60ftqueenie

Well in my year and a half in this industry its happened.. a girl from work goes into a heavy submissive job today..the guy paid for a heavy discipline, heavy bondage session... totally restrictively bound the girl... disciplined her.. and for the finale gagged and brutally raped her... I'm too freaked out to gauge exactly how I feel right now... I cant help but think about what it was like in her shoes... to be raped is one thing... but to be raped in a house full of women just downstairs.. just out of reach.. with a gag in your mouth and a house full of people but noone to hear you scream... to have your perpertrator be given the shake down by our owner but to have no charges placed against him... to be caught after the act.. the guy had the audacity to have a shower and untie the girl afterwards.. but because she is a sex worker noone is going to believe that a respectable family man with a job and a car and a fucking mortage raped her when he can legally pay for sex in that establishment.. she is a whore... she is nothing in the system.. she has no rights... her name would be dragged though the mud her family disgraced for someone to walk free from a court less vindicated than he walked away from my work.,. .thats why their not going to bother to press charges... its happened all too many times before... a court does not believe a sex worker... they didnt even take his photo so that they knew not to let him back in the house again... or to send the photo to the 'ugly mugs' list the sex workers outreach post in sydney keeps for guys like this... they barely did anything.. the thing that really gets me about this is that for an extra $100 he could have paid for it and not scarred a person for life... but as if creatures like him think like that...

I'm so angry and sad all at the same time.. this girl is my friend... she got me into mistressing.. she was my friend before I worked there... and nows shes a husk of a human being...

*sigh* just when I gain some semblance of faith in the kindness of humans and get *some* hope for human kind... I get a kick in the pants, a slap in the face, a wake up call.. that everyone everyday is trying so unbelievably hard not to be a bad person... today he failed miserably

But I also get the feeling that my boss is going to have his knees broken...