 
I always panic when Adrian isnt in bed with me... it comes back to my uncle and aunty on my fathers side (its my dads brother) my aunty couldnt find my uncle one night so she went looking through all the house @ 3 o'clock in the morning and there was only one place left for her to look... which was the bedroom of her 16 year old niece that was living with them at the time.. so sure she found them in bed fucking and had a consquent nervous breakdown and spent a year in an english mental insitution... my cousins are so fucked up from it.... I have 5 uncles on my dad's side of the family.. each one of them has done something dastardly like that in their lives..... not there there is anyone in the house Adrian can go off and fuck.. we live alone... it just still freaks me out if I roll over and feel emptyness.... fuck I'm a control freak.... 
I always panic when Adrian isnt in bed with me... it comes back to my uncle and aunty on my fathers side (its my dads brother) my aunty couldnt find my uncle one night so she went looking through all the house @ 3 o'clock in the morning and there was only one place left for her to look... which was the bedroom of her 16 year old niece that was living with them at the time.. so sure she found them in bed fucking and had a consquent nervous breakdown and spent a year in an english mental insitution... my cousins are so fucked up from it.... I have 5 uncles on my dad's side of the family.. each one of them has done something dastardly like that in their lives..... not there there is anyone in the house Adrian can go off and fuck.. we live alone... it just still freaks me out if I roll over and feel emptyness.... fuck I'm a control freak.... VIEW 8 of 8 COMMENTS
Love is a drug--an intoxicating elixir that I for one can not help but totally relinquish myself to. When it all comes down to it, I am a pathetic romantic. There's no helping it.
You've always wanted to come to Alaska and the Yukon? I live 20 minutes from the Yukon! Well, if a trip to the top of the world manifests, you are welcome here. As a matter of fact, I have wanted to venture to Kangaroo country for such a long time. As much as I am engrossed in the north, I fucking love the south.